Hubbak Ghali, Yes Habibi Qolbi

Night-time

Husain continued to visit the mosque. He did not think that he could commit this sin. Perhaps, just his lips grazed Qianzy's cheeks, and even that was unintentionally. But for him it was a great sin. 

"Oh my God, what have I done?" 

"Me and Qian, my lips? His cheeks .. but, astaghfirullah hal'adzim. What is it with me, God?" 

Husain continued to fight between his mind and mind. He felt guilty for doing such a bad thing. Even when Fathan rebuked him, Husayn briefly snapped at him.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Ustadz. Why just talk, anyway?" reprimand Fathan. 

Without answering his greetings and noticing Fathan's presence, Husain left. His mind was completely troubled by that unintentional kiss. Feeling guilty and guilty for doing something he should not have done. 

"Ustadz, Ustadz Husayn!" Fathan was astonished by Husain's strange attitude.

Feeling something strange, Fathan followed Husain to the mosque again. Husain had forgotten where he was going and what he wanted because of the accidental kiss. 

"Ustadz, why the hell?" fathan asked a little loudly. 

"What, anyway? Can't you?" snarled Husain. Even until the people in the mosque turned their heads towards them. Husain himself made a fuss. 

Fathan swore, then moved away from the sensitive-looking Husain. After the maghrib prayer, Husain decided to take a short walk in the brick-making area that Qianzy had previously used and the triad to hide. 

When Husain got there, he was surprised to see Qianzy burning fish and corn with a green blanket there. Qianzy was so brave, even at night alone in the hut she was not at all afraid. 

"Qianzy, are you here?" ask Husain. 

"Well, what's up here too?" qianzy asked confusedly. 

"I .. I am," Husain began to be confused. "What's this about? I tried to forget that little sin, why would I add to it by meeting him in a place like this?" murmured Husain in the heart. 

"Hash stop! Come and sit down. I'm burning corn, fish and a little meatball. You want to come with me for a meal, Ustadz?" bring Qianzy. 

There is no other way to avoid it. Husain also chose to give up. He accompanied Qianzy to the fires that night.

"Nih, I bakarin make, Ustadz," Qianzy gave Husain his sausage and grilled meatballs.

"Thank you" Husain said with a smile.

"Cas easy, brother! Come, eat!" 

Qianzy burns a lot of sausages, meatballs, fish and corn. Since losing her parents, Qianzy has indeed changed quite a bit from her original attitude. By then, he had already begun to make peace with himself. Moreover, Qianzy is trying to get Husain's heart and help his brother to marry Ustadzah Rani. 

"You come here often?" ask Husain. 

Qianzy shook her head. "When the triumvirate moved away from me, I rarely came here. I was just burning in my room" he replied with a smile. 

"Burning in the room? What about kebaran? Danger knows!" Husain. 

"Jeez, Ustadz. Not the burnt out of this tool. There are more sophisticated tools using electricity. I'll tell you later, if we're given another chance to eat together" Qianzy replied casually. 

"But eating in the room is not good, Qian" continued Husain. 

"Why not good? What reason?" qianzy asked curiously.

Although it is about where to eat, the rules that strictly govern, do not exist. Only, there are some signs or ethics that must be maintained.

One of them does not eat in a public or open place, which is not necessarily used as a place to eat. Then, do not eat on the road or while walking or even eat while talking and sleeping.

"Therefore, if anyone asks how the law of eating in the room or bed, the law of eating is allowed, only less precisely that," continued Husain. 

"But don't go ahead if you want to eat in the room. There is no ban, only less good." Husain said. 

They still enjoy the night together. To where, Husain did have to return because he had scheduled himself to teach his students. 

"All right, I'll say goodbye first, yeah. Thanks for the food. Still have to teach" said Husain.

"Things teaching? Buset, that's all. Who is learning? Who wants to study at this time?" Qianzy still likes it all she wants. 

Husain explained that most students always spend their time learning and memorizing. Making Husain remember to Qianzy who was willing to learn, but always skipped from him. 

"When do you want to start learning?" ask Husain. .

"Oh, hehe. If so, how about anytime?" 

Qianzy started negotiating. Qianzy also said that she was waiting for guidance in order to learn with good intentions. 

"The father was picked up, not waited. Prepare yourself tomorrow. I'll wait for you in the usual place and we'll have to study, okay? Assalamu'alaikum," Husain left. 

"Wa'alaikumsallam,"

"Ck, learn, learn, learn. Aghhrr I giggle next time tuh ustadz," said Qianzy. 

Qianzy's true nature that always protests finally appeared again after a long time asleep. Indeed, since both his parents were always busy working first, Qianzy became a little annoyed with his parents and vented resentment to his classmates. Finally, Qianzy has no friends at school for always doing less well. 

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Day by day passed. Qianzy has also started studying during the day along with Ustadz Husain. However, on the other hand also Qianzy prepares herself to enter the campus. Abid did not want his sister's education to be disrupted as well just because of moving to the pesantren.

Although too dizzy and tired for Qianzy had to share the task between campus and pesantren. Qianzy still sincerely lived it for the sake of her brother. Qianzy changed herself for Abid and his father in the grave. 

Moreover, at that time Qianzy was also used to wearing a hijab and wearing clothes that were quite loose than before. 

"This is for the sake of the late Abi and Mas Abid. So that they would not be thrown into hell because I did not guard the aurat" Qianzy muttered while wearing a hijab in front of her dresser mirror. 

That morning, Qianzy will be escorted by Ustadzah Rani to campus. At first, Abid asked Husain to drive his sister. But Qianzy refused and asked for Rani's body to take her to campus. 

"A little liptint times okay, huh? Despite the hijab, fashion should still be number one, dong!"

"Oh My God's. Qianzy you're so beautiful. Your skin is white, your eyes are beautiful hahaha who will reject me? A class of ustadz Husain would invite me to marry-"

Qianzy continued to praise herself in front of the mirror. Instantly, just remember if it should not be a cause, praising yourself is a matter that is allowed in Islam, only if not careful then the act can lead to riya behavior', riya', showing charity for the sake of purpose wants to be praised.