HUSBAND BECOMES REALITY

LETHARGY

God said:

I found you with the man you love, and I love you so much.

But I complicate your path, I complicate your problems, I test you with confidence, ego and time, he said,

And I will increase the sustenance of one of you, so that you know that to go towards me is not easy.

So that you never think about separation after I've united.,.

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At this time ustdz Zafir has arrived at the boarding school ATTOYYIBIN. , after a while ago he appeared in the boarding school Al Ulum.

All the santri sons took turns to greet each other.they also thought if Zafir ustdz to go there not to return to the cottage again.

because they know ustd zafir is married.which is usually if you are married, the teachers there will go to teach him from home.do not settle in maktab again (special place teacher) in the cottage

But because the wife sirrihnya was not at home, but worked abroad again to fulfill his contract.then ustdz Zafir returned to the cottage again, and did not know when he would leave the boarding school, etc.,

It was in his mind that he had been guilty of the KHOLIQ. for letting a wife go to work alone in the land of people.

but he also reminded himself that it was not entirely his fault. Because before Ijab qobul was carried out, Lindia his wife did not say anything. It was only after the completion of the qobul that Lindia said that she had signed a contract before.

However, iftz Zafir felt very sinful, because now, Lindia has become a wife who should be guided and lived, not to make a living alone.

for ustdz Zafir he will never be able to forget if he has become a husband, even though only a Kabul ijab, but does not cover what is an obligation for a husband.

among the duties of the husband other than the inner birth of Lent, he must also keep the feelings of the wife, even though there is never love between them.

you also have to take care of the eyes and hearts of other women. Although the wife was currently not by his side.

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the Ayra cottage

Because today santri holiday time so all santri sons and daughters, all go home to each other. While Ayra and Syifa did not return home, they both filled the holiday in the boarding school by studying the Quran, also occasionally working in Ndalem buniki, to replace Hadam who returned home.

Since the time of the cottage holiday, today is the fifth day, Ayra called the guard officer if he was visiting.

After arriving at the summoning place, he looked around the place, he saw ustdz Reno was already sitting on the floor which already had a carpet pad.along with a brother cousin of his.

"Assalamualaikum ustadz" ayra clenched his hands together.

"WA Alaikum salam warahmatullah" answered her.then asked PD Ayra "why don't you go home za.…?"

"No why ustdz, Zahira just want to feel the holiday time at the cottage." replied Ayra as it is.

"I've been waiting for this important moment to meet you from a few months ago." Ustdz Reno.

Ayra only listened intently, she just lowered her head guarding the taste with her heartbreak.

"I'm sorry ustdz.but I don't mean to make ustdz wait" he replied later.

It felt like he was shouting loudly, and telling the truth that he felt burdened by this engagement.

But he was not able to do as he had thought.

After a while later it was seen that Utdz Reno asked about how the news and activities in this boarding school, and several times while looking down his head. because he also knew Ayra was uncomfortable with her presence

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every day Ayra regularly asks for help and guidance to God with all his humility, that is a clue that is seen several times dream or in reality it is not good if it continues.

Ayra intended to tell all the instructions of God, which she had obtained from the dream, to her parents.

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Elsewhere

A few days passed.ustd Zafir was seen contemplating himself in front of the office , it looks like he has a burden that is so heavy.seen from the look of his face that is a little gloomy although it does not reduce the good looks of his true wife2 make women klepek klepek.

now ustdz Zafir feels, balances and pays attention, all the obligations of a husband is not on him. he does not give a living inner birth, jg never educate her, jg never educate her,nor could he know what he was doing far away, he had to say this to his parents, because he did not want to sin more with what happened, and what he doesn't know about his wife.

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3 months passed.

After much deliberation, and have sought guidance from Allah, with all his efforts, his prayers and prayers.

Finally ustdz Zafir and Ayra will really say anything that becomes his incongruity and gloom on their respective parents.

"Abah ummi..wonten ingkang Adi haturaken teng panjenenengan(there is something Adi wants to say about the Adi household..)"ustdz Zafir directly at the point of the problem faced in recent months.

"tell me honestly, son, don't cover anything, we've been waiting for this for a long time" said Abah

"engapunten great strangeness bah, (sorry as much as bah), Adi get the results of the Istikharah that is not good about our household, if it continues" said ustdz Zafir finally after several sips of saliva .

"if so, you can make a decision, then the relationship between you. Abah and ummi gave explanations

"enggeh bah ummi..,, matur Suwon sanget pangestune" (thank you very much his understanding)" said ustdz Zafir again

Abah who actually did not fit so well from the beginning in his son-in-law, actually hoped Ustdz Zafir refused this matchmaking from the beginning. So if he refused the invitation matchmaking he had a reason . Abah was only forced to shut up and ask ustdz Zafir at that time, but ustdz Zafir handed the decision to his parents, because Abah respects Lindia's parents who want her son to be a match with one of her sons, Abah finally accepted the match.

abah's incompatibility with the daughter-in-law is not because she is neither beautiful nor rich but because Abah knows her lack of knowledge about her religion. and her modesty and religious knowledge that is still a little often shows her hair that should have to be covered.., lindia dress long but sometimes also do not wear a hijab.

that alone is enough to make Abah less suitable.not to mention the obligation as a Muslim often blum fulfilled perfectly.

it was all Abah could see from the lindia at that time ,jg from the lindia family that was near his home, often Abah get a report about it.

what next is the relationship between them.....??

continues.....???

or failed....?

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