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Dirga.34

I keep changing the tv channel "Nih tv show why ugly all the hell!!!"

"It's a bad taste. There's a good drakor!!" sahut Laras from the kitchen.

"Ogah Race!! Watch at your house!"

"Lo ngusir me huh??" Barrel walked up to me and sat next to me.

"Lo nyetok escrim?" i nodded. My fridge hasn't been empty of that one food since the last few months. Every time I miss Diandra I always spend more than 5 packs of ice cream.

"Woy! Why do you dream of anjey!!"

I blinked my eyes a few times. Jeez I so daydream Diandra again "Gue no papa."

"Lo still thinks Diandra is Nagra's sister?" asked Laras while spooning the ice cream into his mouth.

"Gue just wanted to know about Diandra's feelings to me aja Ras. Still no chance for me? If there is none, my decision is complete. I'm leaving town before the graduation announcement."

Laras facing his body towards me "Lo sure don't want to come on that day? Don't you want to see Diandra perform again?"

"Make what? It's getting harder for me to forget him!"

"Ga.. Mending you talked to Nagra. You asked for one day to rejoice Diandra. Lo spent 24 hours with Diandra. After that you convince yourself, you have to what. If you want to forget him, please!"

"Gue is not sure Nagra will permit Ras, Nagra is very fond of Diandra."

"Trust me, Nagra will permit you to go with Diandra! He said he wanted to stay here. So let's talk about it later tonight."

"OKAY.."

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"My guy can come in??" I glanced towards the door of the room. Oh nagra. "By the Gra.."

Nagra sat next to me. I was silent thinking about Laras' speech this afternoon. I'm talking about Nagra. Who knows if he's my permission.

"Gra, I'd like to ask your permission."

"Gue also wants to say it's not the same lo. Laras told me about his proposal. I think you can try that. Who knows, after that he can forget you. And you can relax him for me."

I closed my eyes. There was a pain that I felt when I heard Nagra's words just now.

"So you're not allowing me?" ask me slowly.

"Gue permitin. But you have to promise me, Diandra can't be scuffed in the least. Don't let him do anything after the same road. He's too valuable of anything."

He's too valuable from anything.

I exhaled slowly. Then nod "Gue guarantee he will return with better conditions. It'll even be better."

"Ga, what's your decision about college?"

College again. Questions that keep me from remembering Diandra.

"Most likely I got into the choice of two Gra. I'm still not sure if I want to go to college here."

"Gue just wanted to say Ga. If you go because of Diandra, I suggest you think it's okay. Not necessarily the time you are there later you can be as easy as that lupain Diandra. Could have been just after college here turned out to be a very easy way to escape him."

"Lo here ain't probably just gonna talk about it kaaannn. What the hell are you doing here? Put on another show?"

Nagra embraces me "PS an yok. I'm dizzy with kuliaaaahhh."

"The ogah ahh. I'm studying for my exams."

"Once doang elaaahh. Until I win" I think for a second. "Ga, we haven't played ps together in a long time. You are always the same. Come on, me maeeeeennnn pliiiiissss..." I'm standing. "Till morning gas!!" I was nodding by Nagra.

Nagra's right, I'm the same he's never played together again since my problems with him. And maybe after this I won't be able to play with him again if I actually go to college outside.

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"Where else are we going?"

Today is the day I have been waiting for the most. After the conversation that night with Nagra, I established myself to talk to Fabian and also bang Joe, so that they permit me to take Diandra away.

"Lo wants to kidnap me, right? Go home I dong, pity bang Joe if I say, no one wants him to make a defecation before college!!" I laughed when I heard the words of Diandra.

"Gue thinks he's just grateful that you're Ndra!" Diandra frowned while singing her tiny lips "Somebody might be grateful that I'm missing, there's a lot of angisin I've lost for me."

Degs..

Lo bener Ndra, there is a nangisin lo because you lost lo. And I belong in it.

"So where are you going to kidnap me?" ask him again.

"Where do I want to take it?" Diandra seemed to think for a moment "So you've bought me new clothes, you want to take me to the pelaminan yaaaaa?"

Anjey!

"Would you like me to take it to the pelaminan?" Diandra. I think I mispronounced. Duh lo dongo really Ga! Obviously he doesn't want to! He is now Nagra's girlfriend.

"I wear my seat belt. Go to sleep if you want to sleep. The journey was quite long." I got closer to Diandra's body. With this close distance I can smell the typical scent of Diandra. The smell of strawberries I have always missed. The aroma that used to always stick to my shirt because of Diandra's behavior. I immediately put on Diandra's seat belt before I became addicted to Diandra.

"Oiya Ga-" Diandra tilted her body so that it faced towards me "Why?" I answered while focusing on the streets.

"He said our promnight is the same as the anniversary of his marriage to how many years it is. Keep saying you play piano so he wants us to bring his song Anang same Ashanty title-"

"Don't tell me what my name is?" Diandra laughed "Yes, Mr. Eko told us to sing the song."

