I Like You But I'm Self-Aware

CHAPTER 2: I LIKE ALIA

I don't know why, I feel like Alia likes me.

We go back to Saturday.

On Saturday, November 19, 2022, I felt like she hated me, and I thought she was chatan in my class.

On Saturday the weather was raining, I arrived late at 07.25 WIB and I did not see it at all. At, hitting the delapanan, I saw him alone, smiling face down while walking. My heart was immediately happy, even though her smile was not for me. 09.00 WIB break time at my school.

At that break I did not see him at all, the break was over, and again I saw him.

At the time of returning home I did not see him, but right in front of the school gate, I saw him, he was beside me about 2 meters away. I looked, and I felt Alia look at me, but I kept looking ahead, because I was afraid of being mistaken, afraid that she would not lead to my face.

And I walked across the street, towards the parking lot with my friend.

(Alia herself is waiting for her friend to take the motorcycle). After that, I thought about it, though,

(Alia sees me) said in my heart. I was so happy to see him, and I was so happy.

{On Sunday school holidays, yes, yes dong... Time enggak}

On Sunday I thought something romantic with Alia. Even if I'm not dating him.

Because of that Saturday, it seems I was salting by him.

What I'm thinking, about me and her is dating and doing romantic things, which even other people can't do.

(it seems like just a romantic delusion, more romantic than a real couple).

On monday 21 november 2022. By the time it was in ceremony, I was already marching, continuing Alia coming from the front towards the rear row

(because of the woman in the back)

(Again and again, even if that smile wasn't for me)

At least I'm happy to see him smile.:).

After the ceremony was over, I headed to the classroom, happened to be the teacher just giving the task, he continued to withdraw from the class because there was a need, maybe.

I was sitting in the front seat, three tables away from the door.

Well then I accidentally saw him smile and point at me, maybe he smiled because he was telling a story with his friend, and he accidentally saw me.

At 10, I sat down at my desk again (second from the door, third row)

because there's a lesson, but no more teachers.

At that time I was wearing a hat and his hat down, until I saw a little.

Again and again he was just like that.

With her friend, telling stories, smiling, and pointing at me.

I am cute so it looks normal that he smiles at me, even though in my heart...

Wihh smile again to me dong... I am very happy to use :)

On Tuesday morning, November 22, 2022.

from class, I headed out to find my friend, I wanted to go through to the gate, but I saw Alia there, I went straight through there (because I was shy and ignorant) so do not care, and continued part 2