Husband Pay
Chapter 68
"I'm sorry Zein's father ..."
The devastated Zein could not say anything more, she was only able to hug Tama with tears that continued to wash over her face.
"I'm sorry Dad ..." Tama cried violently while hugging Zein's body, what regret she felt was hitting her heart, to melt her soul that felt shattered. Somehow Tama paints what feelings are in her heart.
Only the pain he felt at this moment. If time can repeat itself, it would be like Tama back to the time when she could still be reunited with her children. He will give his affection and his whole life for them. Unfortunately, none of this would have been possible. Suppose Tama can fix everything. It will not make the wound that has been stuck in can heal just like that. There will definitely be scars that will still look and feel for the rest of his life.
Tama's cry deepened, causing Zein's heart to slash so deeply. No, Zein didn't turn on his father. All the paths of life that he lived were the destiny of the Almighty. He will not be able to change his written life. But he can still fix it. Yes ... Zein will improve his life from now on. He will accept Tama and love her, Zein never hates Tama. He was only disappointed and hurt, but seeing his injured father was much deeper than he felt. Making Zein open her heart to forgive Tama, and restart her life for the better.
Tama unceasingly apologized to Zein. However, Zein's lips felt faint even if only to ask his father to stop his speech. His chest felt so tight that he was unable to make a sound.
"Zein .. "call Tama and begin to let go of her embrace, the face that was no longer young was looking very chaotic.
"Yes ." Zein replied as she lowered her head, with a clear fur continuously drenching her cheeks. Seeing her son continue to shed tears, Tama wiped away the tears that drenched his handsome son's cheeks.
"Don't cry Zein, I'm sorry," Tama's hand rubs on her face, signifying how hard Tama's life has been. There are a lot of wounds there. Making Zein even more unable to hold back her tears. How evil he had been all this time, for he had allowed his father to suffer and would not even see him in the slightest.
"When will you apologize?" asked Zein who wiped her tears that kept coming out without excuse.
"Until you forgive Dad," replied Tama weakly.
"Dad ..."
"Zein .. Maybe Dad's apology won't change everything. But at least if you forgive me.. Dad's life will be a little quiet. Although you can't change the time and give it all back. But really, I'm sorry about you, son. Forgive your sinful father, forgive Father who never gave a good life to you and your brother. Forgive Daddy Son .. Forgive Dad,"
"Stop Dad, it's enough that you apologize to me. I'm no better than you. I'm equally guilty of you, for letting Dad live this long. I closed my eyes and my heart all this time, I'm a sinful child to you. I'm sorry Dad ..." Zein hugged the skinny body again.
Lord ... Zein's heart was getting torn apart when he embraced the body that had been living in distress. How could he be so brave to his own father. Aliana always gave him advice to forgive his father and forget everything that has happened. But Zein was too stubborn and would not listen to his wife. And now he felt very sorry for never listening to his wife.
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The Guntara residence
I don't know why his heart suddenly felt so sad. Her tears suddenly flowed down her smooth cheeks. Zayan had just come home from work, when he arrived at his room. He saw Zaira who was crying alone on the edge of the bed while occasionally wiping her tears that continued to flow, seeing the woman he loved shed tears. Zayan approached Zaira. She was worried that something might happen to her, because she suddenly cried. Not as usual.
"Zaira, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" zayan asked as he hugged the tiny body and then held it tightly. However, Zaira just kept quiet and shook her head. Zayan sighed, having been married for many years. But Zaira was always unwilling to share her grief with him.
"No Zayan, you're a very good husband. With you I feel so loved, and I feel like a very happy woman. And so did your family, they were all very nice. Not just for me, but for my brother. You're all very special in my heart,"
"What makes you so sad?"
"My father ..."
"Your father, why her?" it's so weird, it's been so long that Zaira never mentioned her father. And Zayan thought all along, if Zaira was okay. However, Zayan is wrong, his wife is not okay.
One of Zayan who never asked, however Zaira must miss her father very much. The relationship between father and son cannot be separated.
"Did you miss him?"
"Very .. I miss Zayan a lot. All this time I never found out where he was. I should have visited him as a child, but because of my great disappointment in him I forgot about him. I'm a bad boy Zayan, I'm a kid who doesn't care about his own father." Zaira continued to cry, making Zayan's heart feel sad.
"What should I do so you don't feel sad anymore?"
"Find him Zayan, find my father and see him. My heart is not calm, I really want to meet her,"
"Dear, I'll look for you, as long as you don't cry anymore I'll look for him." replied Zayan as he continued to hug Zaira.
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"Zein where are you taking me?" tama asked, they were both in the car.
"We're home,"
"Going home? Go home, this isn't the way to Dad's place of work,"
"We're going home to my house,"
"No Zein, don't take Dad home" he said sadly, but Tama felt it was inappropriate to stay with Zein at home. What will people talk about later, and Aliana yes. Receiving Tama who looks like a bum. Aliana must be ashamed to have in-laws like her.
" Don't worry, I know what you're thinking. Take it easy Aliana is not the person you think she is. She's a good woman, thank you because thanks to Dad I could have a very good wife like Aliana.
Yes ... everything that happens is like a tangled thread that is still interconnected with each other. Zein was destined to be a match with Aliana. However, the two of them met in a way that he never expected . A journey of love they never expected before.
