I Know Your Secret's

This is my secret

I walked through the hallway of the campus while enjoying the breeze that made my long black hair sway into nothing. Every time I pass by there will be someone who greets me and I always return their greetings with a sweet smile.

"Dasha!" call someone behind me. I turned to the man, "Elisa" I said as Elisha stood before me.

"wait for me" he said, shaking his matted hair after running after me.

"tumben, are you coming at this hour?" I asked while glancing at my wrist watch.

"today my parents left the city, so I sent them to the airport" explained Elisha. We walked to class.

"you look different today Sha." exclaimed Elisha looking at me from head to toe.

"what's different, I look the same."

"no, this time you look more mature." I clicked his head slowly, "cih, I thought there was something strange."

"hmm this time I'm serious Sha, you're getting prettier." she said again made me just smile knots at her. I glanced at the whole room, only the two of us came to that class. I was bored just sitting there staring at the blackboard in front of me, while Elisha was enjoying his breakfast in the morning.

"Well, is there an empty hour?" I looked towards Elisha. Elisha was silent for a while, and then he took out a small note from his bag.

"hmm there is no keknya, we are full today." replied Elisha lethargic, only answered a nod by me.

oh no, my time.I grumbled in my heart while looking lazily at the blackboard. Show my lecturer to come and immediately sit in his place, passing our names one by one and arriving my name. I chuckled softly to see my lecturer take a deep breath as I was about to mention my name.

"Adibah Dasha Elnara Kamania Salsabilah" he called out with one breath, and I raised my hand.

There was a sound of breathing from his mouth, not only was he like that, the other lecturers also came like him.

"pfft, for a long time all the lecturers called your name Sha." whispered Elisha chuckled softly.

"yes how else, my mother who gave my name like that" I said resignedly.

"Dasha." call someone aside while whispering.

"yeah?" I asked when I found out if that guy was Afran. Yep, Afran was one of the popular guys on my campus. Many want to be her lover but, Afran none of them glanced at them for some reason.

"we can talk for a minute" he explained again.

"later?" I was confused.

"yes this afternoon."

"ooo okee." I replied in agreement.

After struggling in class, the first hour was finally finished, I excitedly pulled Elisha out to the cafeteria.

"haiiss you're not so impatient, popular lady." ledek Elisha, I just cut my lips when the nickname came out of Elisha's mouth.

"jeez, don't be jealous that dong,iya.iya I won't say you are that kek again." exclaimed Elisha just resigned to follow my will.

There was actually nothing wrong with that nickname, but I felt uneasy about the call. Well even though people say I'm the most beautiful, kind, all that. But it doesn't make me happy even to be the burden I carry.

As always, each of me and Elisha passed by many who praised our beauty. Some even want to make us their girlfriends. I who hold the principle to say no courtship, must spin the brain looking for reasons to reject them but not hurt their feelings.

"what do you want Sha?" elisa asked while looking at the menu in the cafeteria.

"i want to hmm..mie fried spicy level five." he cried directly to Elisha. Elisa ordered their food.

"jeez, Dasha is so beautiful."

"yes, he was among the lucky ones to obtain such a beauty."

"hmm can I be like him?"

"let alone he can all,ckckckck anyway perfect is."

I heard the sound of rumors about me, I could only sigh softly not responding to anything they said about me. Until my meal arrived, I immediately devoured my favorite fried noodles.

"oi, why isn't it spicy?" elisa asked a little horrified to see my fried noodles.

"no, it's delicious." I cried as I devoured the fried noodles.

Elisha just shook his head in wonder at me, and he continued eating his food.

"oh yeah, so Afran said what the fuck?" tanyanya smabil chewed his meatballs.

"he said he wanted to see me, he said there was something he wanted to talk about." I explained.

"hahahaha that won't be possible." I said making Elisha look at me flat, "want until when do you keep going? come on when else will enjoy youth." persuade Elisha to me.

"haiss you don't know me, I'll stick to my principles El," firmly I don't want to be denied, Elisa just sighed softly looking at me.

"you yourself are also single" I sneered.

"please don't equate me with you Sha." Elisha pouted at me, I chuckled softly.

"we're breakeven, aren't we?"

***

The whole day on the campus was fun but also exhausting. To exhaust it is to make so many tasks and deadlines are sometimes adjacent to other tasks. I always take my time to go to the library to do all these tasks. Sometimes I help the library keepers clean books.

Because it also made me famous for being kind like an angel. After being ready to do my job, I vigorously walked towards my car.

"Dasha!" call Afran running a little towards him.

gosh how could I forget if he wanted to see me. I murmured inwardly.

"hosh.hosh, I want to tell you something." he cried while breathing as a result of running earlier.

"what's that?" my many. In my heart I want to go home soon.

"i like you Sha, do you want to be my girlfriend?" yang Afran stared fixedly at me.

I just kept silent for a moment glancing at the flower Afran was holding. Looking for an excuse to refuse was my priority in not making her hurt.

"thank you for liking me but sorry Ran, I can't be your girlfriend. My parents forbid me to date." I subtly refused.

thankfully the idea suddenly flashed through my brain.I murmured proudly but did not show that happy expression in front of Afran. A disappointed look from the man's face.

"we can date secretly." she suggested looking forward to me.

"sorry once again can't, if found out my father will scold me. I'm so scared of dad's anger." I just bowed slowly.

good, good continue like that Sha. pekiknya in heart, I also had a glance at my watch shows at six in the afternoon.

Gawat, I have to go home before dad gets home. If I don't finish, I panicked and looked up at Afran.

"sorry once again Ran, we can be good friends really. I have to go home soon, my father will go home again. Bye." I was in a hurry to get in the car.

"ta—" said Afran stopped when my car had driven at high speed out of the campus parking lot.

With the shrewdness I brought the car, I finally got home safely. I immediately rushed into the house.

"Assalammualaikum." I wanted to step inside the house. When I stepped over the line between the terrace and the living room, that was where my nature changed one hundred and eighty degrees from my nature outside the house.

"favorite you guys home!!" my cry echoed throughout the house, I happily ran small towards the kitchen inhaling the aroma of my mother's cooking.

Mother sighed looking at me like a hot worm that was always pacing indistinctly.

"can't you just shut up for a second, oh my goodness son." mommy's anxious to see me slylylyly take the cake she just cooked.

"take Mom." I replied as I chewed on my mother's cake.

"huft, hei you should have washed your hands first just eaten. ckckck is so slovenly." mother grumbled, I just chuckled softly. I also immediately gulped down a sip of white water.

"oh yeah where's dad the same brother?" I don't see anyone but her mother.

"your father will go home again, your branch said he was staying at his friend's house" explained the mother while serving food for dinner.

"thank God I go home first" I said breathing a sigh of relief, and she just shook her head slowly at my behavior.

"i went to the room, ma'am." I said to my mother.

I walked quickly to my room, throwing away my shoes and my bag. I immediately threw my body into the bed, "my mattress." I cried as I rolled around in the mattress.

"this is what I like, being a child is my ninja way." I muttered proudly and then got off the bed walking towards his computer desk.

"woah, I've leveled up, I have to finish this game." I decided while playing the game on the computer.

This is my secret and only my family knows my abstract behavior at home. Even my best friend doesn't know about my behavior at home. Other people who call me graceful, beautiful, kind, smart, and others are just lazy kids who have a lot of hockey behind them.

~thank you~