I AM MY LOVE'S ADMIRER

22. Candour

Twenty minutes we were in the car, but not yet at my house. That's because Dika money muter - muter surrounds the icon statue in this city .I don't know if money is on Dika's mind at the moment he looks frustrated .

"Darling, sorry I muter - muter ga clear! stay with me tonight a little longer!" pinta Dika cheered on me

deg deg deg, what is this? I asked myself who definitely didn't get any answers .

Dika pulled over his car and played the song on the usb of his car .He looked at me and imitated the song

🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶

I ain't seen my mama in a little bit over a year

And even when I see her, I know she knows that it isn't me here

'Cause I'm always in the clouds, somewhere up in space

I just hope that I could hug her before it gets way too late, late

My friends just looking for a call, they want to say hi

They wonder if the person they know's still inside

Seems so simple, it's really so hard

Ooh, I don't think I'm okay

Ooh, I don't think I'm okay, 'kay, hmm

It feels so good to say

I, I don't think I'm okay

And that's okay

Time is moving fade, it isn't slowing down

I miss being a kid, I miss the way the thunder sounds, sounds

Ooh, maybe it's my dream that killed my self-esteem

Got so good at being someone else

Maybe I lost myself

In the search of your acceptance

But when's…

"Do you sing this song?" ask me

"It's not because of mom, but I'm not okay!" answer Dika who has now caressed my cheek .

"Darling, I want to be honest and I know you will be disappointed, angry and hate me! but I still have to tell you about the big problem of money befalling me. But believe me I only love a woman, that is you! yes we are Ririn Tria Pratiwi! the only woman I love .". Dika was about to reveal a truth, whether that's what but his words have made my legs tremble, my face tight and my mouth sticky without me being able to move.

... "Whatis that? be honest with me, though your honesty makes me sick, but I would be much happier if you dared to be honest with me!" my answer is to calm as calm ...

"My dear Ririn!"

flash back Dika

In the evening of my 45th birthday, my parents had a small party at a villa. He invited his close friends and our little family (me, brother Arta and his wife were also my nephews) .Hana's family was also invited because they were my father's Business partners, the same one founded a large supermarket that until now they still manage both. Because Father and Papa Hana are the ones who release capital for development and operation .

"When Dad and Mom are going to have a small party at villa x, we are inviting blah blah blah, I also have to attend!" mother told me and hinted that I should attend

"You're picking up Hana ! because both parents will be present but they immediately leave from the city x. "pinta Mom told me and must be implemented

"Mom, you can bring your own car!" my answer is to refuse

"So he called and asked you to pick him up!" mother's Sahut

"okay okay I'll pick it up!" I answered tightly and just passed without excuse, I know this is just a sneaky idea from Hana, because she has not accepted I cut off contact with her .

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Today is the anniversary of Father and Mother, I have arrived at Hana's house to pick her up . I honked my car horn to call him and I refused to get out of the car, because of course Hana would be spoiled and force me to reverse it in her way .

"Hi, if you don't go down first?" hana asked with a smile on her face and showed her the shape of her chest .

"women's policy m*****n!" muttered

"there's no time, hurry up to the afternoon rush!" ask me with a slightly high tone

"Beb, help dong!" Hana still calls me beb, because when dating first she was the one who proposed to call me beb.

"hm!" my answer was short without looking at Hana who was deliberately dressed sexy in front of me .

After putting the item I immediately returned to my steering chair, then I put the seat belt on for myself .Want to step on the gas pedal, suddenly - Hana touched my hand and I immediately brushed it off .

"Okay, I'll get us back!" muttered Hana with her cynical smile, but Dika grasped the meaning of that smile .

"Pair my seat belt first dong !" Pinta Hana still with her potent style .

"Pair yourself, both your hands are still healthy and functioning normally!" I answered a little.

A trip that took three hours , felt ten hours to me . Because from now on I was fed up with Hana's spoiled-ass behavior and still wanted my attention 'but I didn't pay attention to her and I just focused on driving to get there .

Arriving at the villa, I went straight in regardless of Hana calling me.

"Where is Dika?" ask my mother and Mama Hana.

"Still outside Mom, auntie ! I'm sorry I'm so going in first!" I reasoned and put on a pale face to make them believe, I realized that they both wanted to bring me closer to Hana back .

Outside the villa

Hana grumbled at length while taking out the items she was carrying. Without the slightest pause , he ended up finished with his own luggage .

"Hi Hana how are you, baby?" ask my mother

"Very bad aunt!" hana replied annoyed

"Looo why?" ask Mother Dika

"When nyebelin ,ga help me uh even go in first ." Still upset and put on his face

"When you prefer an independent woman!" sahut Ibu Dika commemorated then he hugged Hana .

"Good! I'll try and I'll have to go back with her because I still love her aunty so much!" said Hana

"iya aunty believe you baby!" sahut Ibu Dika and pat Hana's shoulder gently.

"So the camer in the hug ? ain't mom?" said Mama Hana who had seen her daughter's interaction with her best friend .

"eh Mama, come first!" Hana also hugged the Mama money always spoil her and always obey the wishes of her beloved daughter including today when Hana wants Dika who picked her up with the reason to get closer . But outside of his plan, Dika always act cold to him.