
Tears are flowing. The pain that was so stifling the chest could no longer be contained. Radit grabbed her black hair in frustration.
His memories in the past played in his mind.
(***)
Three years ago.
Radit propped up his chin on the table. His brown eyes stared at the focus of the paper that filled the formula on the table. His hands tapped on the table agitatedly.
"Heah...Math sucks." He also sighed slowly.
"Sir Raihan, why?" A little girl who had been playing with dolls in front of Radit, asked innocently.
"Regularly.the brain sticks." Radit rubbed his head slowly.
"Then play with me?" The girl asked with excitement.
"I don't have time." Radit muttered softly.
"Always so." The long black haired little girl puffed her cheeks, then threw away her face in annoyance
"You'll know tomorrow deck, I have competition." Radit looked at the little girl anxiously.
"That's why.duringly take care of all the problems and forget about your own sister." The little girl now turned her seat so that she turned her back to Radit.
"Haah, okay yes but just a minute." Radit sighed which made the little girl reflexively turn back her seat. With sparkling eyes he looked at his brother, Radit stood up and walked across the table.
"So what role am I going to play?" Radit sat next to the little girl.
"Being this horse's friend," The little girl picked up her brown horse doll.
"You know I don't have any friends." Radit sighed softly.
"Why? Why doesn't Kaka Raihan want to be friends?, having friends is fun!. Kaka can play along with them or do a lot of fun things, the friends are very good! It can make Kaka happy!!" The little girl said with spirit.
"My happiness is just enough you, Fany" Radit affectionately stroked his sister's head.
"Don't you answer my question?" Fanny rolled back her cheeks.
"Because humans are not as we see them, they behave well but not necessarily with their hearts." Radit was silent for a moment, his face looked so sad. Her bad memories of the word 'friend' haunt her, all those sincere smiles are just lies to take advantage of her and bring her down.
"What happened to you?" Fanny asked worriedly.
"No. Nothing, anyway Kaka has a reason." Radit immediately wiped his sad face.
"I don't want Kaka to keep feeling down, I know there must be something."
"Nothing's going on and you don't need to know if you're going to be okay." Radit smiled warmly
"But Kaka knows, right? I can't live forever." Fanny lowered her head
Radit stared at the sister he loved the most. One of the reasons why he still feels happiness and still able to smile.
"You can do it, it's not a match for a tough guy like you, for a hero like you."
"Who did Fanny ever save?"
"You saved me know!" Radit smiled then rattled his sister's black hair, Fanny only gave a small smile, her brown eyes staring at her brother with sadness.
"You doubt your smartest Kaka?" Radit smiled with warmth.
"No, it's just that Fany was moved to see a smile." Fany jumped up and hugged her brother. Her tears burst to fill the room, and tears poured down her cheeks. Radit gently combed his sister's hair, the soft scent of shampoo calming her so frightened heart.
Radit is just an ordinary human being, a creature full of ignorance and fear. He didn't know what was going to happen and he was so scared of what was going to happen. All he could do was to throw away his fear and act as if everything was fine, acting as a firm figure.
"Don't be hard, I'll worry you." Radit said slowly, tears could not be contained anymore. Slowly tears flowed down his face.
Fany only nodded lightly sobbing, her embrace growing tighter at her brother's waist as if she didn't want to let go for good.
(***)
Radit ran hastily down the aisle of the hospital with no concern for those who saw him. Tears flowed incoherently on his face, his breath roaring, his heart beating unruffled.
Radite...Radite...Fany is gone.
Nonexistent.
The voice from inside the phone kept on
haunting his mind.
You certainly can, that disease is no match for a tough guy like you, for a hero like you.
Radit accelerates the pace.
My happiness is just enough, Fany.
Radit slammed the door of the patient's room.
But Kaka knows, right? I can't live forever.
Radit was silent at the sight before him. Mother cried so much on the edge of the mattress, while moving Fany's stiff body on a white mattress.
Radit walked slowly, forcing his legs to tremble violently. The father behind the mother can only stroke the mother's back. Radit continued walking, trying to take a closer look.
Bruk!
Radit's body fell down, unable to see what was happening. He bit his lips and then clenched his hand with all his might.
AAAA!!
Radit screamed hysterically along with the tears flowing down. He clutched his chest which was so tight he felt sadness. Her tears burst to fill the ceiling of the room.
For the first time happiness in his life was lost. He may have been betrayed, he may have been lied to but it never made him this crowded.
(***)
Radit fell silent as he stared blankly at the carving of his sister's name on the tombstone.
"Radrite." Mother patted Radit's back slowly, Radit turned his head lethargic and stared blankly at his mother.
"You want to know what your sister said?" Mother said softly.
"What's that?"
'then I have to stay happy, even without myself'
(***)
"But why.why my happiness is taken again!" Radit lowered his head while firmly grasping the wooden floor.
"Have I not suffered enough?... Could this get any worse?... How much should I feel!!" Radit shouted full of anger while hitting the wooden floor with all his might. He could only sob without being able to do anything.
"Radit..," father's voice rasped from behind the apartment door. Radit reflex turned his head then removed the trace of crying and then stood up.
Radit's father opened the door and walked slowly.
"Yes" Radit stopped when he saw the figure of his father, he was staring at the figure of his father in a blood-soaked office uniform. Radit's father staggered towards his son, as if about to collapse.
