He's my Happiness
Depression-4
"Mommy".
But I seemed to ignore it.Alra still faithfully stroked my hair and calmed me.
"Lo must be strong alfi.Lo must be patient.Don't ever hurt yourself lo again, everyone must have the burden of life as well as lo.The more difficult the burden is then the more dear god lo.Lo must be strong".
Goddamnit!instead of stopping, my tears increasingly add up profusely.Alra still faithfully calms me with her words.
"Lo must be optimistic.Lo must know out there there are still people who suffer more than lo.Lo must also know behind your suffering there must be hikmanya.So you have to be tough".
"But g-gue is tired.Gue doesn't want to live anymore".
And my body was instantly pushed by her for our embrace to come off.
"LO CAN BE SILENT NO SIH.LO IT'S STRONG LO DO NOT THINK SAMPE KESITU.LO IT'S NOT EASY NERAH.LO GAK HIMSELF I CAN HELP YOU IN THE WAY I.LO DO NOT THINK until THERE".
"At least there's still some love for you".
"who?".
"Gue!"
And this time he was crying softly, notah what he thought.I immediately hugged him tightly looking for a comfortable position as well as he.Natah I was confused how to.
"You're the one crying?".
"Lo said that".
"Udah I won't talk like that anymore.Udah you there class of learning I want to remember myself first".
"But l-lo should promise me...".
"Gue won't kill yourself.There you go I want to smoke".
"Judah I went watch out for your suicide".
"Yes yes".
And once again the calm comes.
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"Alfi lo ride what?".
"motor".
"Barength?".
"Can you go home?".
"Yahh.My house is far away I have to take the bus".
"Kh".
"Can ya".
"Sir".
"May I can alfi".
"Can't get you going".
Looks like Alra has given up well I'll work first before I go home.
I was silent when I saw him being pushed from my rearview mirror.Maybe they are all gang and have a grudge,uh but we just entered today and even amateurs with the neighborhood.And I saw by itself he was in bully and berated maki.Okah for now I will help.
I got off the bike and approached them.
"Basar lo mur*han.Gan*en,gen*t lo.Front lo mediocre but it's already a snazzy lo deketin cogan.Basic lo bi*h".
Seen one of them wanted to slap arla but quickly I intercepted his hand so as not to hurt this chatty girl.Yes though chatty at least she was alive
"You slap him".
I said trying coldly.She looked clumsy himself.Alra immediately looked at me with commuk know what it is.
"eem g-no g-gue just wants to brush his cheek anyway".
"Not just a light hand turns out you're a hypocrite and a liar".
I immediately threw his hands hard.I see the appearance of the loose-like Alra.Lambang I pull his hand for my dirt.
"Roof lu".
"But lo b-".
"Want to ride or be bullied again?".
Of course he will go straight up.I rushed my bike and drove my bike with average speed.
"Where's your house?".
"In the rose complex".
"Huh?k-the rose complex?".
"Yes why?".
"Gue anter you on the highway you enter yourself".
"Jaudah is not papa".
And once again luck just went out of my hand.My son of a bitch's papa car wanted to enter the complex and of course our eyes met.
I quickly gushed my bike to the rose complex.Usugar only I live in an orchid complex.
Little notice, the orchid complex is for the home of the elite.When the rose complex for the lower and average people's complex".
"This is your house".
"Yes thank you.But the word you are only on the highway why follow in?".
"Because..."
I was surprised by my father who was not far from where we were.He was still not aware of my whereabouts.
"Gue ride my bike.Lu can hide no?".
"Why?".
"Cepet you help me".
"It's here".
Without warning I immediately put my bike in the designated place Alra.
"Gue hitchhiking your house just so I can treat your wounds".
"No need".
"Udah chepev".
And fortunately my life was saved.When papa was approaching I went straight in with my shoes coming in.
"Gue numpang bertar".
I said with an occasional glance towards the window, and he was still there looking for something with his angry face.
"Where's your medicine here I'm medicine".
"G-no".
"Udah spit".
Alra immediately obeyed him, Of course I put my shoes when I saw there was a shoe rack on my right.
"Alra's home yet?".
"Yes ma".
"oh...Lo who?".
L-lo?i-this is Alra's mom, right?why is this how you talk.
"Ah?alra tan's t-temennya".
I said nervously.This is the first time I heard mother mother calling people's children with a call ^lo^.
"Oh the friend alra.Let's sit down son".
Ha's?not the child is not the same mama not ngudeng me.Any, of course strange!.Ah, it is not necessary that I have not too much concern either.I am important that I have survived the crocodile hole.
A few seconds later I saw Alra coming with a medicine box in his hand.
