
GHEA POVS..
on a clear morning...
in the hospital..
tock.tok..
"excuse me, rama."
"are you here early in the morning?" asked Rama who was lying directly sitting on the bed.
"this is what Mr. Rama has to do with father's accident."
"don't now first. because there is ghea. I want you to save the info first. wait ghea not here just tell me."
"good sir."
crick..
the bathroom door is open.
"sir. What's going on here?"I said to his assistant.
"anu.nona." said his assistant rama stammering.
"he came just to give a report about the company aja kog" said Rama who immediately interrupted the conversation between me and his assistant.
"yes lady. because it's done, I'm sorry sir rama, nona ghea" said his assistant who immediately left us both. after his assistant left, I immediately approached rama.
"why are you sitting.would you go out?"
"no kog. I just wanted to see you. I miss you."
"dih rama.kan I stay a while in the bathroom only 10 minutes already so it's that anyway."
"don't like it?" asked Rama with a sad face.I saw him so did not have the heart with him.
"yes, I love it. But you are so spoiled like a child." I said to him. Then, the butterflies pulled my hands so I fell in his arms.then, the rama lips approached my ears.
duh, if the rama like this makes me unable to stop my heart.from earlier my heart dag dig dug aja..
" because I love you so much.love you.I don't want to lose you.even for a second, I will continue to pursue your love." rama said to me. Rama said this voice made my heart stop even my cheeks became red. I also did not realize that Rama had ended it.
"ghea. do you still want to be like me?" ask rama to me who surprised me. it turns out my position again in the arms of his body rama and I was only fixated because of rama's speech earlier.
"ehm.yes.sorry rama." I said that I immediately woke up from the body of the rama.
"ehm. ram. i. I want to go outside bentar. want to buy food first. you don't go anywhere first. wait for me to return. I won't be long gone." I said to him.
"yes, baby, go. don't worry, I won't go." said Rama to me. Then, I immediately took my bag and left her room. When I closed the door, I saw assistant Rama sitting on the chair.I also approached his assistant rama.
"father's still here? I thought you had gone to Rama's office." I told him.
"ehm. anu... miss ghea. I just forgot something like that to mister rama. oh yes. miss ghea want to come out?"ask his assistant rama.
" right. I have not had breakfast.so I want to go out for a while to buy a meal first. this is a coincidence. father there is need with rama. you just keep the rama in my place when I'm gone. In this way, I don't have to worry."
"fine lady, if so, I'll go in first lady."
"yes thank you father." I said to him and left him.and, he, his assistant rama went straight into the patient's room.
tock.tok...
"sorry sir."
"oh you. happens to be you here. ghea is gone. You approached me here for a while" Rama said to his assistant.
"well sir" said his assistant to rama. then, his assistant took a chair and sat closer to rama.
"what did you say earlier" said Rama who immediately sat on his bed.
"let's see, sir, there's someone who doesn't like miss ghea, and that person wants revenge on miss ghea. And he knows the status of the master with miss ghea. So he wants to get Miss ghea hurt. because you know mister is the man Miss Ghea loves. she thinks so."
"who is he. I don't know. I want you to investigate him more clearly. I also want you to prepare someone to keep ghea 24 hours always. I don't want him to happen anything. I'm sure he must have been monitoring ghea's activities and surely at times he would have harmed ghea."
"yes, sir, I will do it" said his assistant.
"you take care of my company now."
"well sir, if there is no more. I'm sorry sir." said his assistant rama to rama. then his assistant rama left.
"if I am blind, I keep protecting you ghea. to make amends to you, I will always be there for you. That is my promise to you in my heart." said Rama slowly.
the canteen...
a lot of people came to find food in this cafeteria. Here I have found what I want to buy. Now, willing to pay for this food, I can only wait in line with patience. a few minutes later, I finally finished also queuing at the cashier.then, I immediately walked away from the cafeteria and returned to the room of the rama patient.
"huft..so long ago I was out just to buy food.kasian rama waited for me long. whether his assistant still want to keep the rama when I left. no. I have to go as soon as possible." my mind was glancing at my groceries a few hours later, I arrived at the room.
crick...
the door sounds open...
I saw Rama was resting and I saw in his little cupboard on it there was a plate containing morning food for rama. Rama had not eaten from earlier.he waited for me long until he fell asleep. I put down my bag and the groceries. Then, I woke him up slowly.
"rama.." I said as I woke him up.
"mmm. yes.ghea.you have come home. I'm sorry I fell asleep." said Rama who tried to get out of bed and tried to sit on the bed. I also helped him sit in his bed. after that, I opened the food that had been prepared from the hospital.
"rama, kog food is not eaten anyway?"
"yes, I was actually told that the nurses were here to eat and they even wanted to help me bribe me because they saw that you were not here" Rama said to me.
"continue?"I asked rama.
"yes I refused it. I said I was waiting for you to go home. They were not a problem and put it there. that's you anyway.."
"me why?"
"yes I'm sorry about that. I was in a long queue. nyebelin know not. I also want to go home quickly. already.... here I bribe." I said to take the plate and sit next to him.
