Heartfelt Love

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Raisya pov

this morning after finishing the shift exchange, we were back busy because there were many patients in care, last night there were 3 more children in the hospital.

from the beginning of my admission to this hospital, I was immediately placed in the ward/child room, because doctor Mita is the wife of the director of this hospital, she said,his close friend Reyhan so he immediately trusted me without any tests first even doctor Mita immediately told me to choose the placement of his own office room..

since I like children, I decided to ask to be put here..

at first many senior nurses who did not like me worked in this hospital, because they think it is so easy for me to be accepted here, even though I have no previous work experience ,plus because I was placed in a child's room.some insinuating that without insiders I would not be able to enter this hospital.they always say that I only capital beautiful doang, doang,but no ability. They also asked me what training certificate I had..

after a week of service in this room I proved them wrong, I was a competent nurse, and I even deliberately brought training certificates to the hospital, so that they would not underestimate me.

after seeing my certificate and the way I work finally many of them changed their perspective, plus they saw the NICU training certificate that I had so, so that,someone recommended that I be placed in the room NICU (Neonatal Intensive Care Unit )only, because I have followed the training. Nicu is a baby intensive room.

However, I rejected it because I am easily empathetic people let alone see the baby in care can I cry during business hours.. even the pediatrician and the care doctor in this room alone many are happy with the way I work.

after accompanying the visit doctor (visiting patients to the treatment room) I and 4 other friends returned to continue the treatment of children and give drugs as recommended from the doctor..

because it was so busy, did not feel the time quickly passed and soon the service hours will end, I rest in the nurse's room while waiting for the day duty and open the cellphone, he said,I haven't opened my phone since this morning.

I saw some calls from Reyhan, and some chats came in. I just opened a chat from Reyhan, and ignored the others.

["You want to go to nadin's grave, right?

why not ngabarin anyway? on the phone is also not lifted. I also have a meeting at 3. if so to the tomb, let in the cancel the meeting first.kabari as soon as possible! " ]

["sorry, so the patient rame really I did not have time to ngabarin, I so kok go to nadin's tomb.wouldn't it matter if the meeting in the cancel ? " ]

["it's none of your business! after your service hours are over just wait for me in front of the hospital. " ]

I know he's still mad at me because of this morning so he replied to a chat with a little jutek. However Rafael has not been completely lost in my heart, when Rafael said his heart earlier ,I became sad to hear it.My heart also crumbled to see him who has not been able to move on.

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" assalamualaikum deck, this time my brother came here not with papa, mama ,adek, brother Angga and our other families, but this time my brother invited my little friend Nadin, Raisya, to the,must be happy to be visited by Raisya.."

that was the first sentence Reyhan said when we set foot on his grave.

" want to pray first? " ask Reyhan as he raises his head up to look at me, for I am standing behind him.

I immediately sat down next to Reyhan.then we raised both hands and began to pray..

after I finished, I immediately greeted Alm Nadin who was started by saying hello, Reyhan went away from the tomb, he was waiting for me under a tree a few meters from his grave.

" i'm sorry, I just came.I'm not a good friend, even though you've left us all for years, while I've only come to visit you for the first time."

" hikss..hikssss.

you know not until this moment I still keep the doll that you used to give me, even though I know it's your favorite doll. Din may you take me to heaven with you, wait for your friend at the door of heaven.You must ask God so that I can come with you in heaven..Aamiin's.."

when I finished, I took Reyhan home..

on the way we just kept quiet, since from the hospital until now Reyhan has not spoken to me, I also joined in silence.because in addition to fatigue after service and to the tomb earlier, I was, I was lazy to argue with Reyhan about Rafael..

in the middle of the silence Reyhan's phone rang, then he picked it up by wearing earphones..

[the "waalaikumsalam ma"]

"[........]"

[Rey same Raisya just returned from his grave nadin ma, just to the apartment]

" [.......]"

"[oh, so it's home now? aren't you mad that Rey's coming home?Rey lazily fussing with papa,Rey antarin Raisya aja ya ma to the house]"

" [..........]"

" [yes ma, later after maghrib we are there]"...

Mama and papa came home, now at home, we were asked to go there..

" oh yeah, kayla's coming too? "

"hmmm"

that was the only reply from Reyhan, I also became lazy to ask back..

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How was Raisya in the hospital? are you comfortable working there? asked Mama after we finished dinner together.last mama cooked a lot, she wanted to welcome me, because I have never eaten in this house as her daughter-in-law.at this time we were all chatting in the family room.

" cozy kok ma, aunty mita is also a good person, so I also feel comfortable when I first met. "

" Thank goodness then, said your own aunt who asked to be placed in the child's room? why darling? "

" Aamiin" replied Mama and Papa in unison.

