How You Give Pain And Happiness Together!

chapter 39.

at nine o'clock in the evening Lukman came home to work with a face with emotions, I know very well how such a face.

"i want to talk to Diah" said Lukman to me, I also did not go back into the middle room and more serve the words mas Lukman who I'm sure there will be a dispute between us.

"what?" I asked briefly to Lukman who stared dislike towards me.

"what do you mean to insult my family? what did you say to mama and also sis Yuni? isn't it enough that you just insult me until you have to insult my family?" ask her with a slightly snapping tone.

"ooohh so mom has complained to you until you go home to be angry like this mas? what did your mother and sister say? is that all? didn't they tell you they wanted to ask you to divorce me? now, I'm asking you to divorce me!" I replied in a relaxed tone to make Lukman widen his eyes.

"what do you mean, there's no way they're saying that and I'm never going to divorce you. Remember that Diah!!" lukman replied with bulging eyes and a hardened jaw.

"what to do this household continued mas, if you only hear from one side you have snapped at me. provided you know yes mas, mas, your mother and sister here want to ask for your salary ATM, and they want to manage your salary, so why I do not love. even what you said I insulted was because they insulted me first, rather I just defended myself. You think I'll just be quiet if I continue to be insulted, huh!! if not for the advice of Mr. Raihan I've sued for your divorce, so please tell your mother if I'm not afraid you're divorced!!" I replied snapping at Lukman who was immediately silent to hear my words.

I hesitate to say that, not afraid of being a widow, which I fear Lukman will abandon his child, only because of the wishes of his mother who always wanted to be granted.

"don't you dare say Diah, so how is he my mother.and Yuni's brother is my brother, your brother-in-law Diah. They have the right to manage my finances, because they are my brothers and parents.what is wrong?" he replied, I did not think what was in the box of Lukman so that he could say like this again.I am tired if I have to continue to explain to him about the right of obligation that is widespread in the household, he said, though he is the head of his family, but he does not seem to understand where the rights and obligations are.

"they're family and parents, I'm your wife, just so you know, your rights and obligations to me and the kids.The right I refuse or accept input from anyone, including your mother, if I think it's wrong it's wrong but if I think it's right it's true, and again, you have a wife. This is our household, not your sister's or your mother's. I'm the one who has the right to manage all salaries and expenses until the income of this house, not anyone else. let alone they do not live with us mas, you are sane or have started to go crazy huh!!" I replied snapping at Lukman who has been very outrageous in my opinion.

"i am tired of arguing every day about finances and finances, as if your money is endless. whereas gajipun only mediocre, you just keep following their lifestyle. you know their lives are so much better than ours, what I wonder is why your mother and sister always feel less and pestered our lives when she herself knows that only you work while they, while they, are, the basic ingredients available monthly money big brother Yuni your mother still gets monthly money from you even from her husband Yuni. Why always bother us mas, try now your brother where there is news? there is no! always everyone wants to doang good without wanting to know how hard rich, honestly I also bosen mas menenin you accept you to treat as I want to start tired mas. what do you think fifty thousand dollars can be? even your own brother who was given four million in a month was gone for some time, how I who only you love fifty thousand!" I shed tears and felt pain again with what Lukman said this time.

"but you don't need to insult them Diah, instead of now you have my salary ATM. already, you simply refuse and do not prolong the problems that exist." he explained.

"just enough you say? now we exchange positions, if you have been insulted for the past few years with my family how? oohh just like this, how do you feel the wrath of mama yesterday when you know her child is treated arbitrarily by you and also your mother and sister.how does it feel? hurt her? insulted you! what about me mas who for years heard all the insults that came out of the mouth of mother and sister Yuni" answered me who was still trying to wipe away tears so as not to come out too much, he said, it hurts your heart when my own husband can't understand the pain I feel. If he's in my position I'm sure he'll leave me for a long time because he can't stand being insulted, after all what's wrong if I defend yourself when insulted by his family.

"aahh it's a headache to talk to you always have the answer" he answered taking a change of clothes and then entered the bathroom to clean himself, he said, while I can only cry in silence to see the response issued by mas Lukman.

I also lay down the body next to Syifa who had been asleep since then, fortunately my two children did not wake up and still sleep soundly without hearing the commotion that occurred between father and mother.

"you better apologize to my mother and sister Yuni, it is enough not to extend the distress that has already occurred. anyway that megang atmku still you right" said mas Lukman makes me grieve.

"sorry? mas, since you never changed.who's wrong who was told to apologize, you think everything will run so far? with me sorry your family will be able to trample me on? I'm sorry, I can't even apologize even my heart refused to forgive them even though those who came to apologize were already a long time ago when I got married, every act and word of your mother that hurt your heart only you answer "already sorry, the name of the words of parents. naturally, the older the richer the child nature" so continue to mas. I'm tired of giving up, it's up to you to judge me how. if you keep going like this and don't want to change, sorry I will definitely give up" I replied without looking at Lukman and trying to calm down with heightened emotions.

"don't start Diah, I just want you to apologize to the mother.anything is indeed an old mama, don't have to be taken heart of what the same mama said" answer Lukman lightly

"mom is old, but your sister is not old, right?! you must realize that what your mother said on the basis of your brother's will, that's his nature. You must understand how your sister, notah where the brain that did not kepake it he put" I answered cynically.

mas Lukman just looked at me and was no longer able to speak, he kissed his two children while I just closed my eyes to control my emotions.To be honest, remembering all the behavior of my sister-in-law and mother-in-law made me hate them.

since the beginning of our marriage I can bear and be patient considering that you are not home and expect very less in interacting, he said, but in fact it was only a few months the rest of the mother more often came to my house to just ask for food or snacks for herself.

"it's Diah, just give up. I'm afraid to lose you, I'm playing until we get divorced" Lukman said touching my forehead.

"if you don't want us to part ways with your mother and sister not to interfere in our household, remember I have given birth to two children for you. your duty is on me and the children.The boy's paradise is under the feet of his mother mas, but that does not mean you agree to all your mother's wishes above the limits of your abilities.I am also your wife, but that does not mean you agree, there will be no smell of heaven if you continue to make me cry. indeed there is no disobedient mas in the wife of disobedience to parents, but there is a mas whose name mendzalimi wife and child.". ......

seriated.