
After undergoing chemotherapy and radiation a few days ago, I was in the park. Again the city park. I don't know why I love the thousands of plants in the garden.
I was not alone, that time I was accompanied by Mario. At first I forbade him to follow me. However, the man still insisted on coming with me. For the reason that I will eat foods that are not nutritious if not supervised.
"Remember! Don't eat offal! That's not good for your heart."
"Yes." Yeah."
"Hello, Di. What's up ?"
"Yes, Rain is here too."
I vaguely heard their chatter, maybe Dik Yordhii will come here or I don't know. A little while after that it was roughly thirty minutes, Dik Yordhii came up to me and Mario.
"I think I'm bothering people again, huh?"
"Indonesia without dating, Dhii," Mario told Dik Yordhii.
"Then?"
"The khitbah dong. How dare you secretly love. Stabbed the new guy knows the taste!"
After a while the two men chatted, Dik Yordhii gave something to me and Mario. Dik Yordhii took out a very small bottle with a colorless plain motif. The liquid inside was transparent like mineral water.
After explaining long enough, I can conclude that it belongs to Miss Keny. Dik Yordhii said that he had found the object four times in the kitchen every time the woman made a drink.
"I brought it first, yeah. Let's check with mama later. I've also seen something like this."
"All right."
Feeling bored enough to just hear their conversation, I also occasionally chimed in.
"Dik Yordhii has no plans to continue studying again?"
"No ah, brother. Tired of learning."
"Yes, is it?"
"Search knowledge from infancy to grave."
"You've read that hadith, haven't you, Sister? Already know the science is mandatory why still say tired. Let's just say that science is a ticket to heaven."
"Then, what about people who do not have more fees for school? Will they sin, Rain?" sahut Mario's.
"No! Is not knowledge everywhere? Not only in school, for example in the mosque, when we teach then we learn the meaning of each verse. We know, so we got science, right?"
"Say, is it the same between the one who knows and the one who does not know." [Az Zumar: 9]
It's true that people who know and don't know are quite different. Then, I read out the hadith that explained about studying, Dik Yordhii and Mario just kept quiet and watched me. I was clumsy when the two grown men were watching me intently.
"From Abi Darda r.a. said, I heard Rasuluullah Saw. Says: "Whoever walks the path of learning, Allah will ease his path to heaven. Verily, the angels laid their wings (pointing their wings) upon the claimant of knowledge because they pleased (rela) with what he demanded." (HR. lbn Majah)
"Alright, tomorrow continue to study at the boarding school. All learning how to be a good zauji."
After the return of Dik Yordhii, there was only me and Mario. The man was endlessly comforting me. But again, I couldn't laugh at him. I just want to be quiet, quiet, and quiet. I myself do not understand this self, which I feel is simply bland.
"Do you want ice cream?"
I just shook my head.
"Why?"
"Es the cream is just that. Bored."
"Well, tomorrow I'll make you a dorami-shaped ice cream."
Truly, the man before me was never tired of comforting and taking this heart. But again, my little heart refused to come to a new man. Either I'm still traumatized or I still love Mas Restu. Let it all go like dusk, I hope tomorrow will bring real life.