Hijrah Records Zeira

Chapter 25

rafael laughed blandly "i might not have done it richly dib, because I still love you so much" slowly his face turned soft, he then took a deep breath before finally exhaling it

"adiba, whatever is still related to you I still keep neat until now, so don't blame me, I've stopped too tired"

"sadly it will not be rich gini, yes I know without lo kasi tau, then from that I feel no self-esteem at all, and whatever I'm doing now, whether it's a change, I don't have any fear for you"

"how many times have I told you that I'm a sin raf" while pointing to myself "maybe it's true what you said a few years ago that I was a whore, yes, because I have no self-esteem at all in your eyes"

"you know raf? the woman in front of this lo, the woman who you hurt, who you treat as you like, is a woman who never told anything to her parents raf, whose personal life is only in her own pendam,only I know myself raf, I'm tired" he said staring blankly at the ocean with tears that had escaped wet his cheeks

"i'm sorry for everything I've done to you, now is not the time to talk about it"

"keep talking about what else? talk about me"

"already dib, instead of you meeting to talk well, yes already why so discuss the former anyway, my grandfather"

"yes that's rafael, I didn't meet so we could talk"

"hm hold on now what you want to talk about"

"huft gini, what else do you expect from me? you yourself also say that you are also tired, so yes have been looking for ways or things that make all this really finished"

"gue tired constantly become rich doll lo, as you like to do me or do something as you want" rafael turned to not accept

"wait, what was the doll? anyway I have to do what you do dib,gue rich because it is carried away by emotions adiba"

"iya doll impingement you right? prostitutes, women have no self-esteem, cheap women, treat me rich women who have no self-esteem at all, oh yes cacimaki I have also, let alone not yet? "

"my adiba"

"gue tired raf, maybe you're tired of hearing me say rich gini but I dare swear I'm really tired, really tired,I just want this problem to finish and continue to be strangers who do not know each other" rafael in front of him was sobbing while shaking strongly

"the one that can't exist, I don't want to"

"can raf should be able to, until when do you continue to hope for the same human? if you continue to hope for the same human being then you can no longer be happy but hurt"

"that is the risk, because to hope as a human being is to expect uncertainty, it is better to expect the same God who is clear certainty"

"lo tell me to hope for God, I continue to hope for God by asking me to be the same, may I? " zeira was glued to him

"it's the same focus that created you, not the creation"

"i just want this problem to be finished, I don't know what else you want from me raf"

"gue just want you dib, just lo adiba"

"but why rafael? " not the sarcasm of Rafael

"because I love you the same"

"not raf not love, but you're just obsessed with me, because love only exists after marriage, apart from that, it is only the lust from within man that plunges himself into the wrong path"

"gue is not obsessed with lo dib, I just want lo it aja,lo different from all the girls that I have known dib, I'm comfortable with lo"

"vary what? raf that comfort can be obtained from anyone, if you say comfortable yes friends should also be comfortable first"

"make me different, for the sake of Allah and the Messenger of Allah I just want to be there"

"raf, you cannot force something that is clearly not destined for you, umar bin Khattab once said, what passes you means is not your destiny and what has become your destiny will not be missed you"

" i'm tired of adiba, you think you're just tired? I'm tired too"

"alhamdulillah if you are tired, all this time I just do ngelakuin everything until you feel tired yourself, and now you are tired right?I hope this gets everything done"

"gue knows I was also wrong because I have made a decision unilaterally, and I also know you are as dear as me, but the way you are wrong, I'm sorry" rafael just kept quiet

"want to reconcile? " rafael turned to look at zeira and wiped his tears

the next second he nodded "I also apologize for all the mistakes I have made, please forgive me yes dib eh zeira" he said fix his own words

the corner of zeira's lips raised to form a crescent moon when he heard himself change the call "I'm happy to change you now" he continued again

"it's really finished, isn't it? " he asked to make sure

"ck why?don't believe me very much"

"yes that's how it is"

"this time it's really dib, I'm also already at the point of tired myself"

"thank you, I hope you're happy in the future"

"even without lo, right? " answer

"sorry" he said

"haha yes it's okay, yes I already say first assalamu'alaikum, nitip salam for ana equally impatient aza" then leave in front of zeira

zei stared at his strapping back that was getting away from the cafe with a woman who was none other than his cousin, Amora

"ZEIRA ADIBA HUMAYRAH! " the screams of the two made zeira look at the two annoyed

"ck astagfirullahaladzim, why are you screaming"

"misn't it yourself"

"yes but not shouting also times ah, tuh see us as a watch material" reflexes both pay attention to their surroundings which turned out to be true to make both of them immediately grin

"how? " tanya ana is excited

"how what? " reply zeira as if she didn't know

"ask on the knob his head with concrete"

"haha don't astagfirullah, very evil anyway"

