Heart Fragment

Pov Bagas

Do you know what it's like to lose a lover? lt hurts! It hurts even more if it turns out that we love, just pretend to love, to use us. Uh, sadist!

But that's what happened to me. The girl I thought could move on was mentally ill. Eryna's. Yeah, that girl, E-R-Y-N-A.

He broke this heart, but, not just the heart, even the relationship I had with his family was forced to run aground.

I love him, that's a fact!

We're dating, that's a fact too!

But, he doesn't love me, he doesn't really want to be with me, he doesn't understand how much I want to be with him. That's also a fact!

Devan! Devan! Devan keeps what he calls!

But, even so, why did this heart not also stop expecting it. He was always sure that he would accept me. I mean really accept me.

"Aaaarrrrggghh!"

Why, now I'm only seen as Devan's shadow?

Mamah has always been proud of her niece, but towards me? Not at all.

imitate Devan, he can wake up from a slump.

look at Devan, he is able to stand even without Dad by his side!

learn from Devan, he succeeded in his career and his household!

Devan continue! Devan again! again the so-called Devan! Hey, he could do that because of me! because modalku! they seem to forget, that behind his success there was me who helped.

It was so upset. I want to spill everything. I'm a coward, indeed. Dare not say frankly. I don't know, I don't like this. Every day, he always shines. I'm just his shadow. Really shadow. Not seen in anyone's eyes.

***

I'll drive the car as soon as possible. Ever since I broke up with Eryn, I've been running around a lot. Either gym, either futsal, or just a walk outside spent gasoline. Well done, wash your eyes.

I am lazy when I am in the office. Looking at Devan, it felt sickening. If you say hate, not really. But I said I don't like it, Iyah, that's absolutely right. He was always more looked up to me. I don't know, I seem jealous.

"Tinn! Tinn!" I pushed the car bell many times. I just got out to buy some food to bring home. As the car was about to move, I saw a young man standing in front of my car.

"Tinn!!! Tin!" I pushed back repeatedly. Oh, my God, this guy doesn't want to pull over.

I can't wait, I have to go home soon. It's past five o'clock in the afternoon. Emotions taste! I rushed down the car. Damn again, just accidentally this hand makes the car move forward.

"Braaaakkk!" I was surprised, I turned off the engine and ran out of the car.

"Oh Allah, Athaghfirullah!" I heard people scream. I don't focus on seeing because this hand is busy helping the person I accidentally hit.

"Oh God! Aden!" Again the voice screamed hysterically and then immediately grabbed the young man I hit earlier.

"What the"

Ish, beautiful ....

"Denger not really!" the voice returned.

Blue hooded girl, she.

"About the rich!" He grunted annoyed. Oh my God, what did he say?! I didn't hear at all. Focus with that tiny face, she ... Uh, where did I hit? Astarghfirullah's.

"Sorry, tea" I said. Then with lightning fast running towards the car, back.

"Hey! Responsibility!" I took him still screaming.

And I just ran away leaving them. Oh God! I'm so scared!