" didn't you feel sorry for example putting an infusion on a child? their blood vessels are very small." asked Kayla

" the beginning of my brother's practice in the hospital when he was in college, did not have the deck but now I am used to answer with a smile."

" kayla you should rest first to the room there, so that Raisya comes, you do not stop asking questions and always just stick to your sister-in-law, said mama.

" ih mama anyway, kayla would be happy because now has an older sister, tomorrow can be invited shopping together, can be invited to confide again." said kayla enthusiast.

" i have, you go in there to the room, let Raisya rest first," said papa.

" ihh, mama same papa equally not cool.ya deh I go to the room.

brother I went to the room first, will come to my room yes, there are still many that I want to ask the brother, especially about someone sitting in front of brother.sindir Kayla while sneering towards Reyhan."

" what the hell is the deck, it's in there! oh so that, now you do not want to tell the same sister again, already do not want to be near brother." Reyhan quipped.

" lazy same brother Rey, not cool confide in brother boy, especially like brother Rey, said Kayla by sticking out her tongue, then immediately ran towards her room."

Reyhan shook his head at Kayla's behavior, while mama just laughed a little.

" the other one is married, the other one already wants to go to college but still likes to fight, shy your wife Rey, satir mama "

" it looks like the veins have disappeared ma, until now he has not been able to prove that indeed the child in the woman's bladder is not his child, so far,it's possible that he deliberately didn't look for evidence so that he could continue to relate to the woman.

he did not appreciate Raisya who had survived with him. Should he have been embarrassed he would have been able to take care of this problem as soon as possible.what he thought his family would not be ashamed if this news spread everywhere.. especially if it turns out that the fetus in the woman's birth is her child, want to put where our face, people will assume her marriage to Raisya but have children with others! "

" Rey has been trying to find evidence pa, even Angga has also investigated, don't you think Rey is just silent ".

" huh, we don't need excuses but need evidence." replied papa with a cynical smile.

" it's pa! not that papa had promised not to discuss this matter first, Raisya had just come to this house as our daughter-in-law. please don't make a fuss first. "

" just keep defending your son! " sinsidir papa.

" it was better that Rey didn't come here ma! it's enough to just take Raisya, rather than make mama sad" Reyhan said.

" it's good, if it turns out you're self-conscious." replied papa Reyhan.

" better Reyhan just go home to ma'am's apartment" said Reyhan who then stood up from his seat."

" didn't you appreciate mama anymore Rey?" ask your mom with teary eyes.

" it's not so ma, Rey just doesn't want to fuss with papa. "

" then you sit back! whether you need to beg you, or to papa so that you can forget about the problem first, you want us to enjoy this togetherness, you don't want Raisya depressed to be here because of witnessing papa and Reyhan's disagreement."

I just silently watched the commotion, not knowing what to say, I saw sadness in my eyes, however she was a mother, from the beginning I was sure she already trusted Reyhan,but because of the photo and seeing the anger of her husband, you can not prove her maternal instinct to defend Reyhan.

" Raisya here to call mom "

I, who was sitting in front of my mother, immediately moved to the side.Mama grasped both my hands.

" again, thank you, I want to be your daughter-in-law, I'm sorry Reyhan, who can't be a good husband to Raisya ".

" i'm lucky to have in-laws as good as my mom and dad, I haven't been able to be a good wife to Reyhan ma either, we both learned to be a complementary couple."

" you are so good, son" said the mother, stroking my hand which was in her grasp.

" oh yes, my grandmother sends greetings to you and Raisya Rey, said your grandmother must immediately go to bandung once you have free time, that time you only briefly in bandung, not jdi stay overnight. grandma still does not know Raisya, she wants to meet again.

" yes ma, Rey also plans to go to bandung again but Rey's schedule is crowded, and Raisya also just a month of work is not good if you ask for leave."

you better take Rey's time! if Raisya mama can just permit her to Mita.

grandma also misses you Rey, you will know for yourself that you are her favorite granddaughter, even though Kayla is there, but you are always asked continuously. anything Reyhan seems like all his land and plantations will also be passed on to you. Kayla is often jealous, she said granny favoritism," explained mama with a smile.

"Reyhan just chuckled at my mom's talk."

" that's because the mother does not know what her granddaughter's behavior is like, try it if you know it can-can come to bandung in greeted with a broom stalk "sindir papa.

" just pa, don't start again or papa wants to sleep outside tonight! threatening mom..

I also shut my mouth because I was holding back my laughter.

" just keep going! sindir papa again."

mama just glared at papa.

" Raisya we can not stay here for long, after tomorrow we meet your mother and your sisters, maybe the sore mama as papa directly back to bandung, because grandma can not stay long alone. after this you can not stay in the apartment again, stay in this house. mama does not want this house to be empty again.. Firmly mama."