
After a long debate of my brain and my heart, I chose to start over because it was inevitable that I still had such a strong taste in him that all his ugliness seemed to be covered with his sweet words.
I had the day as usual and yes now he is different to be more attentive and care although still in school we did not greet each other because rarely met as well.
"Ra I'm back with Angga's sister."
"Cius lu? when's.?"
"When Sunday I walk together as he keeps revealing all his regrets and feelings he wants to start again with me Ra."
"Yes I'm up to lau ya Cit, but you have to be more careful with the guy like that."
"Ra's calm now she's a lot more changed than she used to be."
"Good, I'm just worried about the same lau if any story yes Cit."
I believe but in my heart there is a little bit of fear that still bothers me to fear that everything is repeating itself, but maybe humans can change over time.
Time passed so quickly I was in 2nd grade and the obligation of 2nd grade children was to follow PKL or Field Work Practice, I chose the place where PKL was built because most of my friends were also there.
PKL made us LDR for 3 months but we keep exchanging news occasionally making calls because we miss hehe.
"Later if there's time I play to bandung nemuin you can right.?"
"May dong time not be."
"I'll let you know again if I go there."
"Ready brother."
After 1 month has passed there is no certainty he wants to come and why his sipat became indifferent and less attention? Is he busy preparing for exams? Yaudah it's okay I'm also here busy Pkl.
Derrrrttt. . . Derrtttt suddenly my phone shook and it was a message from Angga's brother I rushed to open a message from him.
"Sorry, lately I rarely tell the Citi because it's busy wanting to test."
"Nothing Citra understands."
"Good girl, brother came home first yes later on kabarin if already nyampe home bye Citra."
"So be careful, brother."
It feels like I want to quickly go home with heavy longing turned out to be impatient to want to back to school to be able to meet, so I can meet, although I went home 3 weeks 1 time but we never met because there is no right time.
Nights suddenly the Rara called, because Rara different places pkl with me so yes that we vent via phone.
"Lu must see his Fb, Kak Angga hunted."
"Why is there such a rush.?"
"Pipetan do not need to ask a lot of Citra." with a high tone
"Yes patiently Ra."
I was shocked and speechless again I saw the notice at Fb Angga dating Angel, there I did not immediately believe of course and I decided to chitchat Angga to make sure it was right or not.
"Oh, are you dating Angel? The one he said wanted to focus on the test congratulations huh.!" that's how I sent her my message
He replied to my message in the afternoon, maybe busy school or something, I don't know how to be angry or how is he.?
"You see that, Cit.?"
Yaiyalah ngeliat we are friends in FB anyway! Bego still asks that! I only dare to say that in my heart.
"According to Angga? We're friends in Fb when we don't see.?"
"Sorry Cit Fb I was hijacked like, because yesterday I went to Fb login cafe there I forgot I close what is not it."
Because I don't want to bother about this, I believe the same as what he said.
"Jaudah just delete the status."
"Yes later you delete it, fortunately the Fb Password is not replaced by the same one that hacked so you can still login."
"Next time be careful, brother."
"Dear dear sister will be more careful, sorry to make you surprised."
"Yaudah Citra wants to take a bath first bye sister."
Actually I do not believe completely the same as him so I decided to find out the woman, I was stalking Fbnya until the roots turned out to be a 1st grade child.
I called Rara to tell her this.
"Raaaa you know not the status of the sister Angga the same girl.?"
"Why Cit? Don't you think I'm not the same as you.?"
"No he said the Fb was hacked when he went to the cafe yesterday he forgot what Fb he came out with."
"Keep you believe.?"
"In fact, not only let me be spit alone and do not want to debate I yes only but fitting I stalking Fb girlenya, this girl is a school in east Java is very far away Ra where the 1st grade child smp again.
"Hm. . Maybe he was again visiting his brother's house and continued to go to the same cafe could be Cit if you want to think positive."
"Yes, it makes sense that you may be hacked."
"Jaudah believes that it is good to be bad later."
We ended our conversation, Rara was my wise friend despite her small change.
The next morning I got a message from one of his friends, Angga, he sent a message through Fb.
"Citra is still dating Angga.?"
"So, brother why.?"
"Kirain lase hehe, because I'm concerned about her dating status on Fb."
"She said Angga Fb's brother in the hack brother."
"Keep you trust Cit."
"Believe brother."
"The BB he's nobody hacks for Cit, he's really dating the Angel."
"So seriously.?" I was holding back my emotions
"Yes he's a Javanese he said the acquaintance through Fb is still small right class 1 smp."
"Why did Brother Fuji know that they were dating.?"
"Because the girl if nyari Angga always chat to brother, sister, bawel really does not like him and brother thinks you have broken up with Angga sorry yes Cit become brother kayak ruining your relationship."
"No papa sis I even thank you equally, thanks to my brother so know the truth once again thanks brother."
"Yes, we're both imaginary."
I immediately contacted Angga to make sure again what really happened.
"Why is Brother Angga not honest with Citra.?"
"Honestly what Cit? I'm sure everything's clear to you.!"
"Sister Angga is actually dating the same Angel! Honestly, no need for anything to be covered up, I already know everything.!"
"Yaudah brother ngaku yes brother soan the same Angel, brother prank alone kok anyan he was small brother intention just want morotin mintain pulses doang same him."
"Iseng sister said? Brother don't think what I feel? just because of the doang pulse.?"
"Yes, I'm sorry, Cit, brother, know brother, has broken up, and brother chose you, already yes, do not be angry again sorry, brother Cit, sister khilaf."
I didn't answer him directly I hung up the phone, I did it so-so why the hell is there someone like that? Feelings of others for your own sake.
In the next day he sent me a message as if nothing had happened, right we did not break up just not okay because if I was the one who failed I was sorry.
"Citra is still angry with you brother? Brother apologize to you please."
"Judah if you want me sorry to change your relationship status on Fb to dating me."
"Yes yaudah brother change, but sorry brother yes."
"Yes, I'm sorry."
And we exchanged messages as usual, like nothing happened and with the confidence of my heart I always said "Someone can change."