Heartfelt Love

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"you may be sad, but do not hate your family, however loving your family is unconditional and your place is back, no matter what you are".

 ~ Raisy~

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both of Raisya's eyes were round looking at Rafael, his face confused by the many questions that were in his head..

"don't be surprised, I'll tell you everything, I know there's a lot you want to ask Rafael said..

the handsome guy, with a flat face looking at Raisya, then said

"by I admit that it was all for my parents, I didn't even intend to hurt you, let alone intentionally leaving you and getting engaged to Meri".

"but you should have told me, at least obviously everything does not disappear no news, keep suddenly appeared eee tauunya want same fiancee meri, sick or not. at least if you say I can be sincere from the beginning although it may be difficult but I will try sincerely."

"yes I was wrong, but can you not be silent first?listen I finished the story first by.

from a small parent we often say I want a mate I'm the same meri, but while joking anyway, never make any deal.maybe because papa and mama sahabatan same parents meri, but while joking anyway, never make any deal,and from childhood we have been friends, sometimes meri in between to the house, or sometimes I was invited to play with mama to the house meri, already like family, even I had not considered meri it adek.

since we were teenagers do not know why every girl who likes me or close to me, she was always angry sometimes to the point of being rude, the girl was jealous..

he used to express his feelings a lot but I always rejected him and told him I thought of him as a bitch..

but he did not want her to still like me, he said his feelings could not be lost until finally he cried with his parents asked me to mate and I am yes,even threatened to kill ourselves if we are not a match..

his parents told me the same story mom and dad, asking me to be in a match just like meri.

papa and my mom said wait for me to finish my education first, but they asked my parents to get engaged first which is important there is a bond between me and meri.

when papa nelson and explained everything I immediately refused, and I explained that I had considered meri as adek. I even said I already have a lover and I told you by".

Raisya just kept quiet listening to it all.

at first papa and mama did not mean I was engaged again to be engaged with meri, even they said when I was off they asked me to invite you to the house to meet you yes..

a few days after that, I got word from our commander who was there he said papa entered the hospital, because suddenly suffered a storm attack and criticism, I was shocked by, I was shocked by,I can't believe how can papa not have a heart history, his lifestyle is also healthy..after mama explained he said papa was sick because of the thought of meri who wanted to kill herself because I did not want to be engaged to her, papa already considered meri as his own child, papa was also sad over the condition of meri, papa, who was sad for the condition of meri,but I was asked not to go home said the mother was afraid to interfere with my education, even though I had insisted to go home to see the state of papa, my heart did not calm my mind..

mama also said, papa will be healthy if I want to get engaged with meri, do not let me regret if I do not obey the wishes of papa who knows this for the last time..

I was afraid by I thought it was all day and night until I did not concentrate on studying and training there.mama every day the nelfon always beg me to get engaged for papa's sake..I don't dare tell you, I don't want to make you sad, so I never call you again, but trust me, not one day I miss without remembering you,longing to hear your voice but I don't dare to tell you my problems, I'm a coward..

finally I decided to follow my parents' wishes, and mom said I should break up with you no longer have any relationship even though it was just friends so that papa was happy and could be healthy again,because if she finds out I'm still in touch with you, in any case, she threatens to kill herself again.

I don't know if the threat is just his wits, or it is serious but clearly, meri has twice entered the IGD because of desperate suicide attempts.

"it looks like meri is dead love to you Bo" it's not just a threat said the owner of the beautiful eyes.."

"by.it's hany.."

you can't assume for yourself about meri me as a fellow girl can see it from the way she sees you only I know that she sincerely loves you..

the wrong way he should not have to rude the girl around you right, he should be able to get your love in his own way..

"by I'm tired of meri, all fake even neri and his family have also influenced my parents to lie to me by".

regarding papa's illness it was just a charade, so I wanted to get engaged to meri, I found out on the night we wanted to get engaged, I heard meri talking to mama if their plan worked, they said, keep mama saying it's not in vain the sacrifice of meri who tried to commit suicide..

I was angry, disappointed with everyone, especially my family.

I don't want to go home, this sadness and disappointment makes me hate my parents so much..

"you may be sad, but do not hate your family, however, it is the family that loves you unconditionally and your place back, no matter what you are".

and another one even though they lied but about meri trying to kill herself is bo fact, she really loves you..

if he loves me it's a matter of his feelings, I can't repay him by I love you..

now go home first bo, it's getting late not good also the neighbors, pity your friends they must be cold waiting in front.

"i wish we were like we used to be, don't ever change because of this, and I beg you to forgive me".

Raisya just kept quiet to hear Rafael's words..Rafael put on his jacket then beralamitan to mothera but when he stepped on the door he did not feel calm before Raisya would answer his words earlier.

"By you're sorry for me, right? you still feel the same, right?".

there's still tomorrow to talk about it Bo.

raisya said with a smile..

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after the incident, Raisya and Rafael's relationship returned as before, Rafael continued his education as well as Raisya, now he has been studying outside the city far from his family,she majored in health at one of the top universities.she is used to living away from her family now,

indeed, at first Raisya very awkward especially far from the mother because from the first there was always a mother who took care of her needs.Luckily there was Amy who studied in the same place with her although different majors, however,they can still stay and rent the same boarding house.

his relationship with Rafael has now improved but sometimes Raisya doubts whether their relationship will be approved by his parents Rafael, while they are clearly very affectionate,Rafael has explained that his parents did not force him to be betrothed with meri again, even meri is also now busy with his lectures so that his mind is slightly diverted from Rafael..

this morning as usual Raisya and Ami were getting ready to go to the campus, they had made sure all the doors were locked, at the time when Raisya was about to step his foot out,but his steps came to a halt hearing the sound of his cell phone ringing inside his bag..

"who the hell is calling this early in the morning, don't know if people are late,ayo leave mi! I was lazy to lift it, Raisya said".

"get up first, who knows it's important".

already if it is important, ntar again must also be nelfon again right. yukk buruan already late nee..

arriving at the campus Raisya turned off his phone without seeing the call that had contacted him several times earlier..

Today they will have a paraktek in the laboratory, which means Raisya is very concentrated and does not want to be disturbed.

as Raisya practices in the lab, suddenly from the glass window he sees Amy running to the door,Amy asks Raisya's guidance counselor for permission to talk to Raisya because there is an important problem..

they talk outside the room.

"Raisya why did you turn off your phone, do you not know from earlier mother has contacted you many times?"

"wasn't that the nelfon mom?"

"yes and you know what you said to me? you were immediately told to go home now, because your father had an accident at dawn, and was taken to the hospital, now in the ICU".

Raisya Sock heard from Amy the clear liquid suddenly came out of her eyes without being held back..

Raisya felt as if her body had become helplessly limp, Amy trying to calm Raisya down..

"See, let's go home now I'll take care of the permit for a minute."

But Raisya immediately stopped Amy..

"Amy stop!.