I AM MY LOVE'S ADMIRER
27. Meeting with Ririn
Three more days were the wedding day of Dika and Hana, there was no longer any hope to prove the truth .Rice has become porridge and destiny says another, Ririn and Dika were created only to love each other not to have each other. That is the right sentence for these lovers who love each other and finally separated by events that are not necessarily the truth .
In the park in the city where I live, now they are enjoying the beauty of the park with various kinds of flowers embedded there. What a beautiful garden but not as beautiful as our hearts today . yes, although now we are both but sadness envelops our hearts - each of us.
"Rin, sorry! I can't reveal the truth ! I'm sorry, because of my stupidity, I'm sure someone set me up!" lirih Dika who now holds Ririn's hand
" All this time we loved each other, loved and trusted each other! but because of the events of that night we finally have to separate! honestly, I am very sick and disappointed to see this reality! what should we be able to do? other than accepting all of this!" my words and tears rolled down my cheeks.
"Thousands of apologies I said won't be able to bring everything back ! destiny says another, we love each other but we are not united! I'm so sorry, but I could turn back the clock, I want to refuse to attend my parents' party." dika said stammered because she was already sobbed by her cries they both cried together in a beautiful garden.
"Tonight is the last night we meet, I hope you can take responsibility, because soon you will be Hana's legal husband! promise me to accept Hana as your wife and learn to love her, 'cause I know Hana loves you so much." I said that without me knowing it, Dika was getting hit.
"I can't Rin! I just love you and I want to get married and live with you!" said Dika and of course still crying sobbing in Ririn's arms
"You should be able to ! try and promise me 'be the man responsible for your wife and child!" me
"Rin, for your sake all for yours! but let me see you every month like months ago!" dika Pinta
"I'm sorry I can't! I don't want to be stamped as an actor ! because of receiving a husband people meet me like we were in a relationship! never do that, appreciate your wife's feelings ! I'm a woman and she's a woman, I'd feel sad and disappointed if I saw my husband meet another woman the rest of the woman was his ex!" I said firmly but still sobbing in each other's cries.
I was about to let go of her embrace because I realized, she's not my lover anymore, but another woman's husband-to-be. As I tried to push Dika's body, however Dika further tightened her embrace and she got more and more dissolved in her sadness .
"Let me hug you tonight like this! please don't try to take it off! will I miss you so much, dear?" pinta Dika to me and I also remain silent not to rebel again .
Long time we hugged, for the last night .Because soon Dika will be Hana's husband and I have no right to meet her let alone hug her like now. We dissolve more and more in grief, tightening our arms and channeling our energy.
What a destiny that is not in our favor, the truth cannot be expressed because of the element of intentionality created, as if - if the event is true . Right now I'm really hit hard, sad, sick, disappointed that's how I feel now .But what can we do?
Never mind, maybe Dika is not my soul mate and God has planned something beautiful for me in the future . I tried to shake off my disappointment and erase my sadness, but I couldn't do it right now .Slowly I was sure, I could definitely forget about Dika and be able to live life as usual before I knew Dika.
As for Dika, she still hugged me tightly .As if - would she not want to let go of me , I felt the pain of Dika . What a heavy burden this time bears, he will marry the woman he does not love . But I am sure slowly Dika can definitely repay Hana's love, especially after they have a baby, surely they will be more united because of the bond of the presence of a child in the middle of their lives.
I'll classify everything, even if it hurts . But I don't want to be selfish 'cause Dika is obvious - clearly on one bed in the same room .
" i still want to be with you through tonight ! let's walk - walk for a minute ! and then I'll go back home!" dika said sulked
"All right! " answer me briefly
We walked along the street in the park, so we saw the accessories dealer there and Dika stopped his steps right in front of the merchant .
"Give me two yes that one!" pinta Dika pointed at the item she wanted
"Thank you! " say Dika gave a piece of money .
Then Dika pulled my hand and invited me to sit on the chair earlier .
and she put a bracelet on my hand a bracelet made of rubber-like fleeting straps but there was a half-hearted symbol on the bracelet . Then she handed me another bracelet and told me to put it in her hand.
"Save this well - fine! if I miss you then I'll kiss this bracelet !" said Dika explained the meaning of the bracelet .
"All right! but I will take it off after I find the man who will be my husband!" answer me casually
"Good! I hope we can find a man who loves and loves you more than me and I hope you can be happy with your husband one day and one you should know ! I will, I love you forever, even though I know you can't have me, trust me !" Dica
"Thank you! I pray that you and Hana can also be happy !" I said casually but deep down I still love the man in front of me so much .
"I'm my lover for you forever!" I said connect with that word .
We hugged again to let go of our relationship well, so that there would be no more problems later on .Dika held my hand and then she put her hand next to mine so that the bracelet we were wearing was connected and formed a broken heart symbol .
We laugh at our silliness tonight ,at least we ended the relationship well and we decided to be friends and Dika would invite Hana to meet me to be friends with me later after they finished their wedding .
Neither Aki nor Dika, now there is adlas and no more hatred between the two of us .Although we are separated but we will still harbor the love we have for our good as well .
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