I Like You But I'm Self-Aware

I Like You But I'm Self-Aware
CHAPTER 3: BETWEEN LIKE AND NOT. SELECT LIKES



On Tuesday morning, November 22, 2022.


from class, I headed out to find my friend, I wanted to go through to the gate, but I saw Alia there, I just didn't go through there (because I was shy and ignorant) so I didn't care.


After I met up with a friend, we talked about what the hell is pokonya.


After that, the 3 of us want to go to class, strangely the cave still sees Alia going to her class, want to go up the stairs.


pack the bag again. Gua thought, what was that in front of the gate?.


The cave wants to go up the stairs, but the cave minister says, "kantin yuk" so the cave comes along...


And after the break I was with a friend instead of three six.


After entering the class, it happened to pass the front of the 8th class near the musholla


Gua met Alia with her friend 3


And the denger cave his friend said


"cakna ngoca'a" in madura


It means (he said it)


The cave immediately thought, "what to say"


Cave said. Must've shot the cave... Might?


(so I can)


Flashbacks


On Friday the 28th of December. Incidentally gls his ninth grade sport, when the same cave sports friends do not wear sports clothes, but wear scout clothes.


In the morning at 06:00 WIB the cave is still with friends, at almost 06:45 WIB an.


The cave sits in a joglo while waiting for whether there is gymnastics or not,


cave ber2 same friend, because it was a friend who was with the cave jailin the other friend, the other friend,


running away is not clear to meet in class 7. And otw to joglo. Wait long~


And my friend did a lot. "Bede gymnastics sir?" in the language of madura means (there is gymnastics sir?)


"Grandfather" (fashion)


"Well sir" (why sir)


"Adek bektona la" (there's a time)


"Arapa keng" (why)


"Ye tak deddi, jek e soro akompol deddi not akompol" (yes ga so, told to gather even not to collect)


"Deddina takde, adek bektona" (so gadaada, gadaada dah time)


"Oo" said my friend


And at that time the cave gabut so look around, there are playing basketball volleyball round


And accidentally the cave saw Alia smiling at me (wild cave??) in the heart


Alia hated the cave, knowing the cave liked her, so she hated me so I moved on. Might as well...


The cave says to a friend


"Ngalle Put" (moving put)


"Enject" (no)


"Arapa keng" (why)


"Ananyamanan e dinnak" (already done here)


"Yes" said the cave


So the cave was there until asked to enter the same teacher.


The cave saw Alia on the second floor and it was like hating the cave.


So that's why the cave must also pretend to hate, so that it has been thought to move on.


now


on Friday 25th November 2022. morning the same cave 3rd friend sat in the umbrella. (coincidentally Guru day). The cave there until there is Alia, Alia, when there was a cave it was great to see him :)


at the time of delapanan cave class seven hours, above 7-8 caves the same friends 6.


cave friends are the only godain girl (funny) there is telling a story too.


(grades 9-6 to 9-10 upscale


alia Class 9-10)


the cave itself, accidentally the cave looks to the right and sees Alia, Although Alia does not see the cave, the cave is happy dong...


Alia look to smp next door, smp1


but the cave still sees him because the cave is happy to see him


when I want to go home to the cave look at him from above,


he himself awaits his friend


but strangely the cave can't see him huh?


maybe because the cave was afraid to know that the cave saw him.


And when she saw him, the cave felt bright. Because it seems like the cave is not worthy of him.


She's beautiful, ugly cave


did the cave stop or not huh..?


the cave wants Alia to be the cave's girlfriend


but, the cave thought twice


like, the cave doesn't deserve him...