Husband Pay
Chapter 95
Bayu left the place with a broken heart, mentally hit with a very strong blow. Leaving a deep wound, he did not even listen to Arini's screams and calls. His heart was already quite broken, and he did not want to if he ignited emotions and hurt Arini physically. His heart and mind are not okay right now. He was afraid he could not control his emotions and would hurt those around him.
After Bayu's departure, Rosa also shed her tears. After all, life with her ex-husband is not a short time. There are many wonderful memories that they have made in their lives. Where they live together, trying from the lowest point until they are at the peak of success. But everything was lost only because of the third person, Rosa's mistake was only one of the reasons Bayu left her. That's what made Rosa's heart so broken. Why did Bayu easily forget his struggle, he easily betrayed Rosa and gave her a deep wound. To this day, the wound is still felt. However, the very painful wound he hid tight. Rosa doesn't want people to see her as weak and pity her. Nah! She was not a weak woman who wished for the sympathy of others. She is a strong woman though in her heart she is full of wounds, let her own know all that.
"He's evil, right?" rosa said to Tama, smiling and crying. His feelings were also destroyed because for the umpteenth time Bayu accused him of not - no. Why her ex-husband always ate the words of people he just knew, even Rosa who for years of his life he never trusted.
Tama was only able to wipe Rosa's tears without saying anything, she knew that currently Rosa's feelings were not okay. Tama knows very well what it feels like if a loved and fought person turns out to never consider it at all. Pain, pain, even the wounds he felt were very deep. And it took quite a long time to heal him.
"The years we spent together, not the time we briefly married. Even our son was an adult and married, but he still didn't recognize me. I admit I am not a good person, even I have hurt my daughter-in-law who cares and loves me very much. However, to physically injure others I never did,"
"There comes a time when someone feels dark eyes and heart, Rosa. I've experienced it, maybe now that's what your ex-husband is feeling" replied Tama, he was once darkened in the eyes and heart by his blind love for Mirna until he forgot his children at that time.
"But what he did was so outrageous, my heart ached so much. Is this the punishment of all my wrongdoings?"
"No! Never assume that what you are going through right now is punishment. But suppose that everything that happens to you is a destiny that we have to live, so stay strong again to live it," Tama tried to strengthen the heart of the woman who always hid this sadness.
"Can I cry?" rosa said while holding a sigh in her chest.
"Bas stupid, you've been crying, you think what came out of your eyes. The fountain" said Tama, but Rosa was crying faster. Until Tama who did not have the heart to immediately embrace him hope the heart of the last woman - this end disturbs his mind becomes calm.
"Cry if you want," Tama hugged Rosa's body very tightly. In her heart she promised, if God had given her a chance, she would have taken care of the fragile heart of this woman. He promised to make her happy and give her all his love. And will not let this woman whose name is engraved in her heart shed tears of sorrow. And will flood him with love and compassion, until he forgets what it hurt.
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It was in this house that it all began, about his life and also the little family he had built. There was only him and Rosa, and after the birth of their first son, their lives felt more perfect. It was beautiful to think back to those times, the deepest corner of his heart felt a longing for Rosa and Satya.
How could he be tempted by women who turned out to have a lot of falsehoods in his life. How could he betray Rosa's great love for her. How could he destroy the happiness of his family just for the sake of someone full of pretense.
Bayu now sits alone in the room he and Rosa used to occupy, where they spend the rest of the day every day. Where there are so many dreams and future plans that they will build for their lives.
The room that witnessed their love all this time, yes the room that was filled with a million memories. This room is only he and Rosa who occupy it, because when married to Arini. The room was the key to the meeting, only special servants could enter there.
Bayu rubbed his bed, and there was still a scent of Rosa there. The greater the yearning at this time on the mother of his child.
It did not feel like a warm mouth fell from his eyes, whether this was a tear of regret or a tear of longing that suddenly burst into his heart. Why ... why does it hurt so much, is this the feeling that Rosa felt when she betrayed her.
Oh, my God, Bayu is so mean to Rosa. During this time he was busy seeing Rosa's mistakes and felt if what he did was the truth. In fact, all this time it turns out he was in a pit of his own stupidity.
With his steadfastness, he hurts the person who is always together and also supports him in various ways. Until he can become a successful person it is all thanks to the support of Rosa, then why all that Rosa did for him was covered with the beauty and false tenderness of Arini.
The greater the regret he felt at this time, if if he apologized then Rosa would forgive him. Would he want to go back to her and re-knit the relationship that once broke up. And start their lives better.
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The Queen of Frogs wants to be like you Bayu 😌😌😌😌
