How You Give Pain And Happiness Together!

chapter 18.

the conversation with Sintia and Nayla also made me and my mother forget our conversation about my return to the Lukman mas house, my mother also forgot her frustration with Lukman mas.

I know very well and sure if actually mama did not want to interfere in my household and also mas Lukman, he said, but her feelings as a mother forced her to do all that because she could not bear to see her daughter treated unfairly with her own husband.

"that you are the same Nayla rest first aja gih, already want to be asar.just rest for a while, later mama wake up if the time to pray asar" said mama on Sintia and also Nayla.

"that's it, eehh but there is food ga si. I'm hungry again" said Sintia accompanied by a grin that showed a row of white teeth.

"sorry you didn't buy food there? it's from your mas enough to eat both equally to get into it" replied mama avenged kesehan by Sintia.

"so I've bought ma'am, but abis eat I continue swimming again.so yes laper again, mama know yourself a sport most make cepet laper" sintia answered making me shake my head.

"mama did not cook si, but there was a grilled chicken earlier mama bought lunch time. There is still a piece of rich, if you want to eat readyin yes Nayla no more roasted chicken" mama said to Sintia who immediately nodded her head.

"siaaappp maaa" he replied in the spirit of four-five.

"yuk nau, we maaasann" invited Sintia to Nayla who immediately nodded her head with sparkling eyes. Nayla also followed Sintia into the kitchen, me and my mother who saw only shook their heads to see the behavior of the two who were almost the same.

"for coming home so forget about your ngocehin again!" said mama who apparently still remembers if from earlier was raving on me about mas Lukman, I just smiled in response.

"do not be too good with Diah people, mama does not like.in the past time was still dating only you can already love your new phone to use Lukman whose phone is lost. finally where, where, instead of thinking about changing or if you want to buy your own phone, this is even sinking now" said mama made me silent listening to everything she said.

"don't want to continue to be trampled on your pride as a woman first, you know, you once said that if you get out of work and choose to be a housewife, surely your pride as a wife will be stepped on by the husband's family but you still want to be a housewife. now proved? in the past, when your father wanted to marry you, you never agreed and it was said in front of your mother, but you tried to convince, but you tried to convince, but now somehow every thing that you forbid and we oppose it happens something that we did not expect.or maybe you already have a hunch that is not good with your household when continued. but now it is yes already, all has passed.you just walk everything that has been in front of the eyes, this is your choice this is your path this is a destiny that God has outlined for you" mama's words made me nod my head rubbing the suddenly wet eyes.

"iyaa ma, sorry if I always argue every talk mama same father.if I used to follow the wishes of the father I'm sure I will not be like this, this is all my fault ma. sorry I" my answer was to hold my head down the tears that almost spilled in front of my mother.

"have no need to cry, do not need to be regretted. all has happened, now mama just want to tell you if you have to be firm as a woman. never obey anything your husband says if it is wrong in your eyes, do not ignore the prayer and Allah because it is the only helper for his people" said mama advised.I only nod my head in response, as well, my mouth was locked and I could no longer speak hearing what my mother said touched my heart.

to be honest, until now there are regrets because I have chosen to be a full housewife, but I also have no intention to return to work, either, I explained why it wasn't hehehe.

there were footsteps stopping my conversation and my mother, Nayla and Sintia had finished eating and they approached us who were sitting relaxing.

"Alhamdulillah fullnessaaaa" said Sintia closed her eyes and stroked her stomach which was already full.

"just a moment ago, after eating already told to sleep only mama" replied Sintia a little upset.

"yes it's more than rich, rich kids a week don't eat it" answered Mama, making me smile a little.

"yeee just ajalah, why" replied Sintia indifferently.

"yes it is up to you" replied the mother a little annoyed with Sintia's behavior.

"sana sin invited Nayla to sleep first yes" I said to the scintia who pursed her lips.

"already if on the maksa I told you to sleep, let's nau we sleep on the nyebelin emang this parent" said Sintia who immediately invited Nayla into her room, although with a grumbling look but still done what I asked.

"the same turn as the mother was a cepet, the turn of the mother who told me a lot of alesannya" said mama muttered.

"it's just so yes si ma, anyways it's not good to eat and continue to sleep" I replied making mama speechless.

"yes, it's up to him to do it" replied the mother in the end.I laughed at what was said by the mother.

"don't laugh at you, inget yes don't let you also ask to go home again before Lukman himself who invited you here. mama lakainin this is also for your sake, do what torment his own inner self. now you have a baby, live alone without a mother who can help you at home.so be ready to keep the mind healthy so that the body is healthy" said the mother who I immediately answered with a nod of the head.

"iyaa ya ma, later I wait for the decision mas Lukman aja first. thanks yes ma already want to help me so far, although mama know this is not good but mama keep lakin for me" I answered with a full smile.

"yes, together, so next time what parents say do not play the feeling continues.the package is also the logic" replied mama makes me laugh a little.

mama is right I've always been such a fool when it comes to feeling for men.

"iyaa yaa ma, anyways this is already married ma not kidding anymore. I also have long married the same mas Lukman not only a matter of months but also already in a matter of years" my answer made my mother smile cynically.

"yes in a matter of years that also your husband is not changed is still so nature, pardon deh safe the same Lukman it. he can not be different what obligations where responsibility, responsibility, besides your son-in-law is not only Lukman there is still a brother who is a boy. right? why is it all as if Lukman is bearing, there also your in-laws live with Lukman's older sister right? rationed the same Lukman also every month, the time is still whining the macem again. Rich son was already enough all his responsibilities the same his wife's children well aja" mama replied with annoyance with every action taken by Lukman's family.

I who heard the complaints of mama was just silent and did not comment on me let the mama with her frustration until it runs out and did not remove all her strings if in front of mas Lukman or even the mother-in-law, yes, even if we know what will happen later.