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Diandra.21

"Why were you there, brother?" ask me after I can master myself and also my heart of course.

Sister Nagra received two glasses of warm tea from mbak Tika "Mangga mas, mbak drunk first." I smiled affirming Tika's words and looked back at Nagra's sister.

"Sir, you haven't answered my question!!" my sulk won't take. The scene in front of the music room was too fast for me. Everything all of a sudden. Suddenly I said that. Suddenly Nagra's brother came and hugged me trying to calm me down.

Brother Nagra seemed to flinch for a moment "Tadi.someone told me that you were crying in front of the music room. I happen to be close by again, I'm just samperin." I stared at him sharply looking for a crack of lie in his eyes.

Ciii! Righteous my guess.

"Don't you lie that brother's nearby? The honest brother only told me that I was in front of the music room but he certainly didn't say that I cry."

"Ndra-"

"Sister-" I cut off Nagra's sister's speech

"Why does God create love when we can't choose who we want to fall in love with?"

I looked straight ahead. Now we're both at the stall near my favorite lake. I don't know why I brought Nagra's sister here. I thought I was going to bring the most special person in my life here. That guy Dirga. Should have.

"Is it wrong for me to fall in love with Dirga? If I can choose also I don't want to like the guy jutek like him. I'm more likely to fall in love with someone who's more understanding of me than she is."

I cried again because of Dirga. It feels like remembering all of those things.

"Lo's got it." Nagra's brother gave me a hairpin and also the pen that Dirga had thrown at me. I stared at the two things. The hairpin was my favorite clip, but now it's the one I hate the most.

"Don't throw it!!" exclaimed Nagra as he saw I was preparing to throw the clasp. "That pin is more valuable than Dirga Ndra. You know that fact. Don't because you're again heartbroken stuff that makes him hate the same you just throw it."

Nagra's brother grabbed the clasp and then removed the paper attached to the clasp "This is what Ndra released. You don't have to give any names people know that this has lo. Or you give me a name but enough to name it."

I fell silent and accepted the clasp back. Not bad as well. I can erase everything about Dirga starting today. All of this without a little left.

He has asked you to stop Ndra, so it's free if you keep fighting him. That's your name is a waste of precious time you just for people not to use like him.

"Aren't you back at school?" ask slowly. Nagra's sister shook her head "Gue knows you need a friend now. So I'm as much as I can be next to you as a friend when you need Ndra."

I breathed softly "Lo back yes brother, thanks earlier already anter me here. I can go home by myself later. I still want to be here by myself."

"Ndra, but you're not taking everyone's phone, it's gonna be right now."

"Sir please, let me be here alone. Please understand me. I asked you to tell Fabian, I'm fine he doesn't have to worry. Tell him not to look for me, I promise I'll go home but he has to buy me chocolate." I asked by trying to display a smile as sweet as possible.

"But Ndra-" I clasped Nagra's brother's hand "Please kak this time. Don't tell Fabian that I'm here." Nagra finally relented and accepted my request.

"Gue back to school, aren't you really papa Ndra?" I nodded reassuring Brother Nagra. After that he immediately put his bike in the direction we came.

Now I live alone here. I don't even know what to do now. I walked down this lake.

Bang, what's Diandra gonna do now? Should Diandra take off Dirga? But what if Diandra can't?

I sat under a shady tree. Quietly back to remembering the beginning I liked Dirga. If he has a girlfriend why is he telling me now?

I cried alone under the tree that I had hoped up here would be my tree house and Dirga's.

Yes, that is hope!

Ah no!

**Dirga..

That's Halu**!

Yes, it is Halu!

I'm halu!!!

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I entered the yard at about 5 pm soaking wet. Miris.

"Diandra!!" the voice I always missed. Bang Joe immediately ran up to me. I fell down before Joe's bang got to my place.

You can't cry Diandra! No more tears for Dirga.

"Diandra.." bang Joe hugged me tight. "Lo can cry as loud as he hugged me deck."

Without comado twice the tears flowed again and again.

I failed to hold it.

"Bang, it hurts.." I cried. Bang Joe hugged me tighter, I heard a sobbing sound from the Joe bang. I'm sorry bang yaang actually make brother nangis kayak gini.

Bang Joe loosened his arms "Don't cry anymore, you're already ugly getting ugly. Now you change clothes first. Your wet clothes gini ntar lo sick." I nodded then followed the steps of bang Joe who led me to the room. Luckily mommy and papa haven't come home at will they don't know if I mess up gini.

