I Like You But I'm Self-Aware
CHAPTER 1: I AM SELF-CONSCIOUS
This is my story, I want everyone to hear my story.
actually I like someone named Alia he went to school in smp 2 sumenep.
It was me then, but now I think with logic and I always speak for myself, if I see Alia I'm happy to see her, but I always speak in my heart "I don't seem to deserve you". Somehow then and now different, I used to like it until I could not see his face because I was embarrassed.but now I choose to be aware of my shortcomings. I want to disappear but I can't, I want to avoid but be found. Is it destiny, I guess not, maybe it is an accident (If you want to see the nature I love you is I can't look at the face of someone I love, but if I don't like someone or a woman doesn't know I dare look at her, because I know she doesn't have feelings for me, then I dare to look at her, as for me if I like it I'm embarrassed to look at it, why... ? I myself do not know. okay continue.) One day I saw him smiling, but I didn't know he was smiling impermeable or not, but he was smiling and looking at me. Now I can see Alia without turning my face, because I've tried to forget her. If you ask me why I stopped to love him because I know he is beautiful that I would not, and I have many shortcomings, do not need to explain, you know. I used to love her, but she hated me, because she knew that I loved her. That's why I wanted to forget her, her body I loved someone who didn't love me. And at the end of this Alia seems to have feelings for my friend named Husen. oh yes I forgot Alia of Arab descent and Husen of Arab descent as well. And this may be the time for me to get out of life, anyways I think arabic and arab descent are the best couple, I just give up. to love without having is to hurt but to have without loving is to hurt more. I'm a cute person, when there's Alia I pura don't see what - what in my heart I'm very happy, she's beautiful white and handsome white Husen, it fits anyway. I don't know if this is my story or my curses so just listen to the end. If Alia sees this read yes this word, I like you but the mirror says who I am, and if you read this I want you to answer honestly whether you are telling me or not. If not I can forget you quietly, but if so, it seems unlikely.but the answer is definitely not because you like Husen right.:) maybe that's it, maybe that's it, I've given up on my situation, actually I just want to have a boyfriend, because I want someone to understand my feelings. True, the faithful will lose the same handsome.I will not hope for you anymore, I will try to forget you, I will stop to think of you. I'm leaving, beautiful (Alia), don't look for me anymore, I'm not important in your life. If you read this downstairs, I'm sorry I told you without your permission. Goodbye beautiful (Alia) hopefully you and Husen can last well, promise well you last as Husen promised to yourself. Congratulations..there will be no more people bothering you, I hope you become who you used to be, before you knew me, well, changed well. if you change like you didn't know me (Rado) I won't admire you anymore either. Good bye: ')