I look at Diandra at a glance, if your answer will satisfy Ndra, I want to sing with you even sing in front of you every day I want. "So you want to?"

"Just think about it.." Andra nodded "Hem okey, but beware of lo php. If you say yes if you don't want to say no! Don't do it when you don't want to!"

"Yes baffles!!" I'm scrambling Diandra's hair. I don't know Ndra after this I still have a chance or not to laugh with you.

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"Ga? Where are we??" I was sitting on top of the car looking at the source of the sound. Ah it turns out Diandra has woken up "Here sit.." I pat the car next to me.

"Well?"

"The sky is beautiful Ndra kayak lo." I keep staring up "Ndra, you know? What was the thing I've been waiting for the most all this time?"

Diandra looked at me and damn it made my heart work go "What?"

"Gue wait where there is a moment I'm just the same you. You know after that day I always think of you! Not because of my guilt, but because of my feelings for you."

"Ga-"

"There's a lot I want to talk about Ndra, I just want you to hear my explanation."

I took a slow breath "Gue fell in love with Ndra just like you. I fell in love shortly after you hit my ball when we were new kids. I've been in the denial stage all along. I never believed in my own feelings. I always throw that thought away."

"Gue comfortable time you often disturb me, time lo nempelin I continue. When you show off your yellow hair in front of me, when you bring me breakfast. All the time I spend is just as comfortable. I lied that you were a bully! I lied that I was uncomfortable with you! In fact after you left I just realized, I lost you. After Nagra was present among you with me, I felt you were far away Ndra."

"Gue wants to apologize to you. And I want to go back to me again. Could it be Ndra? I miss lo Ndra, I'm addicted to everything about lo." I stared at the old Diandra, hoping that there was a word 'can' coming out of Diandra's mouth.

"Gue I'm sorry you Ga, if I haven't sorry you, I wouldn't be here right now. But make it back again, there are some things I have to rethink."

"What feelings have you lost for me?"

"Gue lied Ga, if I said I don't love you. But I'm so sorry, I can't. I need to heal my heart first."

"But Ndra, I'll heal your wounds."

"No, not you or anyone else who can heal my wounds, but myself. I can heal that wound until it's completely healed."

"Ndra, if I leave this town will you feel like losing me?"

"Ga-" Diandra laughs "Lo question funny Ga. I lost you long before you left town, right? A few months ago I lost you. And you know that fact!"

Egg it!!!

I smiled "I'm sorry.."

Diandra smiled then he pulled my hand and held it "Ga, whatever your choice, I will support. Wherever you go, I believe there must be something good behind it. I am sincerely lo. Want to be with anyone later, tell him. 'There was a woman who chased you desperately and it turned out that the woman was less fortunate and ended up losing you.' So I want him to never cry out. He has to make you happy, laugh constantly, like what I did to you first, even though I ended up in the same omelin lo." Diandra laughed heartily. "Thank you Ga, thank you for the opportunity I made you come this close, can walk together as lo kayak as I hoped first. But I want to throw away your feelings. Don't ever save any feelings for me."

Diandra stroked my face slowly. "Ga, I'm not gonna tell you to stop loving me, I'm just telling you to throw your feelings at me. Just like I'm slowly erasing you from my life."

"But I don't want Ndra, all I want is lo." I clasped Diandra's hand. "Gue can't Ga, I hope after this we can be friends as usual. Lo without your feelings and I without my feelings."

I can only be silent on hearing Diandra's decision. Maybe I'll never have lo Ndra..

"Ga, let's see. The star is beautiful but it's a long way away..."

I stared at the direction that Diandra pointed to "I think I'm the same as you now?"

Diandra glanced at me for a bit, then smiled "Ga, now I'm beside you. Forever it will be like that. I was never far from you. The same difference that used to be, I use the feeling of the near future with you and now purely friends."

"I guess I can stay near you it's more than enough Ndra." I tried to embrace Diandra. Fortunately he did not refuse.

I love Ndra just as much. Much bigger than myself.

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"Thank you for my safety." Diandra got out of the car with a smiling face, am I the only one who feels lost here?

"Gue in bogem your brother if you bring you home in a state of abrasions.."

"Again, thank you, Ga.."

"I should have said thanks. You want to spend time with me."

"Oh yeah, I'm in first.."

"Ndra. I have not answered your offer. After I thought I was okay duet with you."

Diandra smiled "Okay, after the exam we practice yes.."

"Ndra, one more. Can I have a request from you?" Diandra silently looked at me "Izinin I've been hugging you just once."

Without warning Diandra hugged me tightly. "Thank you for everything. Thank you for allowing me to make hugging you.." I returned Diandra's embrace, I breathed deeply into the typical fragrance of Diandra. I'm sure I'll miss the scent of Lo Ndra. Everything about you has become my opium.

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so gengs, according to what is the ending kaleaaann?