
Would a father do something similar to what Mas Restu did? Pacing back and forth here and there. By peeking occasionally from behind the caesar's room door?
Mas Restu looks so worried about Madam Keny. Will Mas Restu do the same thing when I give birth? If only the one in the room was me.
After a while, the sound of baby crying came. This makes Restu very happy. When the Doctor allowed him to enter, Restu happily followed Keny and ignored his first wife's presence.
Rain who realized that immediately stroked the chest. There is pain in the part of the flesh called the heart. Then, she took a stand and followed her husband.
"Rain, come. Look, Rain. It's like Keny, too, right?" he said that looks sumringah, while carrying their little daughter.
Rain's heart was like a knife. It wasn't playful when Restu, her husband said those words. Look, Rain. It's like Keny too, right?
Then Rain smiled and said goodbye to come out. Shortly after coming out of the room, Rain let her tears drip. There was also a sense of happiness there was also a wound that burned his heart.
"I'm happy, Mas. When I see you smile like that. Having children is the desire of all married couples. And today, you get what you want," he murmured softly, sobbing.
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One week, Restu became a father. Every morning, night sometimes during the day Restu always took time to be with Rara. Yes ... The Cladyftia Ramaisya Pradifta. Restu gave the name to his little daughter.
"Kok doesn't look like Kak Restu, anyway," Yordhii commented.
"He has a birthmark on his neck. Cool, yes, brother," he said again.
Then Rain came while giving milk to little Rara.
"Drink milk first, yes, dear. Here's the mother's hold. Smart kid."
Very gently the woman held her honeymoon daughter and then gave milk substitute for breast milk. Since birth, Keny did not give asi to Rara. The doctor said, asi Keny is not good for the health of his son. Because during pregnancy, Keny often consume vodka and wine.
"Sana, Mas Restu and Dik Yordhii had breakfast. Rara let me take a shower first. It's a noon hunt, Mas."
"Aren't you eating?"
"No, Mas. I'll see if Rara's asleep."
Then Restu passed leaving Rara and Rain. From a distance Restu observes his wife bathing Rara, Rain's motherly soul makes Rara comfortable in her arms. With every now and then the man who observed it also gave a smile.
"If Rara were born from your womb, Rain. You're better suited to be a mother to Rara" said Restu lirih.
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Little Rara is three months old. This morning, Restu and Keny were getting ready for a sidecar to the Mala residence. Rain decided not to go. He doesn't want to hurt anymore. Inevitably, she should be ready for her husband to leave for one week.
"I'm leaving first, yeah, Rain. Take good care of yourself. Don't eat late."
"Yes, Mas. Greetings to mamah and papah. Mas Restu carefully drove it. Don't speed, pity Rara."
Five days without Restu. There were no messages or calls from her husband. Restu forgets Rain when he is happy. Did Keny and Rara's presence have any effect on her life? Suddenly Rain's mind was fixed on it.
"Hello Assalamualaikum Hotel, Rain. You all right? I've missed you,"
"Waalaikummosalam, Mas. I'm not doing well. Because I miss you so much, too little Rara."
"I'll be home, Rain. Patience, yes."
"Yes, Mas. Mom and Dad, how's it going?"
"just fine. This is Papah wanting to talk to you."
"Hello, Rain. Why don't you come here?"
"I don't want to go anywhere, Pah. Next time I'll be there. It's been a while, yeah, Pah. Assalamualaikum."
Rain chose to end the call, rather than get a series of questions from his father-in-law. There was a strange feeling that was calling out in his heart. The woman's chest suddenly tightened. Shortly after feeling the pain he intended to take medicine. But fatefully, his body had already collapsed first.
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