Hijrah Records Zeira
Chapter 23
the night is getting late accompanied by the sound of crickets who seem to sing lullabies to the inhabitants of the earth, the,
but unfortunately the little girl still did not close her eyes
all this time in his brain just thinking about how to make everything really stop, he was tired, tired, sick of being mixed into one, he knew how but most likely impossible
he woke up from his sleep, he had to take the right steps to end this, as soon as possible,
he nodded as if he had a whisper
he then rose up to take ablution and then stretched his chest to perform two rakaat prayers istikharah, relying on Allah to ask for the best path of his choice later
then rubbed his face rough "huft yes, I have to meet him, I can't keep going this whole thing continues"
"everything will not be finished if I continue to avoid rich gini, the ending will remain the same because everything that has not really ended, hopefully what is now my decision is the best path from you, Rabb, aamiin's"
this morning zeira has returned neat with the game and hijab wrap, do not forget totebag contains a laptop and several other books
"ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM WAROHMATULOHI PLAGUE! " said Aza while knocking on zeira's door
"ZEIRA! BUKAIN PIN_" he had not been able to continue his speech, ana had already closed her mouth
"ck don't have to shout, this is aza, this is not the market"
"hwuek ih hand lo stink ana, really slovenly lo"
"hm thank you, so don't yell at your ugly voice"
"ah I have shouted so that zeira woke up, who knows if the child is still molested "
"Yes za is still my molor inside" replied zeira who had been standing in the doorway with his hands crossed his chest
"your youngest hehe, has it been a long time? "
"grim again you, yuk enter"
"yes sorry zei, is the point of my intentions good right na? "
"don't know, don't ask me"
"so bad, pms lu hah"
"this mother has no guests invited" he shouted to his beloved mother
"yee, good-natured you"
"who dear? "
"i'm the same as aza ma'am"
"oh that's mom's mah kids, here baby to the kitchen"
"read more cooking what mom, I think it's good"
"ye rich do not know aja lu za, it is yes mother's cuisine tuh slalu delicious"
"hehe can be the firstborn, here let's eat coincidentally mother again cook chicken soy sauce your success is"
"wuihhhh really good, hmm the smell is just a gini fragrance teasing really so laper again"
"eat here and eat first just left for campus"
"hm it's his son's turn to come so forget the same as his biological son"
"yes, yes, yes, I love my mother more dear to us "
"eaten to be late"
"ck is the youngest, patient why hasn't there been a bribe"
"you also eat first baby, let's not drop again"
"hehe is a beloved mother, it is safe if I mah"
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"my girl to the novel rack first yes, later meet here again" he told his two friends
yes indeed after the third campus has to the bookstore because aza who wants to find books for his duties and zeira who will look to add to his collection of novels again
"this is it, excuse me brother"
"yes, can I help you? "
"oh yes I want to ask the Eccedentesiast novel is over, yes or still there? "
"oh, brother, thank you"
"thank you, brother, if you'll excuse me"
"huh late again, forced to wait"
suddenly he was shocked by a hand that touched his left shoulder
"astaghfirullahalazim"
"em sorry, assalamu'alaikum" he said
"eh wa'alaiqum"
"why here? " ask zeira
"huft, may I have some time to spare? "
zeira turned to the hallway where there were aza and ana blocked the bookshelf,
"can"
"follow me zei" he seemed to think for a moment before answering remembering he took her that night to meet the person who turned out to be his cousin
he then stepped outside the bookstore followed zeira without knowing where to go, actually zeira was afraid and hesitant but he tried to remove negative thoughts from his brain
"za this isn't the book? " tanya Ana turned a book in her hand
but the one in question even looked at the cracks of the shelf like looking for something
"wow not really, woi denger I don't really? it's me again speaking pea"
"you said what you were, sorry not horrified"
"yes it's not that you're busy talking about it, why are you weird"
"i was wondering if there was someone who looked like that mora"
"seriously lu? where's emang? "
"then I went there, so I went for mastiin"
"ck looks like doang kali"
"maybe yes, this is the book"
"ck I've been busy myself"
"hehe sorry firstborn, yes yuk pay"
until now zeira along with women with long hair has been sitting sweet in a restaurant not far from the bookstore
yes he's amora, kayven's best friend and rafael's cousin
"gue does not know where to start zei, but for the first I really apologize as sorry as you are, lo, yes I know my biggest mistake is to drag you to meet the person who turns out to be the most you avoid all this time" he said opening his voice
"my huff, I don't know what to do with zei, I can't refuse anything he asks, because mommy has been very dependent on her family since my father left us,although I know that his actions have crossed the line"zeira just silently heard every word that came out of his mouth
"and I'm so sorry about that, I'm so sorry about you, at first I was afraid to see you again after that incident, but this guilt is so great zei, but, I can't keep going through the haunting of guilt"
"hmm I also already know everything, before I apologize for going back to discuss something that you yourself do not want to discuss it, he said, starting from ana's explanation of adiba and zeira in the hospital at that time, and I finally heard directly the story and explanation of the real ka rafa, and which turned out to be beyond my expectations zei" I could not feel her tears dripping down her smooth cheeks
zeira sighed furiously and then wiped away the trace of her tears "I'm sorry you know, I'm sure you have a reason to do this but you don't have to feel guilty, you don't have to, for me, this is God's destiny"
"and about that problem, you're sure you'll know sooner or later because you're mor's cousin"
"now he's completely satisfied with everything he's ever done to lo zei, maybe you won't believe my words but I dare to swear from the look in his eyes he was so sorry for all his actions zei"
"hiks zeira_" he reached out to zeira hands tuk he held "in the name of my cousin kak rafael I apologize very much lo zei"
zeira nodded "i'm sorry about him too, but may I ask you to please"
"may, as long as I can help you I'll help zei, as well as make my mistake"
"gue wants to meet rafa, can you help me? " morah was surprised to hear zeira's words just now
"seriously zei? "
"gue needs to talk to him mor, I don't want any of this to go on"
"okay, I'll help you"
