I Know Your Secret's

No Need to Regret

I can't speak, my mouth feels stiff. Zayyan realized that I was sitting across my legs on the floor, staring at me who was still sitting on the couch.

"i want to ask you Dasha" said Zayyan, making me look him in the eye.

"what?"

"do you regret giving me that bread first? because that's your start getting bullied." asked Zayyan slowly.

I was silent for a moment, it is true that since I gave the bread to this man, the fans hate me so much that they even mercilessly bullied me. Their actions alone can make me almost desperate to do no-no. But, in my heart I did not regret giving her bread at that time.

I shook my head softly, "I have no regrets about giving you bread, it is my own initiative to give you bread. Do you know why I gave you that bread, brother?" I looked at her straight, and she looked at me intently waiting for my explanation.

"because you look lonely, brother. When I first got into class, you were the first person I saw. I don't know why, I glanced at you at that time, but it was clear that it was terbesit in my heart you were lonely." I softly explained while imagining when I moved to school at that time.

Zayyan looked stunned, he just looked at me silently without saying anything. This makes me awkward.

"aiiih kak, please respond dong, I became ma—" I was surprised when Zayyan suddenly pulled me into his arms. I fell silent and returned his embrace. I smelled that man's masculine scent that made me feel calm.

Wait..I murmured softly when I felt something strange, I heard a snoring sound made my brows furrow.

"hmm brother Zay, Zay!!" I patted her on the back but the man had no say in the least.

"fuck him, go to sleep, Allah is the son." I grumbled softly. But I was confused as to what to do now, there was no way I could carry her to the sofa.

"don't blame me tomorrow you catch a cold, we're forced to sleep on the floor. I can't even carry you, sister, seriously." I said slowly.I took the cushion of the sofa and I put it under Zayyan's head, and I also slept on the floor. I tilted my body to see the man fall asleep.

"shit, you are too handsome brother," I said anxiously looking at his peaceful face. I immediately hugged the man, "you made me feel comfortable" I said slowly closing my eyes and entering the dream.

***

"Astagfirullah, you wake up! wakeup!" someone's screaming makes me open my eyes. I was surprised to see my family gathered in Grandpa's room.

"mother?!" my cry immediately woke up, as well as Zayyan who immediately sat down when she heard my screams.

"jeez, why are you sleeping on the floor, son? catch a cold later." Mom grumbled at both of us.

"what Ma? we didn't go to the bathroom" Zayyan said softly as she yawned.

I turned towards Zayyan, "heh, that's not what mom asked." I was annoyed as I patted her on the shoulder.

Zayyan rubbed his eyes, occasionally yawning again.

Looks like his life has not been collected all. kekehku slowly.

Mother shook her head slowly to see our behavior, "huft, yes it's better for you to go home first. Grandpa let us take care of you." said Mother staring at us. We nodded slowly, I stretched my muscles because I slept on the floor all night as well as Zayyan.

"ayo." take me for a walk a little gontai, Zayyan walked up to pick up the car keys on the nightstand. Zayyan was still in his sleepiness walking towards me.

"you take Sha, I'm sleepy" said Zayyan immediately handed me the car keys.

"how can you, brother, I'm still sleepy, you're the one who brought the car." I refused while handing the keys back to Zayyan

"you do it." he said again.

"you are my brother."

"seriously, I sleepy time."

"yes, I also sleepy, brother ck, if not bang Gazza ajalah who sent us. Bang became the driver of the bang." I said while pointing at Gazza who was sipping mineral water.

"uhok." Gazza choked when he heard my voice. Gazza stared hard at me.

"yes, Gazza you take your sister home quickly" said Mother approved my proposal. I smiled triumphantly at Gazza, Gazza sniffed in annoyance at snatching the car keys in my hand.

"Our mother went home first, assalammualaikum." I said hello to the three people I love.

"be careful on the road" said Grandfather, we nodded and walked out of the grandfather's room.

"where is bang Gazza?" I looked around the hospital hallway. Zayyan looked indifferently pulling my hand towards the elevator.

"hoaaaam." made me yawn too.

"hoaaam, I want to go home" I said, rubbing my eyes.

"yes, we want to go home stupid" said Zayyan made me look lazily at him.

"yes, relax, do not try to make it hard. Cih, early in the morning just hurry." I grumbled again.

We got out of the elevator, I walked quietly without consciously bumping into someone.

"excuse me." I said while helping the girl stand up. But when my hand slid towards him he also brushed my hand, "can you see?! wear eyes!" he began to look up at me. I was surprised to see her face and so did the girl.

"Vanya?" I said in surprise, but Vanya stood up and shook her clothes, staring intently at me.

"you?! you should be there!!" the sarcophagus while pulling my collar. Vanya was staring madly at me, "basic fuck you!!" he said he was about to slap me but his hand was blocked by Zayyan.

Vanya was surprised to turn her head towards Zayyan, a man who seemed foreign to her. Vanya was angry and amazed at my husband's good looks. I sniffed angrily at him, then stopped Zayyan so that Vanya would not constantly look at Zayyan.

Cih, brother Zay why don't you look geeky anyway?! look at him now fascinated by your good looks, my annoyed brother in his heart stared intently at Vanya.

"why are you blocking me Sha?" zayyan whispered to me. "hush on!" I still stared hard at Vanya.

"What did you mean, huh?!" my throat stared at him. Vanya looked at me with hatred.

"you made me suffer Dasha! you shouldn't be the one who's trapped, not me!!!" his screams made all the people who passed by look at us with various expressions.

I looked around and pulled the woman's hand out of the hospital before making a commotion that embarrassed her.

Zayyan sighed looking at me, then followed us from behind, he understood that I wanted to solve my own problems.

"let go!!!" vanya's jolt brushed my hand away, she slapped me again but I held her arm, "you almost set me up, but you're here as if you were trapped. Take responsibility for your own problems, don't take me. You made this plan, right? own responsibility!!!" I said coldly looking at him sharply. I immediately turned towards Zayyan who was standing not far from us.

Vanya doesn't take it, "fuck, you shouldn't be there, not me!!!"

I turned to look at him, "it's your own fault. Remember this saying Vanya well, every deed must have its payoff. You made that fucking plan, then why are you angry?"

"fuck, how did you come to your senses back then, huh?!"

I walked up to him folding my hands in front of my chest, "good boy instinct, I don't want to argue with you anymore, I'm sorry I left" I said, pulling my hair back and walking towards Zayyan, "let's go." ask me to pull my husband's hand away from Vanya.

I could hear the swearing coming out of the woman's mouth.

sorry I had no choice but to sacrifice you at that time. I was slow in my heart, I didn't want Vanya to be trapped, but at that time I couldn't think clearly and just think about saving myself.

Zayyan patted me on the shoulder softly, and he grabbed me. "don't tell me you're sorry for what you did Sha?" ask Zayyan

"a little bit." I said slowly. Then Zayyan stood in front of me and cupped my sad-looking face.

"you don't have to regret Sha, you did the right thing. Sometimes we have to save ourselves and others. There are times when you help others, but don't sacrifice yourself Sha. Don't be too innocent or your pride will be trampled on later." explained Zayyan.

I was stunned and chuckled at her words, "tumben are you a sage?" I stared at him.

Zayyan clucked in annoyance, "that's it." The grunts came before me, I went straight after him.