HUSBAND BECOMES REALITY

WHAT'S MY FAULT..,???

"Assalamualaikum.,.,"until explained Ayra said hello and welcomed ustdz Reno family.

"Waalaikumussalam"the family ustdz Reno welcomed Ayra with great enthusiasm, the color of all of them many who do not know the face of Ayra. ustdz Reno family mostly settled in the place of their wives or husbands respectively. Ustdz Reno family used to know when Ayra was a child, and now it turns out to be their own brother's fiancee.

"Let's go in, son, please sit down" said aunt ustdz Reno.

"Enggeh bik, thank you"Ayra replied with a smile to show a beautiful face reddish hue on her cheeks.

Then after a while, Ayra was invited to eat with her family and also with Ustadz Reno. Ayra finally ate awkwardly, and was very embarrassed, even though she had eaten at home earlier, but refusing their call felt impolite.

finished eating, the family of Ustdz Reno gave time for Ayra and also Ustdz Reno to discuss about how the wishes of his parents who want to immediately have grandchildren (married soon)...

"Zaa. I'm sorry if you ask us to get married soon." said Ayra dr. Ustdz Reno first.

the two of them lowered their eyes, did not see each other's faces, avoided slander.even sitting far away

"Actually I don't mean to reject the invitation justd, but sorry Zahira is not ready ustadz." Ayra answered with lips to tremble, she was afraid and really became very nervous, even though she had previously established her heart so as not to be too afraid.

"So what does zaa...?" mean...?"ask ustdz Reno again very sad looks sad face.

"With all my heart Zaa benar2 apologize ustdz. zaa..still not ready,." With a very soft voice Ayra said that she was not ready to accept this reality.

"Then how's zaa...??"have you never thought about how this feeling zaa...?" Ustadz Reno rubbed his tears just like that without excuse

"Sorry ustdz, but za.also heavy ustdz, zaa. can not. zaa please excuse Zahira ustdz, really sorry." lg Ayra can only apologize, I'm sorry,for his inaction. Ayra also shed tears, feeling very guilty to ustdz Reno.

but didn't Ustdz Reno say he would wait until Ayra was ready...?!

While the family of Ustdz Reno actually heard behind the door of the living room, where Ayra and Ustdz Reno now.

"Didn't it happen at the time of ustd kepondok , ustdz already said that ustdz will wait for Zahira ready..?

"Yes zaa.but my mother is old, and my age is getting older, when will Zahira be ready...?even we're engaged for almost a year." Justdz Reno again.

Inside , the place where the family of Ustdz Reno had gathered to hear their discussion . everyone was saddened by Ayra's refusal.

While Ayra had been thinking and weighing so that she could tell the truth to Ustdz Reno. so as not to more and more mistakes, then he said again with good intentions

"ustdz, if indeed ustdz wants to get married quickly, we just end this engagement.."and look for true2 ready to be wife ustadz Reno."

ayra's speech this time was very piercing the heart of Utdz Reno.even he felt in Sayati skin with a sharp knife in a healthy state and conscious so much from his pain. he could not open his lips to answer Ayra. But he tried hard to stay calm

"WHAT'S MY FAULT, THEN ,?until you ask to cancel this engagement, then,?don't we have no problem, do we,,,?" ustdz Reno still keeps his head down to maintain his decency and hide his sadness

"Very...!!! don't ask again zaa...?" Ustdz Reno loudly answered Ayra's question.

"If it is indeed ustdz love and love me, I ask this fiancee to be canceled" he continued without holding his breath.

Now it is not only Ustdz Reno and Ayra who are in this tense and uncomfortable atmosphere, but even the family of Ustdz Reno who heard Ayra's last words just immediately hysterical, hysterical, they never thought that this would all happen to their nephew.

"Why zaa...?"lirih.." why didn't you say anything the first time we got engaged...?"

"Why do you have the heart to make us more and more hopeful, if indeed from the beginning you do not agree..,!?" Reveal ustdz Reno true weight2 became such a huge burden on his heart.

"Sorry ustdz, forgive Zahira.. I may not deserve a husband as good as ustdz Reno. I do want to tell the truth, but not the power to speak at that time ustdz."

"Then what should I say to our parents and extended family...?"because we both have no problem whatsoever."the more bitter it feels to say, but ustdz Reno still say all that with full of his affection to ayra. he really has fallen in love with this little disciple since long ago.

Ayra was silent for a moment, responding to the questions asked by ustadz Reno.ia and ustdz Reno did not have any problems. Then how could you just choose to disperse..,,?; will he not be blamed for all his deeds...?

Ayra just wanted to tell the truth, she did not want to delay any longer, so that there were not more and more hopes of ustdz Reno and his extended family.but Ayra did not say anything about the clues of his dream2.

"maybe this has become our taqdir ustdz, we are only a temporary match and not up to the level of marriage."

"once again zahira apologizes profusely ustdz. ridhoilah your disciple, do not give your anger and curse to Zahira ustdz,"

"because before ustdz meridhoi and forgiving, Zahira will never be happy" he said again while biting his thin lips .

ustadz Reno was very upset, thinking about how to keep this relationship well established.

"can't you think anymore.I ask that you don't make this decision directly" he said with great sadness, waiting for Ayra to answer.

"but Zahira does not want to hurt ustdz and family more deeply.sorry but really zaa can not lie to this heart anymore ustdz, he said sad,"zaa also please leave ustdz.please forgive all the mistakes zaa this ustdz.ayra has sobbed feeling that he does not deserve to be called a santri Sholihah, who hurt his teacher's heart,but he had thought carefully, to be able to tell the truth directly to the person concerned.not through others.

"let me Antara zaa. don't refuse, this once I want to piggyback you as a fiancee."

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who's wrong here.....?

what next is the relationship between them....???

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