Heartfelt Love

episode 9's.Rafael's Feelings

Raisya Pov's

we all shook hands with Wijaya, and ate pempek together,

I was surprised to see Om Wijaya from earlier watching me constantly.

sometimes om Wijaya smiled to herself after seeing me, at first I was a bit uncomfortable and almost misunderstood with his attitude, but after hearing his words then I understood why om Wijaya just kept looking at me with a smile, he said, after hearing his words, when I saw him, Wijaya thought of his dead son, if his son was still alive, maybe he was the same age as me.

"Raisyaa what class are you in?"tanya om wijaya while looking at me with a puddle of tears seen in his seat.

"it's second grade" I replied.

"why look at you, Om always thinking of Nadin?looks like if he still has you guys right now this age."

"who is patient, you can think of Raisya like your own son." said the father who tried to entertain om Wijaya."oh Rey, Nadin's return is also second class right now? ask me back."

"Yaa reyhan is also second grade, but the boy is now often outside rather than at home, many activities he said, sometimes also more often spend time with his friends than with us his parents."

"yes in the understanding is sir, the name is also a boy if it is big yes" mother also chimed in this chat.

"luckily there is Kayla, the youngest who is still often at home, otherwise I no longer know, surely Mama is lonely at home alone", said Om Wijaya back.

"when you and your family visit my house, my wife will be happy.

"yes, sometime there is free time or day off, we visit your house" replied the father.

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That morning me and Resi were already in school, we walked to their respective classes, as soon as they arrived in class I opened the handpone and there was a chat from Rafael.

"Raisya you're already at school?can't you go to the Osis room now?".

"what's the matter, why did Rafael tell me to go there anyway?"

I was initially hesitant to leave, but I ended up going to see him.

arriving in the room, I heard the sobs of women, as well as the familiar voice of men in my ears.

"Give me, forgive me I can't accept your feelings, I've considered you a friend, nothing more, never cry again! I don't deserve you to cry mer".

I immediately stopped my steps, and kept quiet behind the door.Maybe now is not the right time to meet Rafael, I think I better go back to class.

However, just as I was about to return, the slightly screaming voice of my brother stopped my steps.

"But why don't you like me?what is my lack?am I not beautiful in your eyes?or do you like someone else?don't tell me you like him", Meri said it while smiling cynically.

"you also respond to the words of the people at school who say you're a compatible partner?, or do you feel that way too?"he said it again while crying."

rafael was silent, he did not respond to his brother's words.

"just let you go back to your class, soon the lesson will start, said Rafael.

"but you must answer me Rafael! you know not since we were in first grade that I've put my heart on you, should you feel that with the attention I give, I can't stand this feeling anymore, you know, that's why I'm revealing it now, but I didn't think it was just a rejection I got".

I saw him banging on Rafael's arm while sobbing.

"do you really like that little girl?"tanyanya back.

"don't you call him that!, he has a name Rafael said in a loud voice".

"ooh even now you're angry, if I call it that..."

"I know now, you do love it said meri back."

"I like him or not, it's none of your business, which I'm obviously sorry about again, for having to say it back, I don't like you coming back to your class."

"ciih I didn't expect, that girl you initially hated, for being so stubborn, how could you like her so much?

I'm actually wondering who they mean?what Aaaaku?but it feels impossible.

"enough meri!, if you don't leave here let me come out"

rafael said as he walked away.

But suddenly meri pulled Rafael's hand, and rafael stopped his steps.

"Look at Rafael I'll make sure to make Raisya, the odd girl is suffering", because it has dared to take the person I like, said meri.

I was surprised to hear Meri's words.

aaaaaapa????so the guy Rafael likes is me??

"What do you say meri, lest love make you do evil to others", Raisyaa is not wrong here, do not try to you dare to tease him, you understand!, and you will not do anything wrong!,

anyways this is just my business with you don't involve him"

said Brother Rafael, his face I saw reddened with anger.

"you think I'm afraid of what you're saying! we'll see".sayak meri back while passing away.

"Meri....meri .....you don't fuck around! yelled Rafael and tried to chase after Meri..

I who was behind the door immediately ran out as fast as I could, but my feet hit one of the chairs that was outside the room and then I accidentally screamed

"Aaawwwww ,uhhh sick" Rintihanku heard by meri and also Rafael who now turned out to be at the door.

"Ow it turns out you eavesdropped on our conversation from earlier?how much did you hear it, did you know that Rafael likes you? are you happy now?said meri while looking at me sharply and cynically.

"are you okay?suddenly Rafael approached me and stretched out his hand to help me..

"thank you, brother, but I can be alone" I said.

"sorry that I overheard you two talking, I came here because Rafael's brother asked me, and I was also about to go back to class, but I paused after hearing my name mentioned.

"you're not wrong, and I'll see you back in your class now!" said Rafael.

"why don't you be honest with him now Rafael! ayoo told him that you liked him", said meri with a wry smile..

"don't you interfere in my affairs!" Shouted Rafael.

"base of a weird girl doesn't know herself" said kak meri she approached me and looked at me with her sharp eyes.

"shut your mouth!"said Rafael while shuffling his hair frustrated because of the meri behavior that had been soaring earlier."

ever since I know you, until now in my eyes, you have always been the same, no ethics, always saying disrespectful to me. I have tried to always be friendly to you, but you still hate me.

I myself don't know what my fault is, I know you don't like me because of my attitude when Mos was, but it's not all my fault.

if only my senior brother could speak kindly and politely, I would not fight you, but now I consider you the same as the Children, whining when I do not get his wish.

and by your nature it is fitting that Rafael rejects you."

I said that because I couldn't bear to hear what he said to me.

"how dare you speak to me! you insulted Rafael who rejected me, because he likes you?you

don't be too confident, don't be a pretty ass, say meri back.

"resolve the matter of the two of you, do not involve me in it, for neither do I know in advance of Rafael's feelings for me!"

I also walked away leaving them both.

I saw Rafael coming after me..