
"loh ze woke up? " tanya ana as soon as the three reached zeira's room
zeira who had been busy with her own thoughts only answered with a nod
"what do you want?want to eat a drink or go to the toilet I anterin? " false ana
"no thanks"
" is anyone sick?or what complaints are there? "
zeira again shook his head "no brother"
"oh yes it's me from the canteen and I keep buying you apples" said Ana enthusiastically as much as possible to make zeira unsuspecting
"This is also a fruit from me zei, hopefully quickly healed yes" added Kayven who again only answered a nod from zeira
aza himself still with his emotions that have not fully muted make zeira look confused towards him
"aza why? "
ana chuckles trying to cover up "haha it could be ze he's the most sensitive person, I don't know all of a sudden from the doctor's room eh instead so tangled his face "clearly the firstborn then returned with silence
"emm how are you zei? " ask kayven with a stale base
zeira took a quick look and replied "thank God it's better"
"snake? " call him
"hmm why zei? "
"i can go home, right? "
"yes, tomorrow morning you can go home"
kayven who had just been silent turned to look at the small clock that coiled in his left hand
"ekhm girls I say first yes there is a problem"
"oh yes already, later please kasi tau mama ya masakin favorite chicken soup zeira, later please lo anterin here" reply ana in thumbs up by kayven
"zei I go home well hopefully get well soon, assalamu'alaikum" then step out of the room
"oh yes mother was saying clean-up first continue all between the files first in the office, then it's just here again"
"you don't know the mother about"ana already held the back of zeira's hand wrapped in infusion
" just relax we do not tell the real mother, who I know you ketapean continue to enter the hospital, even though yesterday was not entered two days ago" explained ana
zeira breathed a sigh of relief "gratitude if you don't know, and hopefully then you never know" his reply was then agreed by ana and aza
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"sister, I want to go to campus tomorrow" Zeira said suddenly as the three were joking in his room
"he? really do? "
"lo sure? " answered a nod from zeira
"but lo's condition? "
"Yes I'm sure anyway, I've had a month at home right" he sighed before continuing his talk
"but zei"
"sstt believe me, my brother, it's okay" as much as possible to convince both
after almost a month he was at home now he decided to return to outside activities like before again,
because he shouldn't have kept himself locked up in the house
on the other hand, Mora was trying to persuade his cousin to want to eat, because after from the hospital at that time Rafael became more quiet and slalu confined himself in the room without eating
"let's eat kak, if kaka do not eat continue rich gini kaka can be sick"
"do you want to get sick? "
"gue no mor appetite, no maksa"
"no, I must be forced to let me know tau aunty maya"
"okay deh gini aja, kaka want anything I will participate as long as you want to eat"
"what do you want? want to go for a walk or want to shop or want to camping, oh or want to travel? "
rafael rubbed his face rough, his brain seemed to want to break because he kept thinking about his brother, eh ralat zeira
"mor's? "
"hm why brother? "
"was I wrong? " mira breathed out and placed the plate on the table
"may I ask you something, brother? " answered a nod from rafael
"what have I done before to make adiba sound so sad from the story ana, can I know brother? "
rafael looked at his cousin's face and then he started to open his voice
"huff High School time fitting new student admission, there's one girl that made me have a crush when I first helped her bring a ball, there's one girl that made me have a crush,because his tiny hands can not hold a lot of balls in one bed even though there are only 4, he is the owner of the full name zeira adiba humayrah"
"she is very active in all areas of school, cheerful girl who is always friendly to anyone, many of her boy friends whom she considers as a substitute brother because he was born single, he said, and its nature that will make anyone comfortable with it"
"but at that time I did not dare to deketin and choose to watch him from afar while finding out about him, until finally fitting 12th grade I tried to deketin his person who turned out to be very welcome, so,friendly continues to be exciting too and either coincidentally or my luck, it turns out he just broke from his spell, it's me deketin" amora just quietly listen to his cousin's story
"and finally we made it on the terms of backstreet because his parents did not want him to make a date, as time goes by I love him more and more and I do not want to lose him mor, mor, really-don't want to lose him don't even want to be away from him, you know I ever got an offer to play ball in poor time, at that time, but I refuse because I don't want to be away from him and take care of him"
"gue does not like to see him with other men besides me, even the man who has been considered brother to him, from the beginning everything is fine but finally his parents know that we are dating, but,as a result I was caci maki with his mother, not only I hit but he also, he also,after the incident he asked to break up but I didn't want to and tried to make him sure that we could make our mother our blessing"
"but if only he asked again to break up because he said he wanted to hijrah, clean idea hard do not want because indeed I already love it the same he mor, mor,after all, a relationship built on the permission of both parties becomes very selfish if it breaks up without the consent of one of them, right? "
"gue even to tell him, if he really wants to move it's okay, the question will not be banned but not broken but break, break, but he still did not want and remained the same principle at that time"
"because of my love feelings that have blinded everything, I foolishly invite him to meet under the pretext of something I want to talk about, I take him to my barrel that is all mor guy, all mor,and you know that thing that I regret for my whole life mor, my question I'm a guy fucked because it's already chafing him mor" mora covered his mouth with a look of surprise, face,
"brother lo"
"no mor, I didn't take his honor, but still I was scorned him that night, not only was there in the name of love and revenge because it hurt the most to make me do other stupid and disgusting things, even now mor, mor, I sell it all because I want to avenge the pain is very, I just want him to understand how much pain I was in broke up when I really love him, he said, but I never satisfied mor with anything I did to him, the pain is still there today "
amora wiped a trace of tears from her cheek "lo was too selfish for love, and now I know actually your feelings were just an obsession not love,yes I admit that zeira is also wrong but you shouldn't do this brother"
"gue is sure you must know kak if zeira becomes depressed because of events in the past, which certainly has something to do with lo"