
Seeing Tama stunned, crushed and helpless made Zein powerless to hold back her tears. No longer able to see the condition of his father he also went from the contract. Zein moved his legs quickly, he wanted to get out of there immediately. Hoping for Tama's shattered shadow to disappear from her mind.
My God, his father's life has suffered so much and Zein has always turned a blind eye. Whether the anger that exists now has closed his heart, why .. why he was evil to his own father. Why would he let Tama live in the abyss of regret with such a deep wound. As a child he should make his father happy, not let him be hurt and suffer.
Zein knew Tama was wrong, but he had no right to punish her. All the mistakes he made, it was all his business with God. Zein is just an ordinary man who does not escape sin, he should not participate in punishing Tama's guilt. Behind his great disappointment, there is still a great affection for his father.
Tama is a part of her life, her blood flowing in her body. Before the love is shattered by Mirna's arrival, before Mirna's presence ravages her life.
Before all that happened, Tama was a very good father, he loved her very much. Tama is a weak protector of Zein, she feels very proud to have a father who cares about her.
However, everything disappeared after Mirna's presence. Zein lost everything. Losing his mother from this world, he also lost Tama as his patron figure. Only Zaira he had as a place to shelter and shelter. When they are still not ready to face the rigors of life, they are required to live a hard and unmerciful life. Zaira was the power of Zein back then, only Zaira was the only world she had.
Where they both often felt pain and hunger, Tama did not care about her children at that time. All he has is for Mirna. Tama's treatment made a gaping wound in her heart, a wound that hadn't even healed after all these years. Until finally the arrival of Zayan that they never thought made their lives change everything.
Zayan is like a helper angel for his broken life, Zayan who looks crazy but very loving. She loves her sister Zaira very much, and loves her very much like a sibling. Until for a moment Zein forgot the pain he felt all along.
However, suddenly the wounds of life that he had just covered were reopened by the presence of Tama. Which Zein initially thought, if he had changed for the better and they would gather again like they used to. However, in fact he came only to destroy Zein's life. By selling her and becoming a surrogate bride, a girl Zein never knew. Even though now the girl he had married was part of his heart and soul. But still, the wound Tama gave her made the affection and care that had just grown back, disappear just like that.
However, the moment he now saw Tama's life being ruined. His heart was tapped back to see his father. As a child, it will never disappear completely. The love and affection for his father is still there and remains intact, in fact, the feeling is never lost and only covered by anger and disappointment. His affection for his father was still very large and still remained intact and stored in the deepest corner of his heart.
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In that narrow contract, there were two people who were crying over his life full of regrets. The regret that was hitting his heart and mind to shatter into pieces. The silent and quiet that sounded was only the sobbing of the two. Until night comes the two are still silent and weeping over the life that is somehow ahead.
Tama got up and then stepped her foot out of there, Mirna was only able to see him without daring to stop him. He did not even dare to call Tama just to see her face, which he might see one last time. Yes ... Mirna decides to leave Tama's life and will restart her own. Although he did not know whether he would be able to live or not without Tama.
Tama arrived at the edge of an artificial lake on the edge of the city, a very quiet place only the sound of night animals that sounded like a sad song in his ears.
Tama sat on the edge of the lake, occasionally she wiped her tears that were without excuse just flowing on her cheeks. Until he had to look up at the dark sky to stop the tears that constantly wanted to wet his face. Only silence accompanied Tama at this time, only the dark sky filled with the sprinkling of stars and moonlight that illuminated him on the side of the lake, and accompanied his loneliness.
It felt so bad, facing this painful life. Tama was silent as she imagined how many mistakes she had made. Until there is the sound of someone who breaks his daydream.
"It's late, why sit alone in a place like this. Aren't you afraid of pain?" zein asked with a trembling voice and a faint look. Even now he could not see his father's face clearly because it was blocked by his tears.
"za-zein ... " Tama was really surprised to see Zein who was suddenly in front of him. Zein is handsome and dashing, his son looks to be a successful person. Of course Zein is successful, he is in good hands. Fortunately it was not Tama who raised him, because maybe he would not be able to make Zein as good as now.
"What are you doing these nights?"
Hearing Zein call him Dad, Tama's heart slashed again. It turns out that his son still wants to call him Father. Tama bowed her head feeling ashamed of her son. Until the aor of the eye that just stopped was flowing again.
Enough ... Zein's heart was broken to see his father, he was no longer strong enough to withstand his sadness and immediately approached and embraced a body that was once sturdy but now began to age.
"Zein ..forgive Zein's Father ..I'm sorry Dad," Tama cried bitterly while hugging a child she had not seen in years. A sense of haru and also shame infiltrated his heart. Tama was moved when her son, who had been hurt a lot, now hugged her and called her father.
"I'm sorry Zein's father ..."
The devastated Zein could not say anything more, she was only able to hug Tama with tears that continued to wash over her face.
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Indeed, every human being must have made a mistake, but that does not mean because of a mistake we must hate someone. And only an airy heart is able to eliminate anger and disappointment, which if not eliminated then the taste will become hate. Loving and caring each other is the cure of a wound & the ''''s a ''2 ''Antire's a '''' of a ''''''s a '''''''''' a '''the '''''the ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''