How You Give Pain And Happiness Together!

chapter 45.

"yes, it's my mom" I replied to my mom as I chuckled.

"since mama is nervous as you who are still treated richly like in-laws, wonder you don't know anyway.you are considered what the same in-law and also your brother-in-law is" mama's reply stunned me.

indeed, all this time I was not too close to the two brothers-in-law and also my in-laws, ever when newly married to mas Lukman we lived with one roof. indeed there was no dispute but, but, I was considered a maid by my brother-in-law and also my in-laws.

imagine early in the morning I had to clean the house while they were still asleep, getting up just to eat breakfast while my in-laws after that went straight to Yuni's house to help take care of her two children even though my position was pregnant at that time.more badly, even more so, when I complained to Lukman, he said it was my nature and my duty as a wife.

if you remember that, of course, I feel very upset with the response of Lukman mas.from that point I do not respect the family Lukman mas who likes arbitrarily, but, that was all I knew when we got married.

"uh, even daydreaming" said the mother surprised me who was stunned to remember the events before.

"what the hell is ma ngagetin aja" I replied with a soft look.

"mama know, surely you're thinking about your mom's talk, right? hahah, you know that Diah your expression is so rich" replied mama made me stunned.

"what the hell, ma, not very clear. sok know deh, besides I'm not why-why times ma. males also think rich people that, anyway not necessarily they think we let alone your feelings. it's a waste of time" I answered a little.

"hahahaha, Diah Diah tumben your brain really. all this time you where aja hey, who wastes that time you are married to Lukman was a waste of time.have not difkashi properly, not difkashi properly, dealing with the same in-laws and toxic in-laws" replied the mother with a loud laugh.

"mama whatan si ma, segitawain me. seneng ya ngeliat his son rich gini, very nice" I replied by looking dislike at mama.

"some of you have been said to take care of your divorce with Lukman, eehh you even love him a chance.so gini, he is more showing that he appreciates his family more than you Diah. let me ask you, until when will you survive like that Lukman?" asked my mother, who I answered with a shoulder.

"well, you just don't know. like this, there are things that you can still understand and there are also things that you don't need to make an excuse to survive. mama had felt as a daughter-in-law in the same way your mother used to treat her. Mama really understood how you felt, but mama survived because you defended her at that time.but Lukman? even he did not hesitate to slap you on, you know it has entered in kdrt" answered mama made me look at him with a difficult view to interpret.

"the horror of mama in our country is the state of law.if Lukman brings your two children, in court you will still win because children under the age of twelve will certainly be cared for by their biological mothers. so, I'm sure that somehow Lukman will definitely lose in terms of childcare. let alone Syifa is still a baby and she is still breastfeeding, she will definitely come with you not with Lukman. plus, plus, she will definitely come with you, Rey will not be silent so much.he will definitely defend you until you get your thing from Lukman" answered mama made me slightly nod my head justifying.

"continue according to mama I should be how ma?" ask my mom.

"you just have to convince yourself what you want in your marriage, if you want to split up then quickly talk to your sister and also your lawyer who yesterday but if you still want to continue your household then this time also mama told you to return to your house there" mama answered making me a little stunned.

mama was a little harsh, but her words made me think a little bit and justify what she said, but I was confused as to how, what to do, on one hand I did not like the nature of my mother-in-law but on the other hand I thought of Nayla and Syifa who also still need the affection of us as her parents.

"but ma, I really can't give a decision at this time.I'm really dead-end, please give me some time ma. Let me stay here with Nayla and Syifa, too, let me cool my mind for a while anyway ma, I am still thinking of Syifa as well as Nayla who still needs complete affection both her parents ma" I replied with my head bowed.

"you are wrong Diah, just by letting you continue to be with the man just as you let your child have a weak mentality.The state of the household has an impact on the child Diah, the child, for example yes because your household with such a lukman.it does not then affect the mental Syifa and also nayla, nayla, sometimes it's good to split up because the reason is clear that he can't protect you from staying with the toxic Diah household" replied mama made me pause for a few moments justifying what my mama said.

"what my mother said, mbak calm aja if it mbak want to divorce from mas Lukman I and Reihan mas ready to help mbak until mbak get mbak and also children" said Rey who suddenly came to make me and my mother was shocked to hear the words of my sister.

"but Rey, what about Nayla and Syifa. If you split up automatically we split the house, what would you tell her if she didn't see her father in the house" my answer made Rey smile a little.

"it's an easy affair mbak, mbak can say if his father works overnight or what reason is it. this is also in order to maintain the sanity mbak, mbak, I think as long as I'm a part of that family they'll stay that way against mbak. I'm sure very, very sure mbak," replied Rey who was immediately embraced by her mother and also Reihan who was beside her.

"how according to Raihan mas, what could I get his rights including the right to care for his children who are clearly underage" asked Rey to Raihan as a lawyer he hired.

"of course Rey, of course. let alone both are underage, of course, will follow his mother.even later mbakmu will also be able to live Iddah and also live for his children".....

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