Husband Crazy. (Sad Hurt)

Chapter 48. What Is This Feeling?

At lunchtime they took the time to fill their stomachs with Japanese food mixed with typical Javanese food. The nuances of the place were more dominant with the Japanese state. Starting from serving plates, spoons, seating, figurines, and many more.

"What does Mother eat?"

"Mochi, dear. You want?"

Rain cuts the mochi and feeds it into Rara's mouth. Mario who saw it soon gave birth to his silly ideas.

"Rain?" greet Mario.

Rain simply agreed to the call without turning his head.

"That's what you ate?"

"Kan, Rara asked, it's called mochi. You want?"

"Yes-yes. I want to."

The young doctor smiled as Rain offered. He hopes Rain will also feed as he did a few minutes ago to Rara.

"Yes, I'll order you, okay?"

"Well, I want to order anyway! I just want to try a little. Why wasn't he bribed like Rara?"

Some of the people who were there were seen smiling with Mario's words. Rain is also not much different, women with maroon adhisa's robe look coiled while vertical drinks beside him.

"Rain?"

"Yes, Jason?"

"So why weren't Rara's parents invited?"

"His parents are on business, so they can't come."

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The second day in the city of Siger brings Rain closer to Mario. Maybe if said, Mario fight a day can be more than three times. Thinking about it is like taking medicine.

"I don't like sweet coffee, Rain. Because my diabetes could be getting higher."

"Do you have a history of diabetes?"

"Yes. Ever since I knew you. And since then I've been diagnosed with diabetes."

"Kok me?"

Rain laughed as he recalled Mario's words yesterday evening. I don't want to waste my last day in Siger. They make videos and spend seconds taking pictures.

"Rain, yuk's picture? From yesterday it was just the two of us who haven't photographed."

After several poses, Mario grabbed both hands of Rain wrapped in a handsock. Afterwards, he took out a heart-shaped maroon-colored object.

"Rain, will you marry me?"

Not only was Rain surprised by what Mario did. Some of the people around them also turned their eyes towards the two. Rain really died a flea at that time.

There was no preparation in his heart, it all happened suddenly. Mario is still holding on to the starting position. The man seemed to be still waiting for a response from Rain. But the woman did not give an answer.

"Mario, I .. I can't, I can't." The sentence came to a halt when Mario clung his index finger to the lips of Cherry Rain

"Why, Rain? Is it because I'm non-Muslim?"

"It's not like that. But ...," he said in a word that He purposely hanged.

"Because you can never love me again? Tell me, what else is there to do, Rain?"

Mario looks almost desperate. Many times He rubbed his face and ruffled his hair violently.

Mario took a deep breath and then slowly threw it away. His opponents no longer spoke even one word. Rain did not understand with his heart. If he accepts the proposal, his parents will approve of their relationship.

"Message Abah and Ummi, later if you are an adult, look for a good man of his religion. So that you can more easily go to God's heaven. And look for a man who, when angry, will still treat you well."

"Its okay. I will not force you to answer. All right I stop for everything, I'm leaving. Take good care of yourself. It doesn't matter, if we're a match, I'm sure we'll be together."

Mario spoke with slightly teary eyes. Afterwards, the young doctor landed a gentle kiss on his forehead. After that, Mario passed away leaving everything behind.

There is a sense of unwillingness with the last sentence Mario. There is a sense that wants Mario to stay nearby and there is a sense that wants the kiss not to end. But I don't know, He doesn't understand with his heart.He just doesn't want to regret it a second time.

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That afternoon they returned to Bekasi without Mario. Rain who felt guilty about the man was secretly crying.

"Iidha kan hu rafiqiun yajlib qalbah 'iilaa qalbiin 'iidha lam yakun lil almubarat , qalbi qaliqat mae' ahkamik."

If He is my soul mate then close his heart with mine, if not my soul mate then reconcile my heart with Your provision. (Translated from Arabic)

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