Heart Voice

Chapters. 151

In accordance with Kabir's advice, Syakir took Balqis to the tomb of Ika. Not only the two of them, there was Kabir and Aminah also waiting for him outside the tomb area.

"If Ustad isn't ready, it's no papa. I have no problem, maybe there is someone more worthy than me" said Balqis.

"You mean?" Ask Syakir.

"Not her, Ustad wants to be fooled by Febri, she's a smart girl, her memorization has also been a lot. Better than me, better to educate Aminah" said Balqis.

"Whose Aminah wants you Balqis, we are here to pray for Zulaikha only, and ask for her blessing." Syakir.

"I know that Ustad isn't ready, so am I. In fact, I am ashamed to have to reveal my flaws to you Ustad" Balqis said in her heart.

At school, Ceasy kept quiet, she became discouraged to learn. Not directly his love was rejected by Kabir. He is eager to get Kabir's love, but the feeling cannot be forced.

"Ces, you're what's wrong with that" asked Varo.

"No papa, why?" Said Ceasy.

"Yuk road later in the afternoon. Watch it" Take Varo.

"I'm busy" said Ceasy.

Varo also went out of class, he was very upset because since Kabir came home, he felt ignored by Ceasy. The provisions brought by Varo were also not touched by Ceasy, what happened to Ceasy?

After going to the tomb of Zulaikha, Kabir invited Syakir, Aminah and Balqis to eat at the place where the family members grilled gurame. There, Kabir gives Syakir and Balqis a chance to get to know more closely.

"Balqis" said Syakir.

"Emm, not so" said Syakir nervously.

"Just say, how does it go? I'll be back in Singapore in 3 days. Tomorrow I will mourn and give thanks because I graduated from the pesantren" said Balqis.

"Cock suddenly?" Ask Syakir.

"Well, how else? I have been here for 3 years, I have fulfilled my Papa's wishes" Balqis said.

"How do you always stay here with Aminah?" Ask Syakir.

"Your question..... Ustad, have you ever? Ah not so" said Balqis.

This syakir is a man who cannot speak freely with a woman who is not his mahram. Having trained with Kabir several times, he also had to be nervous again in front of Balqis.

"Sorry, you want to be the mother of Aminah? I-I-my-my wife" said Syakir nervously.

"I can try to be a good mother to Aminah Ustad. But I don't know, I can or can't be a dream wife like the late Zulaikha" Balqis said in a soft tone.

"We both learned to love Balqis, but all the decisions are in your hands, where might I force you right?" Sayakir while wiping his cold sweat.

"Ok, I'll tell you about my flaws. I can't contain Ustad, do you still accept my flaws? That's why I like kids. Since I can't have children of my own, Ustad doesn't have a son yet, how is it possible to marry me who can't conceive this" Balqis said with teary eyes.

"Do you know the story of Abraham As and his wife Sarah? She was a woman of faith who had an amazing beauty in her day. Not only physically beautiful, Sarah is also a very beautiful woman of character and mind. She was also a woman who was friendly, generous and very obedient with her husband, Prophet Ibrahim As." Syakir.