I AM MY LOVE'S ADMIRER

13 Holding feelings

Today we had two weeks of hospitality training, we were educated and trained properly but the seniors also took the time to cheer us up so we were not saturated . We have been able to understand the procedures of service for guests, because of our passion for training and also to the preparation of the seniors educate us .

At break time , I did not leave the hotel , but I rested in a special room for office staff gathering outside working hours .I sat there quietly because now I was lazy to walk, I also got permission from senior brother to rest in the room .When I was silent while thinking about Dika's sister, suddenly - there was the voice of a conversation of two men who were not strangers to me .Slowly I went out and made sure of the man, turns out they were Dika's sister and Andra's sister .They were talking in a soft tone and not heard by me, but faintly I could hear it even though it was uncertain .

"Andra, honestly ! I like him 'bout why since I first met I've been interested in him 'I don't know when that feeling came up .Either when I first met or as time went by I and he always met" Dika's brother told Andra's sister

"You like to shoot! that's aja bothered, you usually also easily dapetin girls training, ha ha ha ha !" Andra advised Dika but Dika immediately silenced Dika's mouth with his hand .

"Your little voice dikin napa? someone will hear! I used to easily get girls training. But unlike him, he is very difficult for me to approach and honestly I am very interested and like him ! it's not for play, I'm serious!" the lyrics of Dika's sister with a slightly moody face, because she realized that I had been staying away from her lately .

"really? in seriously? since when a Dika who playboy can be serious with girls, especially girls training, most also last 3 months because the character of a playboy who can not be changed ."brother Andra still can't believe what Brother Dika said .

"I don't know either, which I obviously like her and is different from the girls I've approached !" lirih Kak Dika with a sad look . Brother Andra who was aware of the seriousness of Dika's sister, he could only let out a long sigh of her and threw it away roughly .

"You're right, okay, I'll help you get close again!" exclaimed brother Andra trying to calm his cousin who is a playboy but now looks upset just because - because one girl is Ririn.

"Seriously ndra?" ask brother Dika enthusiastically and expectantly

"yes! but just trying to re-connect the closeness exactly is not closer! ha ha ha "sahut brother Andra with his ignorant laughter.

Deg deg deg deg deg deg, my heart was pounding again and my heart was pumped so much . "is it true that Dika's brother likes me?" I murmured in my heart ,but I still won't easily believe it after I heard their own conversation about the girls who had been Dika's brother approached and how great Dika became a playboy in this hotel . Aki admitted that he did look sweet with his smile but it is undeniable that Andra's brother was no less handsome just that Andra's brother looked a little fierce, indeed because of the look of his face like that .

I went back in and sat down and continued my rest for another 30 minutes, I leaned my body against the chair in the room while trying to close my eyes . Shadow sister Dika, her sweet smile so clear in my eyes "ah maybe just her thoughts" I thought . Just as I was about to improve my position, suddenly - suddenly there was a hand that grasped my hand suddenly surprised me and opened my eyes, I almost screamed .But Dika's big hand quickly closed my mouth .

"Rin, how do you yell?". asked Sika by raising one eyebrow .

"So, I'm ngagetin Ririn !"I have been sniffed .

"Sorry!" sis Dika is now looking gently at me as if - she will want to convey her heart , but she does not dare because my face is currently upset looking at her .

"Rin, can you talk to me?" ask slowly and expectantly

"Talk as long as it doesn't hurt!" my speech is still ketus , which makes brother Dika a little flabbergasted to see my attitude .

"Ririn why?" muttered brother Dika, she was still speechless

"I mean Brother Dika? believe the same brother?" tanyaku ber pura - pura do not understand

"I know you stayed away from me because of the gossip from some staff, I was a playboy but honestly I never went out of bounds!" Dika's explanation made me laugh and answered him immediately .

"ha ha ha, never out of bounds? even almost all the training girls had brother approach!" my speech was a little mocking, but I was not aware of my own words that had made Dika's sister shed her tears, whether it was her native tears or her cultural tears .

"Alright, if that's your view to me!

"i am my lover "

"i feel for you ". That's the word that says from the sweet mouth of Dika's sister, I still doubt ,whether it was from his heart or just from his fake sweet mouth that he always said to girls - girls training before .

"Sorry Brother Dika ! Ririn doesn't understand Dika's words!" lirihku while bowing my head, because I could not see the eyes of Dika's feet are still wet, I honestly feel guilty because I had mocked him earlier .

"Rin, break time is over , go back to the office and continue your practice ! I was here to calm my mind, and then I followed!"

"But brother Dika ga papa left alone?" ask me who still can't bear to leave it alone, but I will still be careless so that Brother Dika does not take advantage of my worries .

"No, go to the office!" her decree, which is now lying on the long chair by closing its eyes using one hand .

Without saying much I also passed to the office and continued the training that will be given by Brother Tino, today it was Tino who taught me ,because sister Tika sift afternoon so I didn't meet her .

Anxiety and worry began to haunt my mind, leaving me unfocused .I took a deep breath and threw it away violently, I re-centered my mind to focus on the training given by Brother Tino .

"Rin, did you see Dika?"ask Tini to me

"So the hell in the office staff room kak, he wanted to calm the mind so." said me while lifting both shoulders hinting not understand the state of Dika's feet .

"Rin, what are you, sister Dika? sampe - until I remember everything, not as usual he was like that." said Mr. Tino accidentally accused me

"I mean Tino? is Dika like that because of Ririn? ririn's feelings ga ngapa - why Dika deh!" I said innocently without pause while rolling my eyeballs .

"Let time answer!" sahut kak Tino is short but full of emphasis. I also digest a little Tino's words, but I don't think about it and focus on training today .