
After entering Smk I did have the ambition of wanting to work abroad because I saw many successful alumni working there and now after graduation I immediately enrolled into one of the Foundation.
I intend to tell Angga when I pass the selection later and it's our 4th anniversary so I have to prepare myself to talk to him whatever the consequences I accept because this is already my decision.
"Saturday you're free, aren't you.?" I asked Angga
"It's like Sunday why Cit.?"
"Something I want to say is important."
"Jude, Sunday we meet."
"All right."
For example, Angga does not want Ldr, I am ready to part with him even though it is heavy, but I have been round with my wishes that I cannot change just like that.
On Sunday, when we agreed to meet at one of the popular Caffe places in my city, I ordered tiramisu bread with a cup of coffee as well as Angga.
I began the conversation very carefully, although in the end he would understand I was just afraid of the answer he gave.
"Why do I want to work in Malaysia.?"
He was silent as if surprised and just looked at me deeply as if he did not want to be left behind, yes even though we are now Ldr but just another city we can still meet even though it is rare.
"Why should I go to Malaysia?." Ask
"It's been my decision since I went to school I really want to work there Ngga."
"If it's your decision well, I'll support you what's good for you."
"But you're ready for Ldr.?"
"If you're not ready to say from now on I don't mean you either."
"Yes I'm ready, I'll wait until you get home I promise."
"Promise not to macem here."
"Yes I promise."
We continued the conversation on a different topic but I was glad Angga let me work away from him and he promised to wait for me to come back.
After I spoke like that Angga became more attentive and we often met to spend time because the time of my departure was only 2 weeks away, it felt sad when approaching H day was not as fresh as the first time.
2 Weeks passed so quickly that the day of my departure had arrived I was escorted by my family to the airport and I had invited Angga but Angga did not want to he said he was not strong.
Last night we talked on the phone about the longest duration since we dated, many things that we talk about the plans that we make in the future will be like what.
I sobbed while hugging my mother and my sister and the rest of the family because yes I was the first child and immediately worked away to Negri Negri Negri, I took the time to send a message to Angga before Flight.
"My family's leaving, yeah, you take care of your health."
"T_T you be careful honey, I swear so sad all night I nangisin you Cit."
"Trust me if we're sure we'll meet again, don't be naughty."
"Yes I promise you're not going to be naughty you're also looking after people, I have a song for you."
He sent a song Tulus titled Friends of Life and Rizky Febian Song Perfection of Love, throughout the flight I mengederin song.
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