I Know Your Secret's

The Regrets Too Deep

This morning I quickly woke up and did my part of housework, I did it with enthusiasm and quickly remembered today was a special day. After everything was done, I ran to the room while grabbing the towel, humming cheerfully shut the bathroom door.

After finishing the bath for about twenty minutes, I immediately dried my hair with a hairdryer. It was a big smile on my face. "i can't wait to meet him." I said slowly. I glanced at my watch which showed at six in the morning, while combing my hair I immediately put on a natural thin makeup that was in accordance with my style standards. After ten minutes with make up, I immediately took my phone that I had cashed full.

"is there anything less?" I murmured softly while remembering something before leaving, after feeling like everything was in order. I walked out of the room to see my parents. Surely they are still doing their respective duties. Thanks to the presence of Zayyan making my duties light, the tasks of the three of us were broken down again equally. Mother is great, she does not distinguish her son and daughter-in-law. I put my thumb at him.

"where are you going in that nice dress?" asked Zayyan who was cleaning the window. I was again fascinated by his looks, especially when he sweated to make the man look more radiant.

"want to go see a friend." I replied slowly as my consciousness gathered. I grumbled softly in a heart that continued to unintentionally praise the good looks of my husband.

"which friend? girl or boy? gathering where?" asked Zayyan with a glimmer of his question. I sighed, I was just about to scold him for meddling too much in my affairs to make me remember that the tall man was my current husband. Of course, if you want to go out, you must have permission with him first. Otherwise I'm considered a shameless wife.

"cow." my light made his eyebrows erect sideways, staring sharply at me. "can't" he said slowly and then walked towards me.

Already I guess, the judgment is not allowed, cih. What do I have to do to be allowed??. I murmured slowly while thinking of ways to stay allowed out.

I saw Gazza had just finished cleaning the outside, I quickly approached my dear brother.

"Dragon!" calling me made Gazza look at me. Gazza looked at me suspiciously as if something unlucky would happen to him if he was close to me.

"just relax, this time it's not a bad thing really" I said making Gazza look at me more and more probing.

"false lie, anyway if anything about you I'll get the sap. What else this time??"

"hehehe, even if you get rubbed, you're still my best brother." praised me, giving my thumbs up. Gazza just sighed softly waiting for my explanation.

"hurry up and say it." Gazza said, starting to get caught off guard.

"iyaa.iyaa relaxed bang, so gini bang I want to meet a friend, trus earlier I had permission same brother Zay but not obtained. Can I meet my friend bang? please.." I said while staring expectantly at him.

"don't Za, he wants to meet a guy. cih he can-can't cheat on me blatantly." ketus Zayyan approached us both. Gazza turned to look at Zayyan, I could see at a glance my brother seemed to hold a laugh making me look suspicious and then look back at Zayyan.

How do I feel or do my eyes look wrong.

"why look??" zayyan said that made me grieve, then turned back to Gazza.

"you want to meet a guy when you have a husband yourself, that's very steady yaa." ledek Gazza.

"eh that's not it bang. he and I are just friends, we want to get together because we are one server per—" I immediately shut up, almost I said that I am a computer game server, a computer game server,maybe Zayyan will start to know my secret. If Gazza, he already knows my behavior, so he's not surprised anymore.

"ooo, let Yan be." Gazza said seeing Zayyan suddenly made me look at my brother.

"uh? tumben?? usually you're always fussing about this. Sure bang? isn't it wrong to drink?" I can't believe I'm staring at me.

"want to go or not?? I only answered once nyoo if I changed my mind again."

"eiitsss yes.iya bang,okee I'm leaving. Look, brother Zay, I'm allowed to leave. So you have to let go too, brother." I said eagerly looking at Zayyan, Zayyan sighed softly, "yes you've just left. What's your friend's name?" ask Zayyan again.

Do I tell you yes??, hmm yeah already tell you first ntar longer again the problem if I tell you a fake name.my murmurs look at Zayyan

"Zafiad sis." I said slowly, then Zayyan nodded with a smile looking at me.

"how does he know, if I'm going to see my friend at the cafe??" slowly say.

***

It had been almost fifteen minutes I finally arrived at the cafe where we had agreed to meet. I glanced at my watch already showing 7.50. That means ten more minutes my friend arrived. I immediately walked to the second floor and took a seat facing the big glass. The place is perfect for seeing the view from the top of the cafe.

I waited for my friend to come by while playing my phone. A few minutes later, I heard the sound of footsteps climbing up the stairs towards me. I turned to the owner of the shoe and looked up at the man's face, I couldn't see his face because he was wearing a mask.

"Attribes?" her question made me nod slowly, then let her sit down. I was immediately shocked to look at him, inwardly screaming that this man looks handsome even though he still does not see his face at all.

She is the same height as Zayyan yaa, my goodness why I remember her now. I immediately displayed my feminine style in front of her, then began to open the topic.

"are you Zafiad?" ask pleasantries. The man nodded slowly. He bent his chin looking at me fixedly making me even more nervous.

"what are you going to order?" I averted my eyes when I saw the cafe waiter approaching us.

"good afternoon ladies and gentlemen, what message do you want?" asked the waiter politely, again I saw the waiter looked surprised when he saw Zafiad even he lowered his head slowly waiting for the order we wanted.

Why did this servant bow respectfully to the Zafiad???. I murmured slowly, but I shook my head slowly to dismiss my negative thoughts. I remembered Zayyan's message that indirectly recommended the most delicious drink in the cafe.

"hmm what cappuccino latte there is? he said it was so good here." I asked slowly.

"of course, miss, it is a drink that is often in demand. Would you like to order that capuccino latte?" ask the waiter again.

"all right, I'll order that. Then what do you want to order?" I asked to turn to the man who had been silent since, he nodded slowly.

"meaning?" I just don't understand the signal that Zafiad just showed me.

"do you want to order the same thing with Miss?" guess the waiter was called the Zafiad.

"all right, means your order's two cappuccino lattes huha, are there any other extras?" ask the waiter while taking down our order.

"nothing is all" I said slowly.

"all right, wait a minute, yeah." the farewell left us both on the second floor. Indeed, at that time the cafe was still quiet because it was still morning, so we were the first visitors to the cafe.

"let's talk about the games we play often." I opened the topic.

"alright" said quietly while removing the mask. I who saw his face was shocked and rose from my seat, stared in disbelief at this man who was none other than my own husband. I immediately stomped the table looking at him sharply.

Braaac

"you?!" my screeches

God, why is the world so narrow? among men all over the world why the Zafiad is Zayyan?!. I grumbled and suddenly realized the awkwardness.

That means, he knew all along that I was playing games with him? damn,arrrgh.I'm upset again, no matter how many animal names I missed this morning.

While the person who made me upset just chuckled softly at the look of my annoyed expression.