I Am Not the One Who Was
Chapter 14
Nara finished treating the wound. Now he sits very gracefully in front of Shim.
Shim looked at Nara with question marks.
" Is it because of this, she's like this?" Shim muttered in his heart.
" I'm hungry. Quickly get me my food!" Tell Shim. But the one who was told was just busy playing his nails.
" Didn't you hear?" Shim said in a high voice.
" Can you speak in a low tone? My ears hurt every time I hear your babbling. I'm not deaf anyway." Nara's words broke through Shim's heart. Until Shim sensed that something had broken through his heart.
Nara walks away leaving Shim still frozen in place.
" When will you sit down?" Nara's words managed to disperse Shim's daydream.
Nara walks towards the dining room followed by Shim.
" Is Madam okay?" Bi ima who saw Nara's face felt very worried and she approached her employer and asked him how he was doing.
" I'm fine bi." Nara spoke softly to bi Ima. Makes Shim even more surprised by the attitude of his little wife. How not, now his attitude began to change.
Nara saw Jasmin eating his food very greedily. Shim starts to sit down while Nara is serving food to Shim.
When she finished, Nara gave a plate containing food to Shim. Then sit down without taking food for her.
" Mr why don't you eat? Do I need to get Madam some food ?" Ask one of the servants.
" It's not necessary. I'm still full." Briefly Nara.
Jasmin suddenly had a plan when he saw Nara sitting nearby. Jasmin took a glass of water and accidentally spilled the water onto Nara's shirt.
" Oww sorry. I didn't mean it." Elak Jasmin's.
Shim who saw that was silent. And look at Nara. Similarly to Nara he looked at Shim with a slight smile.
Nara stood up and poured water for Shim. While standing between Shim and Jasmin, Nara accidentally drops the glass she holds onto Jasmin's hand.
Shim was very surprised to see Nara's treatment. He stood up and pulled Nara's hand.
" What are you doing huh. Look, his hand was hurt by you Nara! Shim
" I was unintentional. My hands feel slippery, so the glass falls." Nara stared at Jasmin.
Jasmin felt very painful due to the broken glass that stuck in the skin of his hand.
" I'm sorry right now!" Firm Shim. But Nara remained silent.
" I said I'm sorry right now!" The servants gathered because they heard there was a commotion in the dining room.
" Don't force me. Because I don't like being forced. He started it! I just follow the groove. So now we're even!". Nara said in a soft voice but filled with emphasis.
Shim was silent. He was confused as to who to defend.
" Let go!" Said Nara with a face that started to turn red.
" I said get your hina hands out of my hair!" But Jasmin further strengthened his pull.
" Look. I'm not the one looking for trouble. So don't blame me if I hurt your beloved!" After saying that, Nara immediately pulled Jasmin's hair out.
Jasmin let go of his trap but not with Nara. He pulled Jasmin's hair and pushed. With a single slap Jasmin drooped limp on the floor.
This made the servants surprised to see the attitude of his master that they had never seen.
Shim does not expect, Nara can hurt Jasmin more than he imagined.
" What are you guys looking at? Quickly bring Jasmin and treat him!" The servants immediately carried Jasmin's body to the guest room. Shim pulls Nara into his room.
" What are we doing."
" Are you not ashamed, fighting in front of the servants?" Say Shim when you get to the room.
" I was kind enough to tell him to take my hair off. But he was stubborn. I just reflexively defended myself." Nara said casually.
" What do you really want Nara! Whatdoyouwant. All this time you've only covered this bad attitude of yours with fake gentleness huh!."
" That's what I wanted to ask Shim. Whatdoyouwant. Why do you always hurt me? I know you don't love me, I know you have a boyfriend. But I'm trying to accept all your treatment Shim. I always try to hold everything. Do you know what? I have suffered so much living with you. I suffer Shim I SUFFER! But I'm trying to hold on. I tried to hide my wounds from you. Do you know why? BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SHIM!" Nara sobbed as she took out all her strands on Shim.
" I bear this burden alone. I'm far away from my parents, I'm willing to leave my parents for you. But what I got. What's Shim?"
" I'm stupid, cheap, crazy, for having to endure to love a depraved man like you hikss." Nara grew sobbing, that she lost her balance. With a Snapping, Shim catches Nara. But Nara pushes Shim.
" Don't touch me. Stay away I don't want to be touched by you. You said you were my husband? Huh, Husband." Nara smiled sadistically as she said the word Husband. While Shim did not expect with all the recognition Nara. There was pain as he saw Nara helpless like this.
" You are my husband Shim. But it is only on paper and in the eyes of religion. I'm hany..."
" Hush! Let me talk." Said Shim directly cutting off Nara's words.
" Are you not tired of talking on hem?" Said Shim who started approaching Nara and crouched down in front of Nara who was now sitting on the sofa.
" I'm tired" Shim smiled at his little wife's expression. Shim felt pain if he saw Nara like this. If Nara had said this a long time ago, maybe Shim would not have done anything to her.
" I'm tired of living like this. Please return me to my parents' house."
Degs..
The smile that had been painted on Shim's lips was now replaced with a look of anxiety when he heard Nara's words.
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