Bang Joe agreed to my request and hugged me back tightly. The hug bang Joe really calms me down. At least for now I feel relieved.

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I blinked my eyes a few times. Ah it turns out I fell asleep in the arms of bang Joe.

"Abang.." I said slowly.

"Darling you're awake? Diandra wants to bribe porridge?" I looked around me, everyone was here. There's mommy, papa, bang Joe and Fabian here.

"What's sick, son?" I nodded answering papa's question. "Diandra doesn't have to pa."

"Diandra wants what? Want eskrim? Mama take it in the refrigerator. Diandra want how much? Let mamah takein." said mamah slowly. I know Mamah held back her crying. His voice was soft as trembling.

"Well, Diandra doesn't know. Diandra no longer wants to escape." I replied slowly trying to hold back tears.

The ndra!! Why do you become such a whiny girl anyway??

New diginiin already crying! Weak ****!!!

"If Diandra wants anything call mamah equally papa ya." pinta papa. I'm nodding. Now it's me, bang Joe and Fabian in my room.

"Gue bought chocolate at your request, which you told Nagra." Fabian gives 3 packs of chocolate. I smile. Maybe I can improve a little bit of my mood. I just told Nagra's brother that Fabian wasn't worried.

"Lo rest gih. No need to come in tomorrow. Your body is warm." said Fabian.

I shook my head quickly "If I don't come in, I look really weak in Dirga's eyes, I don't want to!"

"Ndra-" I cut a quick bang Joe saying "Bang Diandra don't papa. Diandra Diandra promised me good. There's Fabian and Nagra's brother, there's Fany and Vanya."

Bang Joe exhaled softly "Ceritain to everyone's brother!!" I shook my head violently "Diandra doesn't want to remember it all bang. It was enough that Diandra felt fragile. Diandra's story is all the same Diandra opening a new bandage Diandra install."

Yes, I just remembered one thing. "Where is my bag?" Fabian swiftly picked up my bag which turned out to be on the table.

Duh eye.

I opened my bag and took out all the contents. Then open my pencil box "Bang, Yan, please release the paper that is stuck in all Diandra goods. I want Diandra to change. Hehe the paper is ugly like it."

I walked over to my accessories box. I took out the contents. It turns out that all my stuff has its name. Oh my God why I***** so bad.

Bang Joe watched the pen he had borrowed before, then removed the paper attached to the pen. He seems to be starting to understand the situation.

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I looked at my appearance in front of my mirror. I thought for a moment, what to wear so that my eyes don't look so swollen. My eyes are like straight black lines. It's slanted, anyway.

"Nldra.." Fabian knocked on my bedroom door. I smile.

You can be as normal as possible Ndra and as if nothing happened between you and Him. Lo can definitely.

I opened my room door. Fabian glanced at me. I'm changing my appearance starting today. I cut my hair to the shoulder and made a short bang on my forehead with a winnie the pooh clip attached to the right of my head.

"Joe!!!" scream Fabian. I was surprised to hear his screams. Why else is this person?

"Whispering any-" bang Joe also fell silent looking at me. Is it weird that I look like this?

"Why the hell? My appearance is weird??" askaku. My voice still sounds hoarse.

"Beauty anjey!! Could it be Joe I'm just a girlfriend adek lo??" sahut Fabian and get a hard word from me. "Then!!"

"If from the beginning you gini couldn't have been Dir-"

"Ehem.." I decided on Joe's bang, I knew what he was going to say.

"Ekh, yes have breakfast in wait mamah equally papa." said bang Joe later.

"Gue wants breakfast in the cafeteria at Ndra." whispered Fabian. I nodded in understanding.

"Well, pa, bang, Fabian the same Diandra left first yes, there is a task that we forgot to do. Hehe wants to get an answer first." Fabian and I immediately say goodbye.

"Yeah.." Fabian gave me the helmet. I put it on immediately and got on Fabian's bike.

15 Minutes later we arrived at school. I gave Fabian my helmet. Fabian looked agitatedly at me. I smiled "Yan, why are you so nervous? Alay. Yuk ah in class. Don't be happy, I don't have papa. I just need this" I pointed to Fabian's chest field "Every time of course. Because at any time the bandage can open and the wound back wet."

Fabian smiled and ruffled my hair "Sure. Whenever you need me I promise I'll be ready.

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Anying is this part gabud.

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