I Am Not the One Who Was
Chapter 13
" disgusting. Doing indecent things where others are." Nara murmured with the grief she felt.
**Everybody has patience. But patience has its limits. I was too late for the love that blinded me so much. The love that made me a slave. The love that imprisoned me. Love is only one-sided. A love that can only hurt, hurt, and even kill me. For years I have been entangled by my love. For years I have kept all my pain. For years I tried to survive. Just because of love. Love really makes me lose my way. Makes me a fool. It drives me crazy. I realized that love doesn't have to have each other. Let me throw away all these bad memories. Let me leave this burden. Let me eliminate all these flavors. I just want to be calm, to be peaceful, to be happy, to be understood and to be loved. I'm tired, really tired of all this. Let me give up. Let me end this.
This is an important lesson for me. I don't want to be enslaved anymore. I'm tired, so tired.
(by. Fitri* )
Nara wiped her tears. With a shuddering step, he walked about to get out of that disgusting place. But his steps stopped.
Shim immediately stopped his activities when he saw Nara was awake. He quickly picked up a towel and wrapped it around his athletic body.
" Where are you going?" Shim's distinctive voice stung very disgusting in the ear of a Nara.
After what Nara saw. He was disgusted by the two beings now in front of him.
" out." Short Nara without looking at Shim and Jasmin.
" I told you. Without perse.."
" Do I have to watch the live show until it's over?" Nara said that directly cut off Shim's words.
For a moment Shim was silent. This was the first time Nara interrupted her words.
" I want to go to my room. Take it easy, I'll remember my punishment. So no need to repeat it. I'm just asking for a negotiation, and it won't hurt you. I just want to move to the place where I rest. I'm a little distracted being here. You know I don't like noise very much." Nara emphasized every sentence she said. Shim really can't say what. It was as if he was dealing with someone else. The Nara he knew would never refute his words. But this was beyond Shim's expectations. Nara defiantly resisted even against Shim subtly but meaningfully.
" Yak, how bold you are" Jasmin wanted to slap Nara, but Nara quickly caught Jasmin's hand and held it so firmly that Jasmin grimaced in pain.
"I'm not looking for trouble with you, miss. So never raise your hand to me. Or I'll break your graceful hand." Strictly Nara who threw out Jasmin's hand very roughly.
Shim did not believe what he saw.
" Nara!" Snap Shim. But Nara just smiled. He was no longer afraid of scuffles, threats or anything like that. The black spot on Nara's heart really made her feel very sick. Until she tries to change herself to prove that she is not a weak woman.
" I'm sorry, because I hurt your boyfriend. I was just defending myself. Am I wrong SHIM? Keep your lover good." Nara leaves Shim and Jasmin.
" Shim, look at that cheap woman hurting me. Look at my wrists getting bruised." Jasmin said, showing her bruised hands as a result of Nara's actions.
Shim can't get the word out anymore. It was really made clumsy by Nara. Nara who used to be very polite, gentle, obedient, always issued the words needed. But now he has really changed. He shows the other side in front of Shim. Which makes Shim dizzy from thinking about Nara's behavior.
Shim paid no heed to Jasmin's moans. He went into the bathroom to clean himself up.
Finished with his bathing ritual, Shim descends down followed by Jasmin for dinner. Arriving at the dinner table, Shim does not find Nara.
" hhh, I forgot. I forbid him to eat for 2 days." Mumbled Shim.
Just getting to the dinner table, Shim returns to the stairs to go to Nara's room.
ceklek (door sound open).
Nara's bedroom door was unlocked. That made it easier for Shim to get in.
Nara was busy treating the wounds on her face. He does not care about Shim's presence in his room. Shim was furious with Nara's behavior that ignored him. Shim swiftly pulled the small glass that Nara was holding onto.
" Don't you see I'm using that mirror. Very disrespectful, taking the rights of others without permission." Nara's words were filled with emphasis.
" Didn't you see huh. I was standing here and you were just busy with your own business. That's not polite. I'm your husband and you"
" husband? Sorry I forgot. What's the matter with my husband, do you need anything hemm..? Let's say I'll serve you as best I can." Nara cuts off Shim's words. Hearing the words uttered by Nara, again made Shim speechless.
" Please give me back my mirror. I haven't finished treating my wounds." Nara said sarcastically looking at Shim.
Shim gives a mirror to Nara. And sit down and watch Nara.
" What happened to him? I was really confused by the change he showed me."
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