"that is, if asked seriously, answered"

"you nanya? you ask" following the trend now which immediately got sharp glances from both her brothers

"hehe yes sorry, yes"

"what already? "

"according you? " the two immediately embraced him

"aaa seriously zei? really do? you're not lying, are you? "

"is it really zei? "

"yes, come home, it's 9 o'clock"

"is zeira kan lo" zeira silenced the mouths of the two with a tissue knowing they would protest

"iya came home first I told you, ayok" pulled aza and ana's hand and left the cafe

on the other hand, a guy still continues to see the three women who have just walked out of the cafe with a face full of smiles, especially the tiny woman in the middle who is flanked by her two brothers

"gue can't lie about how I feel" Amora nodded in agreement with her cousin's statement

"yes I know, that's your right to love him, yuk come home mommy already nenyain us" they then get into the car and go home

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now the three substitute friends of this brother is joking in a park not far from their home, because it just so happens that Sunday allows them to stretch their muscles a little after fighting against task after task every week

after a few months ago, the youngest made peace with his mass, now slowly zeira has returned to the zeira as before, zeira and adiba are aza and ana are familiar

"eh angel here is good, try standing there zei"

"where is za? "

"well yes there, right bit, bit again okay steady, 1 2 3"

checkered

"how to see the results"

"look good, right"

"wuih mashaAllah is very good za, uh but try if I go to the left bit nih, try again" while the eldest just watched his two younger siblings without any intention of nimbrung

after an endless shooting session, women will not get bored with the name of the photo, though,

"huh turned out to be tired too ya photoin lo"

"Yes, Za, the charities of tau"

"sulung clay is good the result, try it earlier you come" while showing the results of shooting aza

"try zei I see, well this is good I like this one" the eldest who had just been silent now opened his voice

"girl"

"hm, why na? "

"there's something I want to know" Aza and Zei throw question marks at each other

"was? don't be weird" their minds were between fear and curiosity

"no, seriously"

"keep what dong? " he put on his smile and the next second he raised his left hand like he was showing something

there was a little sneak embedded in his ring finger, his brain suddenly stopped working when he saw it

"YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY"

"SEDUNG, SERIOUSLY? "

"THIS FIRST LADY, THIS ISN'T A LIE, IS IT? "ana nodded in response, the three immediately hugged each other channeling happiness into each other

"aa sulung already in iket dong" said aza accompanied by sobs

"hiks kaka I'm getting one less"

"eh uh kok on a cry anyway"

"huwaa who the hell na, who has dared ngiket lo without the knowledge of both of us? "

"you know the man"

"who? " ask them plain

"you swear that the only lecturer who is the most passionate to know no, the old lecturer base flat face, just no girl who wants to be with him, the person he just does not have a heart of heartless" ana repeated the sentence she had said

"guess who I've been talking to? "

"sir rasya!? " answer the two in unison who are then nodded by ana

"HAA?!"

"you're not kidding, are you, Pak rasha? mr rasya our lecturer?"

"the lecturer who said that ngasi task is not snacking? " again answered a nod from Anna

"mashaAllah, don't make your own talk anyway lo"

"aaa really so dong za"

"eh but wait, surely rasya sir when to sleep and your feelings with us mulu"

"hmm I forgot to tell you guys, not to forget but the time is not right because we are busy at that time with zeira"

"how is the story going? "

"sir rasya suddenly went home, at first I was also shocked but it turns out emang mama with her parents rasya temenan"

"means that during your stay at the campus, Mr. Rasya knows that you are the son of his mother's friend"

"yes, I can say that"

"ihhhh so gemes tau, rich in the world of orange that's the story"

"yee lu mah world of orange mulu"

"why the hell, sirik aja you"

"eh btw congratulations yes, I'm so sorry we said it late"

"yes, you don't know us, congratulations"

"it's okay thank you"

"cieee is rasya sir's candidate"

"what the hell" the three immediately laughed and hugged again

"girls, stay rich gini yes whatever happens in the future" said Ana still with hugging her two younger siblings

"always, thank you for being there for me and with me until now"

"i also thank you very much, already want to accompany my maturation process, do not bear fruit"

"thank you God still gives me pleasure that is second to none until now, thank you for the life lessons that really mean to me, thank you also rafael has become one of the tests in the hijrah and maturation process,now it's over the record of the hijrah journey from me zeira adiba humayrah" he said membatin

Hijrahs,

to you my best friend Adam's grandchildren! never delay to repent just because the reason is not ready to change, or not ready to obey, we are very wrong with thinking like that, because the coming of death does not wait for this self is ready or not, the same is the case with us.changing for the better again not waiting for the right time.

The world is sometimes charitable, and we live to find charity for our provision in the hereafter, so change/migra does not wait for the right time but Hijrah while there is still time, don't let regret haunt you after it's all over.

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