
5 Years of many things that we pass like and sorrow but it seems that is not enough for you with everything I have sacrificed, not to bring up what I've given taoi at least I'm appreciated.
This time I did not get the longest news from you that 1 month I can not call dbbm nor can I ask to the nearest friends you no one knows.
In the end I saw one of your 1 postings on Facebook there he uploaded a photo of your birthday celebration and only 4 of you took a picture so happy in your speech like writing names but each other exchange kayak in the eel Angga written by Lusi and in Jidatnya Agus written freya girlfriend.
At first I did not suspect at all I thought it was his workmate he and I asked him through Fb inbox but in reply 2 days later.
"Where have you been all this time.?"
"Hp I'm Ilang Cit so I don't know you're sorry."
"Well, how can you.?"
"My work and field survey is like a jatoh from my calana bag."
"You can make me pass anything Fb, Bbm or Ig can."
"I'm not perfect for Cit because I'm busy working too."
"Busy work? Continue to gather together your friends photos of the same girls."
"It wasn't on purpose either, I just want to go home with Agus continued on Agus's way on the phone with his girlfriend told nyamperin to his place was given a surprise with his girlfriend and I also do not know the other girl."
"You don't know why he wrote his name on your eel.?"
"Cuman fad doang Cit kayak kayak gini doang you sulk."
"It's trivial for you but not for me Angga, 1 month saying tau-tau appeared in the same post meet girl how I'm not hurt."
"You don't have to overdo it, I've said I don't know us just prank for the agus' birthday, already if you want to fight me
Off."
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And he disappeared again for 3 months there was no news at all even I was a birthday he did not want but his birthday was inget.
Ting. . . The sound of a notif from Hpku and it turns out it was from Angga after 3 months no news now just appeared again, actually I have resigned to this relationship I have cape only my heart is heavy to release this one bagundal.
"I'm sorry, I just had news, I can just buy hp because yesterday-yesterday the money kepake continues."
"No, relax."
"You're angry with me.?"
"You think it's yourself."
"I really miss you Cit, I envy the wriggling couples out there can play around holding hands but I can't long distance relationship it's like having a boyfriend but don't have one."
"So what do you mean? You want to break up.?"
"No, I'm just a kangen, this time you can't go home on vacation, right.?"
"Can't not be allowed in the same company because many have gone home on leave."
"Yaudah later if Lebaran I want to go to your house nengokin mamah your papa."
"Yes, yeah."
"Yes, I want to be serious about you Cit."
"Evidence don't talk about it."
"Yes I'm proof of the image."
My heart is so glad I didn't hold the same suspicion of him again and again I believe in all his sweet words.
I've already told my mom that fit Lebaran later Angga would like to come home.
"You're home, right.?"
"So Cit at most will be kind of unlucky to know I'm home."
"Okayeh, I've told papa's mama that you want to go home."
At 9pm, my mother suddenly called me.
"Cit Angga so not here? Mamah equally papa waituin from the morning belain not go anywhere to wait for him but why is there not.?"
"What time is mah? It was said Angga said to go there a little unfortunate or afternoon."
"Later to Citra chat him again ya mah."
Instantly I was very upset that he could lie, or if he could not even at least tell from the afternoon so that my parents do not nunggun they willingly go nowhere who should go to the house of relatives but choose to wait begundal one these.
"Where are you anyway? Dad, my mom is waiting for you to know."
"Sorry Cit I fit in the afternoon on the phone with my boss told me to kebandung because there is work he said so I'm not ready to tell you."
I was so lazy bales chat him and argue with him what kind of boss does not have a holiday Lebaran except if work in the supermarket makes sense.
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Man has not changed, I have given many opportunities and forgiven the same mistakes to the point that God opened them all.
I intend to call him on Sunday night because I have not been on the phone for a long time I intend to repair a relationship that may have been bland.
I called him many times but I did not pick him up but not reply at all until he finally called back.
"What's Cit.?" Talk while whispering
"Where did you call me not picked up.?"
"I'm sorry I'm not surprised because I'm watching football again, this is also me calling you out of the house first." he spoke still whispering
"Why are whispers anyway.?"
"I'm afraid to disturb each other, already yes yak.enak the same other you cepet sleep late at night bye." Just be killed
To esokan the next morning my friend who chatted through Whatsapp this friend of mine Angga also.
"Cittt. . ."
"Why Dil.?"
"You're still dating not the Angga.?"
"Why is Dil.?"
"I guess the reason is the profile photo Bbmnya the Angga sa.a another girl."
"Then anyway? Because I'm not friends in the same bbm he makes the hell he doesn't have bbm."
"Send Picture."
"Thank you for the info."
I was immediately surprised because the girl in her profile photo Angga was a girl who was at that time participating in her birthday celebration.
As soon as I was limp and could not speak again as if in a lightning strike in broad daylight, I immediately Whatsapp Angga and he gave a thousand reasons
"*Send picture* Who is this.?"
"Yes I'm sorry, unbeknownst to you I walked with another woman."
"I'm sorry? Is that all you can say you don't know how I feel Angga."
"But we just menemenan kok Cit no more just cement office."
"Udah enough I'm sick of it, I cape and I have to still work again."
Immediately I deactivate my phone and I return to work with a feeling of turmoil and destruction to make me not focus while working.
After work I did not immediately activate my phone because I intended to eat first with my friend we went to the night market, after buying food we went straight home.
I activate my phone before eating because if you eat I have to watch Youtube as a habit if eating not while Youtubean is strange but suddenly there is a chat coming in and it's from Angga.
"I really want to apologize to you, honestly I can't ruin our relationship Cit."
"Why? Because of that girl.?"
"No, because I don't feel I can't Ldr, I've told you that Ldr's courtship is like dating but not dating."
"Judah if that's your will I can't make it."
"But I'll wait for you to Cit until you get home."
"Don't.!"
I immediately block no hpnya him, but I want to eat again lapernya even nyesek I cry so-so for 1 hour then I eat and sleep.