Heart Voice

Chapter.32

"We're not going to Ais's house?" Ask Syakir.

"Tomorrow again. There was Jamil." Akbar.

Akbar and Syakir went home and rested, this time Akbar and Syakir still sleep separately, Syakir instead chose to sleep on the sofa in the living room and enjoy the chant sholawatnya, rather than sleeping with Akbar.

"Bang, are you still in Indo?" Message from Niki.

"Yes Nik, why?" Ask Akbar.

"Oh it's okay, I just wanted to ask. Is Brother really going after Fatim?"

"I trust all with my Lord Niki, but Fatim deserves to be fought, forgive me if I hurt you. However, as far as I feel, my feelings for you are nothing but admiration that I should never have said, and I should keep it a secret. I'm sorry, can we be friends like before?" Reply Akbar.

"I don't promise, but I'll try to be the friend you want to be. Happy Break Brother"

Akbar only had 4 days in the opportunity to convince his feelings to Fatim, now that day is only 2 days away. He will use that time well.

Thinking about the future does make everyone experience stress and drop, because maturity is not a matter of age, but how we think things with a calm mind, not with emotions or things that will trouble yourself.

"God does not sleep Bang, if indeed he is for you, many things that God has shown you, if.in he is truly yours, do not hesitate any more with the soul mate that God has given you, Fatim is always close to you, she is a good girl, indeed after we know her, she is a little funny. But does his personality fit with yours? Doesn't God always give you a hint that Fatim is destined for you Bang?" Lag-again message from Syakir.

"What do you know Kir? Come in here and sleep with me, I still need your enlightenment" Akbar replied.

No matter how long Syakir went into Kamr carrying his blanket and pillow, he slept next to Akbar, and Akbar began to ask and ask for enlightenment from his sister.

"Am I too blind with the guidance of God, Kir? I am far from being grateful to God, I feel that I am very bad Kir. Do I deserve her?" Ask Akbar.

"It's appropriate or not just you and him who know Bang, I think he suits you" Syakir said.

"Sometimes I think that I live alone Kir, my beautiful life was taken by manhood, Papa is often busy and never listens to my grievances. Weighing Abi and Mama I can't either, I've been too much trouble since childhood. The pillar of my heart is only four Kir. Papa, Abi, Mama and Kak Ais, Kak Ais also now has a life of its own, where maybe I will add to my problems" said Akbar.

"When you are at a very fragile point, ask Him for strength. Never feel lonely or even alone, because in fact we are not really– alone. There is still Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala who accompanies us, there is still me also Bang, so the spirit yes. Make me the most comfortable place to confide in you, because one day I will need you too. We're brothers, aren't we?" Syakir said encouragingly to Akbar.

They also decided to play a game together that night, because playing the game they forgot for a moment the burden of his life which he now pelvis himself. A lot of funny things happened that night.