I Know Your Secret's

The True Feelings

Zayyan and I were already sitting in the car rather sitting in the rear passenger seat, while Gazza was the driver in front.

"anj**r you guys, I'm not your driver, move one of them forward!" exclaimed Gazza stared resentfully at us.

"sister, move in front of brother!" seruku told Zayyan to sit next to Gazza. Zayyan shook his head, "just you. You're his sister." Zayyan refused.

ck, I should be able to make Zayyan sit next to the Gazza bang. Let me design the back seat, hehehehe.

"i'm not as stupid as you think I am" said Zayyan, thrusting his head into my lap.

"hey."

"ck, if you have Sha's voice, it's better to be quiet" Zayyan said, twisting my hair.

"eh, this is a very rough mouth same wife. You're heavy on your head." I grumbled annoyedly looking at my husband who was playing with my hair.

"please the couple behind me, don't romanticize in front of me. You don't know the place!" cerca Gazza stared in annoyance at us.

"jomblo be quiet, don't worry." ledek Zayyan immediately greeted the tissue box towards him.

"unnervous." annoyed Gazza after throwing the tissue box.

"oi bang, in case the right throw-throw dong. It's the box of knives I bang." My grunts stared resentfully at Gazza.

"biarin." after Gazza, he turned back. "Yan move ahead!" he said making Zayyan's eyebrows go up, "me? Adeks ajaa." he said again while closing his eyes.

gazza's forehead shriveled because he did not know what Zayyan was talking about, "who's the add-on?"

"get you Za, Dasha. I call it adeks." said Zayyan again. Gazza stared in disdain at us,

"elele is more his calling time." ledek Gazza while turning on the car engine.

"let's go, but I swear you're getting married next month!" zayyan was sure.

Gazza stared flat at Zayyan, I just shook my head at their behavior.

"just argue with you" said Gazza resigned, he immediately drove his car out of the hospital parking lot.

During the trip, we did not talk to each other, only the sound of music echoing to break the silence in the car. I glanced at Zayyan asleep while Gazza, he was focused on driving his car.

I glanced out while opening the glass enjoying the air outside. I was still imagined when arguing with Vanya earlier, I felt sorry and angry because of her unspeakable actions.

"i have to make a calculation with Farah, because she's the scapegoat behind all this." I muttered softly looking at the empty streets.

Without feeling we had reached home, Gazza immediately got out of the car and walked into the house. While I was still sitting quietly in observing Zayyan who was still asleep in her dream. I was anxious to wake her up but could not bear to see her so peacefully.

"just a little while" I said softly as I stroked my husband's hair. Lately I've been fond of stroking this guy's thick hair which might be my next hobby.

I glanced at my phone and got a lot of messages from Elisha. I scrunched my forehead staring at the dozens of messages and opened them.

"l forget it!" my cry made Zayyan annoyed and woke up looking at me in surprise, She immediately got up and sat down next to me while rubbing her eyes.

"you why??" tanyanya's a little upset. Maybe Zayyan was upset that her sleep was disturbed by my voice.

"i forgot my job!" I cried again to make Zayyan frown, "usually you always do the task at the beginning, kok tumben not yet fussed?" ask Zayyan.

"it's the task of making the design of the house, huft even though three more days of deadline, finish me." lirihku slowly immediately greeted by a soft clap on my shoulder.

"patience." he said pretentious, but in his heart he smiled softly at me. Yep, as I thought his demonic face appeared to make me even more annoyed to see it.

Hehehe, why don't I just use my husband to help me make assignments? Yep it's a good idea Dasha. murmured in my heart, I immediately held Zayyan's hand.

"sister," I called to make Zayyan look at me suspiciously let alone he had a glance at her hand held by me.

"help makein yaa,please" I said while showing her puppy eyes. Zayyan withdrew his hand and started to retreat from me.

"no." she refused firmly to upset me, but I did not give up and continued to persuade her to help me make the task.

I shifted closer to Zayyan leaving Zayyan cornered. I chuckled softly to see his face turning away from me, "let's see, please." I asked again.

"cih, I don't understand the design, then the result is ugly you blame me." he declined again.

"but I do exist. I'll show you how to make him brother." I said again.

"pay." he said it made me sigh rudely, "ikhlas dikit Napa anyway kak, come on."

"have asked for help and asked for free again

Nothing in this world is free Dasha. You have to pay, and I'll help you." said Zayyan.

"aiiih come on same time wife herself calculations anyway."

"oh, you just assumed I was a husband in an emergency like this," he thought made me run out of ideas.

This is a difficult time indeed invited to cooperate, oh come on Dasha think again.my murmuring while spinning the brain looking for a way for Zayyan to help me without reward. Of course I don't want to lose here, during the financial crisis I had to send my money so Zayyan would help, it's not worth it.

"why silence? already surrendered?" ledek Zayyan made me stare intently at him,

"sister come on, please this is urgent sis. You know my lecturer who is fierce because God once. Do you have the heart to let your wife be scolded all out by the killer lecturer?" lirihku looked sadly at Zayyan.

Zayyan yelled at my forehead, "don't be dramatic, good that the lecturer got mad at you. Let you be conscious and not lazy anymore." said Zayyan casually makes me speechless again.

"i'm not lazy, brother, when am I lazy?" my protest does not accept being said to be lazy.

Zayyan sighed to see me, though,

"many styles, mom always scolded you for messing up the house, lazy motion, you like to tell me to do this that, yelling unclear, sleeping was hard for mercy like clockwork, you like to tell me to do this,sometimes you take a shower just once a day, basic lazy ckckckckck." Zayyan said.

Oh it turns out my image has been damaged in front of her eyes, ckckck Dasha you are a shame.

"hehehe." I grinned slowly while scratching my nape not itching to hold the shame.

I feel like I want to bury myself deeply, I swear shame times.I regret again turned my face away from Zayyan.

Sooner or later this man will know all my traits. But I let him know. It would be best if he knew my true nature and didn't make me feel awkward with him anymore. There's one thing I'm worried about whether he's seen me?

Zayyan cupped my face slowly and stared intently at my eyes. I widened my eyes as her lips touched mine and the kiss deepened, making me unable to breathe. I grabbed her hair as my oxygen began to thin.

"aaw hurts Dasha, your strength is strong times." Zayyan grumbled as he held his head. But I don't ask what my face looks like now. My heart was racing, I felt like banging my head many times into the car window to remove the shame that had stuck in my head.

Zayyan's hand blocked my head from hitting the car window, and he chuckled softly at my reddened face like a boiled crab.

"heard Dasha, I've always loved you. No matter if you want to be lazy, stupid, careless, often swear. What matters to me is you are my wife Sha. It's not easy to get you like a doll clamp, it takes a fight to get you." explains Zayyan makes me stunned as well as moved.

Maybe this is the first time anyone more sincere than my family has loved me without any specific purpose or purpose. People say, women will be queens if they are with the right men. It used to be just nonsense that I always heard, but now those words are clearly proven by what I feel right now. Although Zayyan looks annoying but that guy always makes me comfortable.

"I love you brother Zay." I said softly with a big smile at him. My statement made her surprised to look up at me.