How You Give Pain And Happiness Together!

chapter 41

"there are but tapi mas, if you have other money please give but if you are not better you are silent and not demanding much. because all this time I was silent and never demanded anything" I said looking at the annoyed man who was still my husband, of course I felt annoyed. no matter what he considers me to be until everything he covers up tightly with all the lies that his family created.

without seeing him who was still silent I passed back into the middle room with anger, I saw my two children who were asleep and deliberately I did not wake up.

"prepare my coffee and my work clothes, I will go to work today" said mas Lukman who turned out to have passed the bathroom. Although upset, I still rise to do what he ordered. I get my husband's work uniform and the long black pants he used to wear, then I make coffee and open the back door so that the cool morning air enters through the open door.

after both I have done I also sit on the edge of the bed, then I reach the phone that I put not far from Syifa because last night before going to bed I play the phone until sleepy.

before long Lukman also came out in a complete uniform, he also combed his wet hair after it passed back to the front to take out his favorite big motorbike.

"Diah," he said to me, I replied with a dull and fleeting glance at him.

"what?" the one who saw him was still silent without saying any more.

"mmm I can ask for money to buy gasoline?" he asked doubtfully without looking at me.

"how much?" answer's short.

"fifty thousand aja, motor gasoline I've been blinking about it" he replied, I immediately took the money he asked. I took three pieces of fifty thousand money that he gave at that time, I took, then I gave it to him.

"this, fill it to the full.maybe enough until later you pay again" I said handing the hundred and fifty thousand money to him.

"iyaa thanks, God willing enough.for my cigarette how is Diah?" the question again made me frown.

"cigarettes?" I asked to repeat his words.

"yes my cigarette, I also need Diah's cigarette" he replied enthusiastically.

"there is a mas, you can each day get more money way. time can not use it to buy cigarettes, eat also you use the money anyway" I replied to make him speechless.

"but,,," he answered, which I broke straight away.

"what? the rest of the way money you want to collect to give to your brother, is that it?" I said that made him go silent.

"mas, mas there yourself is just a calculation of the kok sok and want the same attention of people. whatever if you want it like that, which obviously I will not give if not for important rights. your cigarette problem, it's none of my business" I replied with a sharp look at him.

"you can do dong Diah, it's my money too.I work to get that salary, time just to buy cigarettes you don't love. outrageous you Diah" her answer made me look at her in annoyance.

"why should you work? isn't that your job? why do you so complain, for many years I have relied on you just to be quiet you give fifty thousand to meet all the needs of the house.after all, you have to meet all the needs of the house, I'm sure the money must be a side just to buy cigarettes mah there must be no maybe not come back." answered me again made him back silent with a face holding back anger.

" you're getting here more and more late Diah, I don't think like this your attitude towards me as a wife can't appreciate her husband at all" she replied to make me turn my eyes.

"mas, mas you're not wrong to say or how. I should have said it like that to you, have you appreciated me as your wife? where there is a husband who gives to his family greater than he gives to his wife, only you doang mas. even you do not permit or just tell me. it's your turn to be cheated out by your family, you ask my family for help.heh, don't you have shameless veins?" I replied with a snarl, I do not care anymore about the status of Lukman mas as a husband because of the pain he inflicted on me. If he were more my dignity I would never do something like this

"aaahh it's free to talk to you, selfish wants to win alone. I'm tired of cheering you, early in the morning make people rise in blood.willing to work instead of being made relaxed even made dizzy" he replied as it passed leaving me in the middle room still holding back anger.

"they have that brain in use, don't want it just nurutin the wrong person.same wife aja stingy still want pretentious and help others" I answered tightly.

"they're not Diah's, they're my brothers. siblings!!" he answered by shouting to wake up my two sleeping children.

no longer heard the voice of the mouth that came out of his mouth, only the sound of a motorbike was heard in front.I'm sure Lukman mas was about to leave, before long I heard the sound of his motorbike away from the house. apparently he left without saying goodbye to me and his two children.

"shuutt don't cry, baby" I said to Syifa who was still crying because she heard Lukman's loud voice earlier.

"ma, nay nalain tv yes watch the twins" said Nayla who immediately gave a nod of the head.

"iyaa nay, mama still want nyuin this sister. later awaited ga his sister, mama want to wash dishes first" I said to Nayla who immediately nodded her head with funny.

"okee ma" he answered combining his thumb and index finger in the form of the letter O.

I laughed a little with Nayla's behavior is very funny, after Syifa was calm and had fallen asleep again I also immediately clean the dirty dishes that I will wash. after all clean, after all clean, I also invited Nayla to take a bath while her sister was not awake.

"nay, take a bath yuk. mumpung sister has not bathed" I said to Nayla who immediately turned her eyes towards me.

"have you finished washing the dishes?" ask with a funny expression.

"it's a pity, take a bath" I replied, Nayla only responded with a nod of her head in response.

we took a bath together, after I finished I replaced him with new clothes that he would wear to play as well.

"nah now already fragrant, here sit again watch his tv yes. mama changean want to wear clothes first" I said to Nayla who immediately responded to a nod by him.

I also immediately berberes eat clothes until but, then buy breakfast for me and also Nayla. I just buy rice and fried tofu as breakfast for us.

"nay, let's eat first" I said to Nayla who immediately sat up straight, I began to feed her spoon by spoon and Nayla accepted it greedily.

"well, it's finished nay. now change mama ya who breakfast" I said to Nayla who smiled and nodded her head.

"iyaa ma, dedek kok has not woken up yet ma. kana it is already noon" he said after finishing the remaining food in his mouth.

"yesa did dede was sleeping again, so now not awake. gapapa kok, if Nayla wants to sleep again also gapapa. sleep alone" answered me who was immediately greeted by a head bobble by Nayla.

"nga ah ma, people I still want to watch the twins" he replied with a funny expression.I just smiled in response to Nayla's words, Nayla, after my breakfast was over I opened all the windows that I had not been able to open. I opened with the width of the front door and also the back door, I opened the door, after that I moved Syifa to the baby bed that I put on the floor because I had to clean our beds.

"nay down first yes, mama wants to finish this bed first" I said to Nayla who was immediately followed by him without saying anything.

after all I think is done, I also boil water to shower Syifa and prepare clothes and also distinguish and oil hers to always fragrant.

I also took off Syifa's clothes one by one, but her son still closed his eyes, but let it be, I'm sure he'll wake up when I lift up.

after finishing breathing all the clothes of Syifa I went back to mix the hot water with cold water that I had prepared. afterwards I lifted Syifa, Syifa, well, it's true he must have woken up when I picked him up.

"nah will wake up, you if not lifted gini do not wake up, son" I said kissing Syifa's body that smells sour hyhihi.

"Dede want to take a shower?" asked Nayla who I answered with a nod of the head and also a smile looking at my first child.

seriate.....