"Dad.." Radit approached while putting on an expression of disbelief "Dad.why?" Ask worried.
Radit's father was silent for a moment and then suddenly his body collapsed, fortunately Radit had caught his father's body.
"Dad why?" Radit was biting his lips, his brain was messed up with something else and now bad things are getting messy with his brain.
Radit's father groaned for a while which made Radit even more confused. Radit's father let go of his son's embrace and then walked back.
"Dad why the hell?" Radit raised his eyebrows, not understanding.
"Radit..go away..ayah does not know why..ayah feel different.." Radit's father said hoarsely. Radit immediately walked back to pick up the knife on the floor, for some reason his premonition told him to take the black knife Alan had given him.
Radit's father muttered indistinctly, like reading something. Radit's father raised his head and looked straight at his son As Radit's body froze, his eyes stared in disbelief.
"That's....!" Radit's father shouted as he ran towards his son, with his mouth wide open about to devour his son.
Radit leapt to the left avoiding his father's bite, Radit's breathing roared, sweat flooded his face, tears unconsciously flowing down his face.
"Meats, meat, meat!!" Radit's father screamed and then ran to his son, Radit brandishing his knife.
Ten more stops from his son, Radit's father collapsed onto the wooden floor. Radit could only be silent and stared in disbelief, he fell down before his father.
Again, something crazy happened in his life.
"Dad.." With trembling hands he tried to touch his father.
"Radrite...." His father was speaking softly, his original voice. He looked up at his son.
"I, uh-yes.." With a stutter Radit answered.
"I'm sorry dad.I'm sorry.live happily, live happily." Radit's father shed tears behind his glasses which made Radit even more confused.
"I'm sorry dad...." And at once his head collapsed into a floor, like a loss of energy.
Drap Drap Drap
Alan ran and then immediately stopped in front of Radit's open apartment door, his breathing roaring, sweat flooding his face.
"Cih.late." He grumbled slowly and then walked towards Radit. Radit only fell silent, his eyes looking blankly at his father's stiff body.
"Roman.." Alan called out with a worried tone.
"Allen..." Radit lowered his head "What happened?"
"This is the devil's doing. Your father has been demon-possessed and controlled, but your father must take his life because his body is unable to carry the power of the devil." Alan was sad
"Who is this blood...." Radit said limp while staring at the blood on his palm. The only possibility is that, the one who always comes home with dad from the office.
Alan was silent for a moment, then looked at Radit with pity.
"Who's blood!?" Radit called out hysterically.
"Your mother, it's your mother's blood that's one car with your father." Alan said with a heavy heart.
Radit bit his lips and hugged his father's head weakly.
AAAA!!
Radit shouted loudly along with a broken cry, tears flowing profusely. Alan bit his lips, his hands clenched tightly, he could not see this scene.
For the third time the happiness of Radit's life was taken away.
(***)
At the police station.
"So you saw your father covered in blood? In the apartment?" The police asked carefully.
Radit only nodded slightly and said nothing when questioned. His eyes were empty like a dead man, making the police who saw him become compassionate with the child before him.
"Thank you for your testimony. Please son, you can go." The police said it softly, Radit nodded and then walked thrashed out of the office. The spirit of his life is dead, all the people he loves are gone, all are lost in the rips of his life.
Alan was standing right in front of the police station.
"Radit.
"Where?" Radit asked not excitedly.
"To the countryside of the hunters."
"What hunters?"
"Devil," Alan said steadily.
"I'm not interested." Radit threw away his face.
"Follow it first.then after that you decide." Alan smiled kindly.
Radit stared briefly at the Russian standing before him, he had blond red curls and dark orange irises, not forgetting his tall posture. His mind is filled with questions because it experiences phenomena that do not make sense.
"I'll answer all your questions" Alan said, as if reading "Just an hour" Alan reassured him.
Radit nodded limply, he was very curious about what was really going on, from the death of his parents, about Isabella, the devil, the crazy labyrinth and the many things that might drive people crazy.
Alan turned right then hinted Radit to follow him.
They walked on the tortoises, under a night sky illuminated by starlight.
With a feeling of tightness in his chest as well as questions piling up in his mind, Radit follows in the footsteps of his friend who nearly killed his sidekick
BAB.A.SADNESS(END)
Profile of main character.
Name: Raihan dityana trosno (Radit)
Age: 15 years
Gender: Male
Height: 168 cm
Weight: 54 KG
Birthday date: 14 August 2005
Things to like: Isabella
The thing I hate: delay
Physical description.
Teenage boys with average height, have short black hair and brown irises. His face was handsome according to the women.
Name: Alan Sabastian
Age: 16 years
Gender: Male
Height: 178 cm
Weight: 58 KG
Birthday date: 15 July 2004
What I like: by myself
Who hated: The Devil
Physical description
The tall bule teen with her curls in blond red, her sharp dark orange-colored eye bead intimidates. His bulenya face was more often expressionless, making a cool aura attached to him.
Name: Isabel lawardia
Age: 16 years
Gender: women
Height: 160 cm
Weight: 52 KG
Birthday date: 1 April 2004
What I like: Eating
Who hated: traitors
Physical description.
Teenage girl with average height, has an asian-european blaster face, her graceful eye bead is blood red iris, while her back black hair is always allowed to unravel, making her look more beautiful.