I AM MY LOVE'S ADMIRER

16 Relationships without status

In the morning the sunlight was able to wake Ririn from her sleep, I opened my eyes and tried to regain consciousness after wandering in her dreamland. After my consciousness was gathered, I immediately stood up and did the ritual bath and prepared - ready, because soon Dika will pick me up.

With black jeans trousers, peach-colored pres body t-shirt, bag Peach sling and my sneakers . I let my hair be loosely bound by a little mini-pause as my hair decorator. A little baby powder and lipgloss polish made me look fresh .With a mirror in front of the dresser to ensure my appearance, then he went out and headed to the gazebo in front of the boarding house.

Dika had arrived 15 minutes ago, he deliberately sat down and waited for Ririn in the gazebo without calling her .Because Dika knows, if women will spend time to dress up, then from it Dika has no intention of disturbing Ririn who is busy with her makeup .

"Eh, hasn't Dika been a long time, sister?" tanya Ririn approached Dika

"It's been 15 minutes!" dika replied with a smile looking at Ririn's fresh-looking appearance .

"Sorry it's been a long time!" shirihku

"A ready? the city's leaving now, it's gonna be hot in the afternoon!" exclaimed brother Dika, then he took my hand . And I just nodded and followed him.

Along the way, as usual Dika's sister told me to hold on .Then I wrapped both my hands around her waist . My face put on his shoulder to make it easier to hear the words of brother Dika, half an hour drive finally we reached the destination. Kak Dika gripped my hand tightly to the seat right in front of the beach . Yes, We choose the beach to enjoy our holiday .

"You likey?" ask brother Dika to me and I was cool playing sand and then I nodded to answer Dika's question. I open my shoes and I fold my trousers so I can run around chasing and avoid the waves .Brother Dika just looked at me from a seat not far from me, then he came to me and he cursed me by taking sea water and then watering it towards me ,fortunately, I did not wet my clothes .

We ran around, joking and chasing - chasing like lovers in general .After feeling a little tired, then we went back to our seats and sister Dika ordered two young coconuts for us .We also sip the young coconut water through the pipette that has stuck in the coconut.

"Rin, are you hungry?" ask brother Dika who has now seen the menu he brought from the place that sold the young coconut .

"Ga so brother, I'm not going to order hungry ! I want to order brown bananas and sausages." I said to Dika's question, I was busy with a pipette in the young coconut in front of me, while her feet were still busy choosing food for her .

While waiting for the order that has been ordered, we again looked at the beautiful beach and pounding the waves from our seats .Brother Dika sat next to me and he stroked my finger and then he gently pulled my hand so that I could not see the beautiful beach alone .

"Rin, are you happy?" ask Dika with her gentle gaze .

"Yes! I'm happy brother, especially on this beach the place is good, there is a place to eat too .Near the hotel also I had played there with Anik and Andre's brother also Santi." said I now sit face to face .

"Sister Andre?" Brother Dika raised one eyebrow to get an answer of his doubt .

" Rin, I like you! love you .Honestly since we first met, I've been interested in you

I want to have you as my lover but I know, if the gossip still makes you doubt .Nor can I impose my will without getting your consent .".

Now brother Dika stroked my hand gently I saw his eyes, but there was not the slightest lie in the look in his eyes, all I saw was sincerity and resignation .I want to accept her as my lover, but what is my power is just an ordinary woman who is able to resist my jealousy. Honestly I like it too, but the gossip is what still makes me worried .

"Sister, if we match, surely we will meet and be united ! trust me the power of love will answer everything as time goes on ."

Now I'm the one who's mature, whether it comes from where the courage comes to say it to the man who has fascinated me with the more good looks and attention he always directs to me .

"You wish we were fools?" asked Brother Dika, and in the bottom of his heart he was very happy because I asked him to be my life companion.

"Of course, if the soul mate is definitely not going anywhere! honestly, I like Dika's sister too !" I said with a blushing face holding in shame, because of the lethargy of saying my feelings to her.

"Rin, is that true? you like me too?" sister gets excited after hearing what I said, because she feels the same feelings we have .His love does not clap one hand. I just nodded in response to Dika's words.

"Thank god! my love doesn't clap one hand!" brother Dika prayed to call his god .

"But sorry brother ! I can't commit to being my lover right now, I'm honestly still worried about the gossip."

"It doesn't matter Rin! as time goes by, you can definitely believe and be sure that I am not that bad. We just live this relationship even though without a clear setatus, but the feelings we have are the same . This relationship without status will teach us the meaning of trust and the meaning of having ." brother Dika said the word HTS full of emphasis that makes me careless and want to see how much love Dika brother to me .

"Relationship without status(hts)?" I stared fixedly at the man in front of me, maybe this is the end of our feelings and had to intertwine for a while .

Our order has come and served on the table, brother Dika feed me and I'm ashamed - ashamed to open my mouth, then I bribe also brother Dika. "this is the name of a lover" my still cool mutter chewed the food in my mouth . Happy after knowing our loved ones love us too, but different from me and sister Dika .We enjoy closeness and give each other attention .

After finishing the meal, we left the beautiful beach. The beach bears witness to our relationship without this status. With this relationship alone we are happy let alone a legitimate relationship to be a lover, but we have promised to live it and let time will answer everything .