He's my Happiness
Depression-2
Today is the day I entered high school precisely class X-IPS.With motor sport red I entered the school grounds.This motor I get from my own efforts do not ask for money papa.Ha?papa's?is it worth calling papa?be stuck.
There are so many who are insignificant and say about myself blatantly.I hope I tell them to be silent, but they are also human beings have their own judgment, even me too.
Cih if you know about my real life I'm sure you'll stay away and yes ilfil or whatever.
But what concerns me is a girl who smiles at me.Maybe if seen her face is not too beautiful, ugly is also not very ugly...But sweet!And I feel familiar.
Suddenly I saw the eagle I was wearing, but notah why I even reflex looking at the bracelet.Ibi is a bracelet full of memories, a bracelet that binds a friendship relationship.
Not to worry I immediately rushed to find a canteen to fill my hungry stomach that had not been filled since last night.Since that day I dared to yell at papa, I sought my own job and lived my own life.
And you know what?I secretly gave the house money to my stepmom without my knowledge.
From me who smokes, gets drunk, cuts my hands, races wildly, banging my head against a lock I even tried to commit suicide.
My appetite has changed for longer!ever since Arta went to follow her ort worked out of town, that's where my expression changed drastically.There were no more smiles and laughter there was only a flat face as a wall and a cold face like ice.
Even I often refute the words of papa or mama tata.Pernah also once that time I hit kak rendo and it makes papa also mama tata great anger to me.
Well my story is dark until there.
I continued walking towards the cafeteria along with the adoring gaze of all the girls in this school.
"Can't join?".
Suddenly a girl approached me with her food, the icewe just now.I just silently responded to her.
"can't ya?".
The girl wanted to leave, but I stopped her anyway the canteen bench was not mine.The girl smiled and sat down in front of me.
"Sorry disturb".
"hm".
Although I was cold but I still have a heart of times.Gak directly use violence.Because simple do not want to follow the trail of the abusive father.
"can you know your name?".
"cock".
"kep?haha I think familiar with that word".
My eating just stopped.
"You mean?".
"cock".
I was immediately silent and did not want to respond.She still insisted to invite a conversation and all I heard was that obscure chatter.However, my view switched to the eagle she was wearing, the same?.
"Wristband where did you get it?".
"You know?".
"It means to know".
"Oh if it's not wrong I want this from my best friend as a child".
And again I was made curious by him.When I want to open my mouth to ask but heard the sound of a bell indicating entry.
"Yaudah yuk to the hall later hit the law is not funny first udh hit by the law".
The girl walked first to the hall while I was following.Aula already looked crowded with a crowd of new students.
The event is lined up smoothly.Yes of course the opening of the pickle always starts with the word welcome and it is boring.I am lazy to linger here directly out when the event is over.
Of course I have to ask for the signature of all members of the osis if you do not want to have to go around the school field for 5 rounds.
Although I am diligent in sports I will also not be able to run that much with a field as big and as wide as this desert.
Ok maybe if you ask a member of the osis cow it's okay is not a problem.Yg the laziest if it relates to women who narcissistic exorbitant plus kegeerannya as wide as the ocean .
"Eh?hi we are class even my country".He said while sliding the bench,oh this is very annoying.But ok ok no problem as long as this girl is not flirtatious and most of the things that do not matter.Uuh my school life that should be peaceful must collapse instantly because of the presence of this girl.
"My name is alra".
"Well?".
I kept thinking about the name, but many also have the name not only him.Even if it's true there can't be a coincidence seefiesien this.
"W..vero".
Glug
I who do not want to take a dizzy continue my studies calmly.Sedangkan girl next to me daritadi just look at me.
"Can't look around".
Ketusku but not cared for by him.
"Hm I can't call al aja?".
I heard him staring hard at her uh who was it.oh alra.
"Why?".
"Sir".
"Well".
I'm the one who doesn't care to refocus on the lesson in plain sight.
"About alfi?".
"ck whatever".
I'm tired of realising that I was forced by this one noisy girl, but I'm trying to be patient.
"Udh silent you learn".
Silence.Just the voice of the teacher explained what was heard.Even other students just silence.Because sir Saniudin is notoriously friendly and humor but once angry he is more ferocious than stepmother.Eh really yes?the feeling of a stepmother is more cruel than Mr. Saniudin.
The proof is in front of the eyes.The stepmother who likes to slander, torture, insult and even double-faced.It is more cruel and disgusting.
"Alfi, why your hands?".Ask, oh this girl is crazy or what the hell.Even problems like this should be asked.
"No business".
"Oh.Gue kirain lo ngelakuin done by depressed people in the novel that is.What the hell is the name, sim eh sem.what the hell is that,oh better use Indonesian only time yes.Lo slashing his own hands right?".Buset nih cewe jelmaan fortune teller kali ya.Yg this is how she ngeh.
"Bodo dragon".
"Kok the answer is that?though I want to be advised to go to a psychiatrist if depression especially severe depression".
"It's none of your business".
"Yes, that's always right".
"Hey you two don't be noisy, you'll explain what you're doing and what you're supposed to do the first day".Said Mr. Saniudin with his fierce face.
"Yes, sorry sir".Said Alra apologizing yahh at least he should represent his super stiff and cold compatriot is also not it?.
"Stupid".I said in a whispering tone.Yes how even this girl is stupid, oh wrong super stupid.
"Eh stupid?hmm yeah I'm a little stupid in the lesson of Mr. Saniudin".
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