I Am Not the One Who Was

I Am Not the One Who Was
Chapter 20



Nara's heart ached hearing Shim's words.


" I know. I'm always wrong in your eyes and he's always right. Then what should I do huh? I'm tired of having to follow your every command. I'm not your slave Shim." Nara said in a soft voice but could still be heard by Shim.


" Stop doing things that make me dizzy Nara."


" But I didn't do anything. I'm just trying to find my own entertainment."


" Is this how you find entertainment? You really look like a cheap woman Nara."


Nara's tears flowed when she heard Shim's words. He really felt pain in his heart.


" I am cheap. I don't deserve to be with you. It's only natural that Mark would call Jasmine your wife. Because he doesn't see any sign of compatibility on us. So thats it. I'm giving you a chance to live with him. I'm tired of having to...."


" Allen.." Not finished Nara spoke, Shim had already scoured the hotel room. The whole ceramic he broke to make noise.


" What is..."


" silent. Just listen to my words Nara. It's hard to listen to me, huh." Shim Shouted


" I should have said that. You're too selfish Shim. You've always been so concerned about yourself and Jasmine. You never thought of me. I hate you Shim I hate you so much Hikss Hikss.." Nara's cry broke out in the accompaniment with her shout which made Shim speechless.


Behind the door, someone was laughing loosely because they heard a huge noise in the room.


" you're selfish Nara. You are the one who never thinks of others. I always try to be a good husband but what's the payoff. Whahuh? you're just getting more disrespectful towards me. " Shim is getting more and more emotional.


" I'm selfish but you're more selfish Shim. You are like the devil in my life. Every day I feel depressed when I am with you. I just want to be free, I want to be free. I don't want to be tied to you anymore."


Shim was getting frustrated hearing Nara's words. He tried to stabilize his anger. And walked up to Nara who was crying.


" I'm sorry I said that. I'm really losing control." Said Shim who was already in front of Nara.


" Go Hikss I don't want to see you."


Shim instantly pulls Nara into his arms.Punch after punch he feels because Nara rebelliously wants to escape. But hugged him so tightly that Nara was difficult to escape.


" I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt your heart. I just don't want anyone to argue badly about you. What do you say, if you see your daughter dressed like this?" Shim tries to calm Nara down.


Shim was very angry, but his anger would subside if he saw Nara start crying. The regret he felt again. For some reason, Shim felt claustrophobic when he saw Nara crying like this.


" Tomorrow we'll go home. You don't have to attend this show anymore." Firm Shim. But Nara was silent and still sobbing.


15 Minutes Shim tries to calm Nara down. When she felt that Nara was not crying, she decided to look at Nara's face.


hmmm, you're asleep? I don't know what to do to stop saying Nara's goodbye. I really don't want us to separate. At first it was me who wanted us to separate. But now no, even if you force me to never let you go Nara. Shim muttered while lifting Nara's body towards King Size's bed.


After laying Nara down, Shim calls the hotel room service service to come clean up all the mess he has made.


" Babies... I was looking for you, you were here. And what happened, I just saw there is service here. Is there a problem?" Jasmine asked pretending she didn't know.


" It's nothing. I'mtired. Tonight we're gonna sleep all three of you on the couch huh."


" No way"


" I don't like rejection." With an annoyed face Jasmine walked over and directly threw herself onto the sofa.


shim began to lay his body near Nara.


" ughhhhh" The long whimper was taken out by Nara.


" Wake up and pack your things." Nara was shocked when she saw Shim standing nearby.


Did I sleep here last night? Nara Gumam.


." Wait what else?"


" I don't want to. I still want to be here" Nara said in a typical wake-up voice.


" No, we're going home now." Say Shim..


Chequek..


Jasmine came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her body.


" I said I didn't want to. Please don't go home now. I haven't even seen Paris." Said the spoiled Nara while hugging Shim.


Shim felt strange about his wife's behavior. When he saw Jasmine, he only knew what Nara's spoiled attitude meant.


" Well, two days." Nara looks at Shim's face and lands a short kiss on Shim's lips.


" okay. I've forgiven you. Because you have granted my request. Thanks to my husband." Nara said then she ran to the bathroom and stared cynically at Jasmine who was looking at her.


Damn, he already dared to challenge me. Mumbled jasmine.


Shim smiled at his wife's funny behavior. As if there were no problems when last night they had a big fight.


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