He's my Happiness

Depression-3

"Alfi you want kantin?".

"Sir".

"So where are you going?".

"Keperpussy".

"Iikuut gues".

"Can you shut up anyway?".

"Please".

I saw firsthand how the eyes of alra glazed.Like a cute little cat.Ah so do not have the heart..eh I said what?gosh darn.

"Whatever".

I had enough to hold back his cute gaze.And it was replaced with a smile that adorned his face.And he was getting cute.

"Yey alfi well".

Not want to listen to his chatter again, I rushed to get calm.And of course he followed wherever I went.Basan stalker.

"Alphi".

"...".

"g".

I looked at him sharply for calling the name of my childhood friend, oh come on to me that's a special call.He smiled with satisfaction lah why maybe his brain was already short.

"Lo read what?".

"Liat himself".

"Where do you know the cover person is plain like that".

"Kh".

Once again I have to be patient with this one nagging girl.I handed the book when I marked up where I read.Totally!.

"Owhs".

He gave the book to me again after knowing the book I read.And again he interfered after this pleasant silence.

"Alfi you want to know my name?".

And once again I tried to ignore his words.With him, still faithfully waiting for my answer.Hu stubborn base.

"I don't matter".

That one sentence could make him silent?great waah.But is he hurt?.

"Yah alfi is not fun".

A little I breathe a sigh of relief even though in my heart I cursed him who was very chatty and tortured my ears especially with his attitude that sksd.

However, luck is in my hands.My rescuer arrived...

Doorbell in.

Without saying goodbye I left after putting the book in his place.Emang him who should I say goodbye to him first?.

"Where are you going?it's a bell in, you know how to even walk here anyway?".

"Ck can't be diem.Gue want to skip there you enter by yourself".

And once again I ignored this one noisy boy.And fortunately he did not follow again.

I immediately took one of my cigarettes when I was sitting under a shade tree to cover the scorching sun.

"Try life could be this calm there may be no more burden".

I continue to cry in silence and reflect on my own life.My habit is if you have smoked or done things that are common in my opinion but also that do not make sense to you,and I won't calm down if I'm still not relieved let alone haven't spent what I'm wearing.

And once again I was surprised by the alra at the entrance of the park.Tak care I still continue to smoke my cigarette by crying in silence.

Alra walked towards me with doubt of course I would not care but still pay attention to his movements.Even without permission he was sitting next to me.

"Lo smokes a cigarette".

"Lu saw it for myself, right?don't try it".

Don't know what she'll think I won't care.But her face hints that she pityes me.Ha?I'm sorry I don't need to be pitied.

"Don't you feel sorry for me".

"Gak.Gue won't be so.Lo must have a burden turn on?if you have a story let your load disappear a little".

"You don't need to interfere".

"Lo has no pity to see Ortu lo who works for biyayain lo".

He's stupid!I smiled obliquely at his words.I was confused, hung with the child of one ik ni.Padahat only first met but was pretentious close, even the lecture again.

"Currently, if you don't know my life is silent".

"But want how ortu lo must be sad to see his son so kayak gini".

I had enough to hold back my emotions, why this child continues to be stubborn when I do not need him at this time.I stand up and see him sharp.

"LO CAN NOT AT ALL DO NOT WANT TO BRING THE OLD MAN FUCKING IT.GUE DO NOT HAVE PARENTS.Gue does not have parents like him.She does not fit to say my order".

And the tears just keep flowing without my permission.Tears are in vain**n!.Of course, if I had yelled at someone, my legs would have withered and my guilt would have risen.

"sorry".

"Don't apologize.Gue's sorry has snapped you.Behind there classy".

I want to dry my tears but I need something and I need a knife.

"Lu's got a knife or...".

"L-lo m-mau ngapain.Gak,gue will not give thanks,lo must be aware.Don't torture yourself lo".

"Gue will not die, my body is immune.So fast knife, if there is no need".

Alra suddenly pulled my head to lean on her shoulder.Nih child why the hell?it hurts kali.

"Gue tau lo must be tormented.But you do not hurt yourself.Lo it's a man, you know,you are strong.Yes I do not know your real life.But I am sure behind the suffering of your life there must be something valuable that faithfully awaits you someday.Yes indeed I seem pretentious or kayak ustazah.And even I know,gue will not be as strong as yourself lo if there is a position lo at this time or worse I do what you do too, you do too,but at least you have to be strong you have to prove to me that you can and you are better than he thinks".

Arla said by stroking my hair slowly and living, at first I thought that he was only good at talking but he was not too bad, too,he also has a good side and understanding behind his chatty nature and sksd it.And really I miss this elusan, like elusan mami who calms me when crying and makes me not sad anymore.

Without hesitation I hugged him and cried there.Crying as much without shame and not even care about the girl I hold.It's not like what his expression is now.

And of course my shoulders and body were shaking violently, but like her she was ignoring him at all.

"Don't cry again.Don't cry again, we must be happy and forget it all a make you sad.You strong".

"Thanks so much".

In any case I should thank him even if he's annoying and chatty.

And yes no matter why his words can calm the wounded heart.And this is the first time there is anything else that can stop my crying except something that is not common.