I Leave It To You

Could He be my soul mate

Zahra was shocked when her mother told her that Adi's family would come back to her house to talk about the change of their wedding date. And more surprised when hearing the story of the mother that their wedding date was changed to a few days after Eid al-Fitr which means their marriage will be held three months more.

Sad , angry , disappointed , fret that's what Zahra is feeling right now. He could not resist the marriage forced by his father. He can only ask Allah SWT if his soul mate is close and if not to be kept away. And now it's not that his marriage to Adi is breaking up.

Zahra can only now resign. Maybe Adi is indeed a mate sent by Allah SWT to him. If indeed Adi is a soul mate sent by Allah SWT to him then he can only resignedly accept Adi as his soul mate.

He just thought that what he thought was bad for him might be the best for him. And if he tried to avoid it even though, if it was already his match would still happen too.

Zahra has tried to resign with the problems she faces. But there is still from the side of his heart that does not accept what happens to him. This made him worry again.

Today the whole family is gathering to discuss their wedding plans for three more months. Zahra chose to stay in her room rather than be with her family.

There was an inner battle in his heart. One side of her heart told her to accept her marriage plans with Adi. Not only did his two brothers also get married because they were betrothed by both parents. The proof until now their marriage remains lasting and even they are now blessed with cute children.

But on the other side of his heart told him to refuse his wedding plans with Adi and if necessary run away from home if the wedding plan is still implemented.

He began to think about the possibility that would happen if he ran away from home. If he managed to escape from the house and happened to be helped by a good person it might end well anyway. But if when he managed to escape from the house but mala met the bad guy what will happen to him. Maybe her valuables were stolen and maybe she would be raped maybe even killed. Or what if her parents got sick because she ran away from home.

Just thinking about the worst possible thing that might happen to her if she ran away from home already gave her goosebumps. Finally he decided to return resigned by accepting his wedding plans with Adi.

Zahra felt herself to be too cowardly, as she did not dare to run away from home. But the bad shadow that might happen if he ran away from home made him not dare to take risks.

He was always just a home child. His parents were too restrictive. The friends he had were few. This makes him have a narrow mind.

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" norah .... Ra ... mbak Fara want to leave first yes, already this afternoon." said mbak Fara from outside Zahra's room.

Zahra, who had begun to awaken from dreamland, immediately set her eyes on the wall clock in her room.

" Athaghfirullah thing adzim, it's five o'clock I haven't prayed ashar and bathed" inner Zahra.

Zahra was about to step foot into the bathroom when the knock on her door sounded again.

" Oh yes ..take Fara "inner while turning towards the door. Open the door to his room and say.

" I'm sorry mbak.aku was asleep, this is not yet the same ashar prayer bath . Zahra wants to take a shower and pray first.."

" Yes already then mbak Fara pamit go home first, already there cepetan you bathe in magrib later." said mbak Fara while shaking hands with Zahra. Immediately Zahra closed the door of her room to immediately take a shower and pray. It turns out that inner opposition really drains his energy.