
I stared at the two items on my study table, it made me angry and sorry for Diandra. All his belongings are always written in my name. Is that as important as I make him?
But why can't I return her feelings to me anyway?
drr...
I glanced at my hape. The iqbal? Why her?
Iqbal
Lo where? I otewe lo house, want wipian cuy, my house wipes die.
Me : room. Bring food home. Bring eskrim.
Iqbal
Y
I keep thinking about my decision tomorrow. I think this is right. I have to keep Diandra away from me. Pity him if I have to chase me continue even though I already have Laras.
drrtt..
Iqbal
Forepart
I swear, my son really never came to my house.
Me : Get in bgsd! like going to the house of your in-laws and reporting.
Two minutes later Iqbal arrived with a crackle. Hope it's ice cream.
"Since when did you doyan eskrim?" ask Iqbal. I have no intention of answering Iqbal's question. I'd rather struggle with my ice cream.
"Gue is sloppy!!!" Iqbal threw a pack of Lays he wanted to open. Damn it, kid!!
"What the hell is Bal!!" I'm scooping my mouth ice cream. It turns out true Diandra said the escrim was delicious.
"This clasp got diandrakan? He went to dismantle and unload the contents of the bag I know!" sulkan Iqbal while taking the Diandra clasp.
"Gue nemu dikantin time to buy drinks."
"Why not go back?" ask Iqbal while enjoying his millik chips.
"Tomorrow I'll turn around, I forgot." I noticed Iqbal's bag was a little bulging. This kid must have run away from home.
"Lo nginap here?" ask me carefully.
"It doesn't matter if I stay here?" ask her back.
"Bale-"
"Gue again do not want to discuss it Ga, let's discuss the other. Maybe about you same Diandra?" his words were full of emphasis. Now I'm the one who's lazy to talk about it.
"Why the hell are you really interested in Diandra? You like her?" ask me how I care about people.
"Gue just likes her fight. If he wants to ask me to help you I will gladly help him Ga, Struggle he really deserves thumbs up."
I was curious. No way Andra refused Iqbal's help "Emang you've tried to bargain?"
"Udah." answered Iqbal then looked at me sharply "But he refused! Do you know what he said to me? He said he was sure that one day you would return all of his feelings without any help. He just hopes for the same time and fate."
I'm speechless. Is it wrong if I fight?
Ah no! Precisely if I keep him gini, that's wrong.
"Gue doesn't feel anything about him Bal, if he keeps fighting me, pity him hope to continue. I want Nagra to chase him. I want him to forget me Bal. I swear pity him."
Iqbal laid his body on my bed "Lo sure there's no taste? Or is it just you who are not aware?"
No! I've never felt the same way as Diandra. There's no tree! My heart only makes Laras. Anyway barrel!!
"If you still want to think that and you want to tell Diandra to stop. Please. But don't be sorry if eventually he really turns away from you."
Iqbal pulled the blanket and then closed. Damn feeling at home he is so.
"Gue wants to go to bed first. Lo thinkin' all right! Don't take the wrong step!" he said then turned his body back to me.
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"But not with you Ga?" Iqbal asked when he saw I had the bike. Iqbal tau Laras most do not like riding a motorcycle.
"No, he said he needed to this morning. Maybe with Nagra." yeah, I've told all about Laras with Nagra to Iqbal. Only Iqbal who knows, because it is only he who met me after a long explanation that.
I drove the motor followed by Iqbal in the back. If I think among all my most mature friends his mind is only Iqbal, he always thinks in the future how. I think last night he told me about Diandra. He thinks in the future if it turns out I will fall in love with Diandra and ask her to come back to me?
I Dirgantara Davidson begged like Diandra Wijaya?
Begging dear to him? Not likely. I'm also not sure he can move on from me. I'm the first person she likes in this Nation High School. It may not be that easy to forget me.
I reduced the speed of my bike and parked in my usual parking lot.
"Gaga.." very familiar voice in my ears. Just like "Ngapain lo?"
Diandra walked up to me "Ga to class together yok.."
I pull the arm Diandra "Gue there needs to be the same lo, still 10 minutes input, follow me briefly yes" said I with as sweet as possible.
"Where are you going?" Fabian stopped my steps and Diandra did too. That close is your relationship?
"There's a similar matter to Yan's future candidate. I'm gonna drop the bag.." Andra immediately threw her bag at Fabian and was greeted on target.
I brought Diandra to a fairly quiet corridor. So that I can talk. Right in front of the music instrument room I feel quite lonely.
I took out the pen and Diandra's hairpin from my bag "Gue just wants to flip the pen with your clasp! One more Ndra, dump all my names in all your stuff. Not ashamed, huh? You are not ashamed I have refused you many times but you are still my ngarepin. You're not shy about giving the name of all your stuff 'Diandra Dirga' you're not ashamed huh? You know what? Lo that's queen halu!!"
Diandra kept quiet and she kept staring at me. "Ga-"
"Gue is tired Ndra see your struggle! You're not tired of what? You stop chasing me!!"
I waited for the Diandra reaction. Okay this is a little cruel already wet bitch! "Gue once read in the article that a girl is told to stop the same person she loves. He'll be horrified by that. Do you love me? So I asked you to stop chasing me! I have a girlfriend! You remember it's far away from me!!" I threw the hairpin and also the pen that Diandra had lent to me at that time.
I walked away leaving him alone without looking at him. I'm afraid that if I see I follow fragile see he's fragile. I opened my chat room with Nagra and sent him a message.
Me : Diandra again in front of the music room! Samperin hunt or I will pull my words that ngebiarin lo ngejar Diandra?
Nagra dragon
Ggsd! Lo apain huh?
Me : Bacot anjey! Love it!!!
Nagra dragon
otewe
I hid behind the turn still watching Diandra. Hope Nagra quickly comes and calms Diandra down. Diandra is really strong. I even saw he wasn't crying. He was still quite calm his body had yet to tremble due to the crying.
A few minutes later I saw Nagra approaching him and hugging him then the body of Diandra quivered because of his cries probably.
Good bye Ndra. I hope you can find a lot more appreciative of you than I do.
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I went back to class without Diandra of course.
"Where's the Diandra?" the sound surprised me when I was in class.
"What the hell." I replied that I didn't care about Fabian who kept staring at me sharply.
"Gue nanya! Where's Diandra? You were with him, right?"
"So he said he wanted to go to the toilet" I replied slowly. Obviously I lied. I can't say I've made him cry.
"Do you know boong!!" threaten Fabian's. He's restlessly waiting for Diandra to return. Maybe Diandra will go with Nagra or something I don't care about.
Fabian keeps calling Diandra, I see he's worried about Diandra. Lo stupid Ndra! You have Fabian, you have Nagra but you're still chasing me. Stupidhead!
"Fan, you same Vanya samperin go to the toilet, I'm afraid she's okay. My same bag. The inhaler's in the bag, the hape also turns out to be in the bag." Fany agreed to Fabian's request. Soon he and Vanya go after Diandra.
Inhaler, hape all in the bag? Oh, my God, you're so careless, Ndra. Sorry I'm Ndra.
"Lo remembers my words-" Fabian looked at me cynically "If Diandra why the first person I was looking for was Lo! I and bang Joe will make the same calculation! You remember that!!"
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