"aaa first.." I said immediately feed the rama. rama was directly chewing. I continued to feed the rama.
"if every day like this I feel at home if there is you" said Rama while chewing. I just continue to feed without commenting.
"kog diem.. Does ghea not like me?"
"already, do not like a child just eat first new talk. if you talk continue to choke new tau taste you." I said a little tart to rama.
"sorry.that's mad at me. I'm sorry. I won't repeat it again" said Rama to me. I just took it and continued to feed rama. a few minutes later, a few minutes later, finally finished also rama eat. then, rama sat quietly while listening to music with his earphones and mp3. whereas I only eat my food. after finishing eating, after eating, I took Rama out of the room to get fresh air. I took rama to a park. a few hours later, me and rama had arrived at the park.
in garden..
rama and I sat in a chair.
"ehm.. today you are going home. yesterday I told kevin to help you return home.in your home alone. continue to take care of you who? even I'm not your wife anymore?"I asked rama.
"after this, where will you do it and where?"ask rama to me.
" i'm here I've finished my job to take care of you. Yes I want to continue my work in Surabaya."
"so yeah? I guess you kept me company. It turned out so." said Rama with a sad look.I saw him become confused, what should I do. I better just be quiet. a few hours later, the two of us returned to the room as we both had to prepare - ready to go home. After settling the items into the suitcase, we both waited for Kevin to come to the room. it turned out that 15 minutes later, Kevin came and gave a letter from the hospital stating that rama was allowed to go home. while the assistant rama who brought his luggage rama. I also went home together to his house.from morning until now, in the car, I was just in it. rama also I see also look sad. I feel rama want me back. but, I can not. this is my decision. without feeling it turns out me and rama also his assistant, but I can not. This is my decision, the three of us were already in the rama apartment.I was still accompanying him to his room..
"please you enter the password for your birthday yes." said Rama who told me the door code of his room. I also squeeze the code that has been in the news rama. after entering and it turns out the door opens automatically. this is what surprised me. why rama code the entrance with my birth date.had it, I better think of the others. then, rama I led up to his bedroom bed. while I opened the black bag to rama.
"ram.."Call me to him.
" yes, what's wrong?"ask rama.
"this, I bought for you. If there is no me, you can use this stick when you walk.if you can not use ask your assistant." said I who immediately gave the stick to rama.
"thank you ghea, but instead of kamh already giving me when the day."
"oh yeah, make a distraction because there's your assistant, I'm not going home." I said who wanted to leave his room.but rama's hand suddenly pulled my hand. I was surprised and I looked back, but his assistant Rama arrived - arrived in the room without knocking on the door.
"mister rama. oh, sorry sir, miss."
"wait a minute."
"yes sir."
"you're done going home right away.don't care about me because tonight at ghea's company." said rama to his assistant.
"but ram."i said, I interrupted the conversation between Rama and his assistant.
"oh yeah please take my dirty clothes to the laundry."
"well sir, if there's nothing else, I'll go home first, sir, miss."
"yes"
a few minutes later, his assistant left us both, while my hand was still in his hands.
"i beg you not to go. accompany me until tonight for me." said Rama to me with a pithy face. This rama attitude made my heart melt.
"alright, but tomorrow morning I have to go home because I'm going to Surabaya in the afternoon."
"thank you ghea. already want to grant my wish." said Rama to me. I just nodded my head. then, I went to prepare warm water for rama. afterwards, I met rama.
" warm water I've prepared. Can you take a bath by yourself?"ask him.
"yes I will try" Rama said to me.
rama went into the bathroom, he took a shower himself.I, I cooked for rama. A few minutes later, Rama finished the bath and he came up to me and nudged my foot with his cane.
"your wand, do not hit so hard that my feet hurt." I said to him.
" i'm sorry, I really don't know. I think it's a chair yes I hit hard."
"yes you've sat down first. This is cooking already" said I was putting the food into a bowl. Then, we both ate together.
"your cooking is very good.I have not tasted it for a long time.I miss ghea very much" said Rama who was chewing.
"hmm." I said.
"i miss you a lot too, but baby I can't see you the way you used to" said the grieving Rama.
"the butterfly, though you cannot see me, but your heart can see me" I told him.
"really.you are right ghea. Because love is already in my heart, I feel it in this heart can see you. are you going to leave me again like I used to. To be honest, I feel lonely. when you are not near me." said Rama who makes me sick to hear a word from him that seems - if can not live without me.
" i also feel the same as you ram. just I'm afraid if it repeats itself back to me. I'm so afraid."I thought to him.
"i must have come home kog. I must have met you."
"do you really go home and come back to me?"
"yes."
"promise yes"
"yes I promise."
"thank you, I will always wait for you to come home for me."
after I finished eating, I immediately got out of the chair and picked up the dirty dishes and I helped Rama wash the dishes.
"you will sleep in the guest room only yes.it was prepared."
"yes."
after washing the dishes, I helped rama into his room. Rama immediately sat on the edge of the bed. whereas I prepared a rama nightgown.
"here's your shirt, change it first."
"yes" said Rama who carried his clothes while holding his cane and walking towards the bathroom.