
after Zafir's ustad approached Ayra, she sat down next to him and gently stroked her hair covered with a hijab that was no longer neat. ayra's eyes still stared at the departure of the princess from the last place Azza in sholati. there was no movement or look at the husband who was now beside her, ustdz Zafir then embraces Ayra's shoulders and gives a little strength, although in fact he himself is not that strong, but he does not want to add to the sadness of the wife.
"honey.., Azza was happier, maybe now Azza we are in the garden of heaven waiting for us there," said buyau very softly while continuing to stroke the top of the wife's head.
'o Allah, I beg you to forgive our sins and mistakes, be patient and expand our hearts, Robb'
ustadz Zafir, who is still pardoning, continues to ask Allah for forgiveness.
"mas...," at last the voice of the wife came out, which from last night could not come out because it was too choked and stunned by all her.
"yes dear.., mas here, mas will accompany Dinda" the voice of the husband that slightly calms his heart.
" hik...hik...hik.." finally Ayra now let out her tears, and all his family hoped that Ayra would be better off crying than staying like that.
" we must rely on what God has given us dearly, do we not all know that death will come to us all, but the time is just that we do not know when it will be right on us" said Ustdz Zafir, still whispering in the ear of the lover halal.
"hik..., did God punish Ayra mas..?" ask her still so much
" no dear, again do not consider this to be the punishment of Allah, for indeed death, Rizki, the soul mate is already the provision and decree of Allah,."
" hiik...., is it possible because Ayra refused an arranged marriage with my own teacher mas..?" actually Ayra had been haunted by guilt at Ustadz Reno, because without any fatal mistake, she asked for the engagement when it was failed.
"hik..hik..hik..., Azza can not be back again mas.., hik..hik..hik..." Ayra started to mess up
"hssstt is dear, do not forget that God is always with us. never say words that are not liked by God." ustadz Zafir embrace the wife, he said, buyyau understood that the wife was so badly hit, but he did not want the wife to drag on until she did not remember if all whatever happened had been the qodhok and qodar of God.
"hiik. hik "
"honey, let our daughter be happy, God loves Azza more.we are in the room, baby, you rest first or take a bath first to be fresher." grabbing the hand of the wife to stand from her seat since from the hospital until now Azza has been buried.
the sad news also reached ustdz Reno, even if Reno was also present to worship on the second day, but he never once met with Ayra or ustdz Zafir. ustadz Reno only met with Ayra's father and mother .(her future father-in-law first).
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maybe Ustdz Reno used to feel hurt but Buyau has forgotten all that and does not want revenge, but maybe God does not accept what Ayra did. left alone unfortunately unfortunately say it was like that was the fate of Utdz Reno.and now Ayra was abandoned by her beloved daughter, but not all what happened was a reply from God, but also sometimes the test to make a piety more perfect again.
maybe Ayra felt this was the reply.but ustdz Zafir...???
what buyyau also includes leaving his wife sirri...??? isn't buyyau left behind and cheated even without any news at all...??? then what is all that is happening right now, what is the reply for him(ustdz Zafir)??