Heartfelt Love

Chapters 13. The feeling is getting deeper

"forgive me brother!, but this has been my decision, I can't! raisya said, he deliberately turned his eyes away from Rafael.

"again I ask you, look me in the eye! Do you have the same feelings as me?or have you ever liked me even a little bit?just ask your heart Raisya, now it's just between me and you, don't involve anyone else" said Rafael who tried to convince Raisya..

"sorry I have to go home brother, thank you for everything" Raisya said as he passed away.

"wait a minute! this I almost forgot to give your birthday gift, Rafael gave the yanng box from earlier in his hand to Raisya, even though you rejected my feelings, but at least please accept this gift, I also hope you will wear it." rafael said as he walked ahead of Raisyaa.

he stepped up feeling very disappointed, do not know why usually Rafael who is always confident, always authoritative, but today lost his confidence, only with the rejection of Raisya, but today lost his confidence,he who is usually assertive but somehow today suddenly feels inferior, and feels down in front of his best friend and also in front of his best friend Raisya .

Raisya thanked Sisil and his three friends, he apologized for not being able to continue the meal together, even though all the food had been prepared by Sisil, but because of the incident,things don't go according to Resi, Ika and Amy's plan.

so did Rafael, he looked disappointed and walked out of the house, Rafael waiting for micko and Gio while sitting on his bike, after saying goodbye to the sisil, they immediately went from there.

"Yes, are you sure you want to go home? you don't want to be here first? come on, let's celebrate your birthday together, and then again Dika's sister came home, we ask for a kaktir ka dika, just consider it a birthday gift for kmu from Kak Dika," said Ika.

"yeah, I'm sorry we didn't think it would be like this, we thought you would be Jadian with Rafael, and we celebrated together" Amy said, patting Raisya on the shoulder.

"sorry I don't want to talk about that now.

I'm just gonna go home.

again I'm sorry and thank you, you are my best friend." Raisya also immediately say goodbye to sisil.

"ayoo Shay we go home," said Resi.

"don't Si, you're here first, sisil's sister has cooked a lot of lo, kasian no one eats, you can continue the eating even without me."

"well, where can be so deck, if you do not have an event will not be exciting anymore, right your birthday deck," said sisil.

"yes, besides, the atmosphere is not cool anymore," added ika and then she put a piece of tart cake into her mouth.

"sadly the cake was not eaten," he said again with a whimper..

"once again I'm sorry, but it's late in the afternoon, you know before the magrib I have to get home, because I had permission with my mother only for a little while".

"yes we've just gone home, I also want to go home, if the matter of food hand over the same sisil, many will finish him," rickshaw, he also said goodbye to everything,then they left the residence of Sisil.

****

in his room Raisya opened the gift box given by Rafael, it turns out that it contained a very beautiful necklace necklace that also had a pendant with the initials R2.

Raisya soon realizes that the initials of R2 are Raisya and Rafael..

Raisya was moved, "maafin Raisya kak Rafael" he murmured..

Raisya also saw a doll gift from Rifky, then he looked like he was thinking of something

"*how can these two give me a gift that I like so much" Raisya murmured.

indeed Raisya had always liked dolls, even some of his doll collection was not given to the syifa even though his sister whined to ask for the doll, which was actually only stored in her closet.

this necklace looks so beautiful.

Kaakkkk Raisha!!!! shifa's cry then disperse the daydreams of Raisya.he immediately went out of his room and approached the syifa.

"why are you shouting so loudly?"raisya asked, he slightly nudged his finger to the eel of Syifa.

"oh sick sister," looks syifa rubbed the former jilant Raisya.

"sister how the hell, he said earlier to be ready but why is still not ready as well, not to mention maghrib lo, said the mother out of magrib we would like to celebrate Ultah brother in the family subscription restaurant, and then,later in angerin dad just know the taste", he said again.

"iya adekku who is chatty, this is also my sister has taken a shower, just change clothes only," said Raisya .

"part of it was not prepared, long ago so people," shebik syifa.

Raisya left the syifa while shaking his head, he had to change his clothes immediately, and immediately pray the mahrib after the adhan reverberated, so as not to make his family wait too long later.

*****

a week after the incident at the schoolhouse, Rafael's figure was always present in Raisya's heart and mind, even though he had tried to forget Rafael.

like today at school, Rafael again played basketball with his friends.

Raisya and Rifky are walking past the basketball court to the teacher's office, to deliver their class assignment book.then once they pass the basketball court, in a hasty step Raisya walks ahead of Rifky, who is now in a hurry,he did not want to meet Rafael.

so did Rafael, he did not initially see Raisya, because again cool to play, but suddenly the ball he threw into the basketball hoop, not on target, so that his basketball hit Raisya's hand, but,suddenly Raisya grimaced in pain and all the tasks he held fell out of his hands.

"Aww," cried Raisya while stroking his hand which was hit by the ball.

Rafael immediately ran towards Raisya, as well as Rifky who was behind Raisya.

"why aren't you?ask rifky he immediately collected the books that fell earlier.

"sorry, I was accidentally, did your hand hurt?" said Rafael as soon as he was near Raisya.

Rafael was eager to hold Raisya's hand, to ascertain whether his hand was swollen or not.But he immediately abandoned his intention, upon hearing Raisya's reply.

"my hands are fine, I shouldn't bother here, please just continue playing basketball" Raisya said, speaking without seeing Rafael.

"taaapii Raisya I ha,

"Let's go on, we continue to deliver the book" Raisya said, cutting off Rafael's conversation.

We first, sister, said the rifky as he passed away to follow Raisya's steps.

"Rafael just stayed there, he stared at Raisya's back until he was out of sight.

don't ask how Raisya feels now, from earlier his heart beats not because, in his heart he was so happy, because Rafael had approached him, if not remember the meri that would hate him even more,maybe Raisya was going to receive attention from Rafael.actually he was so tortured to hold back his feelings because he always tried to refuse and avoid Rafael.

"why also this feeling?let's get lost from my heart! Rafael it's not for you Raisya!" muttered.